Back then, if she hadn't seen Jiang Ruxue as resolute, she would rather resist the order and not obey it, risk the slightest carelessness and behead the whole house, and leave Chang'an.

She will probably be like most of the nobles in Chang'an. resigned himself to marrying a rich and noble family in Chang'an City, or marrying into the royal family.

Then the husband and wife respected each other like guests, had children, and taught each other husband and children. to copy the lives of other Chang'an nobles.

is also like others, endlessly struggling to care about the honor and disgrace of the family and the prosperity of the family.

But she forgot that those responsibilities that are as heavy as mountains should not be borne by her, a little woman.

The saddest thing is that they have struggled all their lives, even for those things outside their bodies. Most people still don't get anything.

In other words, tossing his whole life in vain.

Jiang Ruxue curled the corners of her lips and said with a wry smile: "I was still young back then, but I relied on my father's status in the court to be at its peak, and my brother was guarding the border in the border land.

It is expected that even if the emperor will be angry because of my disobedience to the decree and escape from marriage, at most he will punish my father a little, and he will not really destroy my Jiang family.

When I think about it now, I was so bold and unpredictable at that time, and I was so sure that he would not hurt my family.

If the emperor had done differently than I had imagined, I would have regretted it for the rest of my life. ”

At that time, she wanted to resist the decree and escape from marriage, purely because of willfulness. Although she didn't like the prince, she could still live by enduring it for the sake of the family.

After all, don't many people endure this way in their lives?

But she still chose the worst choice, the most slapping the emperor in the face.

directly abducted the prime minister's son and ran away from marriage.

Although in the eyes of outsiders, it was the prime minister's son who ran away with her.

Fortunately, her father has a good foundation in the court, and her brothers are also outstanding in war. Therefore, the emperor had a lot of scruples, so he said a few words to Daddy without pain.

This scandalous matter for the royal family has been covered up like this.

Mrs. Xu said softly: "Yes, although you are a little naughty on weekdays, no one can see that you are so bold.

Dare to make such a desperate move.

After the incident happened at that time, the circle in Chang'an was gossiping about you all day long. You're at the center of the conversation. ”

Even she was in the midst of all the gossip trying to figure out what she wanted.

Jiang Ruxue just smiled and said, "At that time, I was still young and frivolous, and I only felt that my plan was seamless.

I didn't think about what the consequences I would have to bear if that plan failed.

But over the years, the only thing I've felt sorry for is my elders and relatives at home. I couldn't get in touch with them for so many years, because I couldn't live with them. ”

She only dared to tactfully ask someone to go to Daddy and Auntie to remind Daddy and Auntie, she was living a good life, and her body was healthy and safe.

I didn't even dare to write a letter back, for fear that the letter I wrote would be used as an article.

So much so that until now, she still can't go back to home, so she can only secretly care about her family.

Mrs. Xu saw that Jiang Ruxue's eyes became slightly red, and hurriedly reached out and patted Jiang Ruxue's shoulder and comforted: "Look at my mouth, there is really no door." Talking nonsense all day long.

Originally, I came out to have fun. But I said these things that made you sad. Don't take it to heart. ”

Originally, she just wanted to divert the previous topic, and she didn't think about mentioning these things that made Jiang Ruxue feel sad.

But I don't know how the two of them got to this point in a hurry.

Jiang Ruxue smiled and said, "It's okay, don't you know me yet?" I'm the one who forgets after a while. I won't take it to heart at all. ”

What's more, over the years, her life has been good, and the husband she picked at a glance back then is indeed as she imagined back then. Treat her well, and even more obediently.

Except for not being able to go home to save relatives as she wants, she is very satisfied with other places.

So Jiang Ruxue really doesn't have the slightest resentment about her current life.

Mrs. Xu said softly with a somewhat embarrassed face: "You see that you and I are really sisters who have played since childhood. You're married, and you can't go home for some other reason. I got married. I can't go home because of my own reasons.

In short, you and I have been adrift for so many years, and we can't go home. ”

Jiang Ruxue smiled and said, "This kind of thing, even if it's the same for us." So what do you have to be happy about? That's not a good thing. ”

Mrs. Xu shook her head and said, "I'm not happy that we can't go home. It's that you and I have both found a lover and are happy. ”

The two of them made the original choice to prove to the two of them that neither of them was wrong.

While the two were talking, Jiang Ruxue was led by Mrs. Xu into a restaurant, and sat down in the wing. Jiang Ruxue never felt that there was anything wrong.

It wasn't until after the wine and food were served that Jiang Ruxue was a little surprised to find that there were several men with different styles who came in with the wine and food. He was eating and looking at the two of them and laughing.

Looking at these men who suddenly appeared in their room and smiled at them, Jiang Ruxue asked a little confused, "You guys, did you go to the wrong room?" ”

Mrs. Xu was busy on the side and said, "Oh, that's right, that's right, this is it." You guys can find a place to sit down on your own. ”

She deliberately stuffed a lot of silver into these people. "Good goods" that people find. If she was driven away by Jiang Ruxue like this, wouldn't the silver she just gave out be given for nothing?

The silver is still a trivial matter, mainly because she deliberately tried to bring Jiang Ruxue here, just so that someone could accompany her to experience something she had never seen before.

If she drove everyone away at this time, then her thoughts for the day would be in vain.

Jiang Ruxue reacted at this time, something was wrong today.

When she was walking on the road just now, Mrs. Xu deliberately kept talking to her, and specifically mentioned the two of them when they were in Chang'an, she hadn't been back to Chang'an for a long time, so she naturally missed Chang'an very much. It's easy to get caught up in your own memories with her words.

In addition, when the two of them walked out of the library, Mrs. Xu specially told her that she would take her to a restaurant that was very delicious in the local area.

So along the way, she only focused on immersing herself in her memories. I didn't deliberately look at the environment on the surrounding road.