Chapter 367: I May Die
"I said we're divorced!" Gu Zhennan repeated again.
"No kidding, husband, it's not funny at all." Guo Xiang was stunned.
"I'm not kidding, I'm never joking!" Gu Zhennan said coldly.
"Why?" Guo Xiang's eyes widened, and tears came out of his eyes.
"Look at me now, I'm a waste, you're so beautiful, so capable, I'm not worthy of you." Gu Zhennan lowered his eyelids.
"No, Zhennan, no, you are very good, you have always been perfect in my heart, you are not worthy of me......" Guo Xiang said eagerly.
"Not anymore." Gu Zhennan interrupted her, "I can't see now, I can't do anything, except for a pair of empty skins, I'm no longer the same person I used to be." ”
"I don't care!" Guo Xiang shook his head with tears.
"But I care!" Gu Zhennan's voice suddenly raised, "Did you hear what they all said?" They say how capable, how good, how good you are, how good you are, that I am a disability, that I am a waste, that I am a ...... who eats soft rice."
"No, you're not......" Guo Xiang burst into tears.
"I am!" Gu Zhennan's voice was cold, "I can't do anything now, I can't see it, I can wrestle even when I walk, I'm good for nothing......"
"But that's only temporary, wait for the operation......"
"Surgery? Heh......" Gu Zhennan sneered, "That's just a lie to me, right?" Can it really be operated? When, tell me? ”
Guo Xiang was so choked that she couldn't speak, and she couldn't be sure, "Zhennan, don't be like this, I never lied to you, I just need time to ......"
"When?" Gu Zhennan sighed, "How much time do I have left?" You tell me. Actually, I know it all, they said that the piece of iron in my brain is a time bomb, I don't know when I'm going to die, I don't have much time at all, right? ”
"You ......" Guo Xiang was shocked, it turned out that he knew everything?
"Even if you don't die, you're blind, you're paralyzed, aren't you?" Gu Zhennan's tone was full of depression, and he was dizzy more than once, but he didn't dare to say it.
"No, Zhennan, it's not ......" Guo Xiang threw himself in front of Gu Zhennan, "There must be a way, let's wait together, okay?" I'm willing to wait with you......"
"But I don't want to, I don't want to live in your shadow, I don't want others to say that I can only rely on you......"
"You don't care what others say, I don't care, I'm willing, Zhennan, don't drive me away, okay?"
"You said we would be together forever, you said you would be good to me for the rest of your life, you said there would never be that day, did I forget what you said......"
Gu Zhennan's eyes were also wet, and he remembered that Guo Xiang had said, I will always be by your side, unless you drive me away, he said that there will never be such a day.
He broke his promise.
"Zhennan, I know I'm not good enough, can't I change it?"
"I'm willful, I'm hypocritical, I have a bad temper, I can change it, don't you want me to ......"
"I'm going to learn to do housework, learn to cook, learn to do laundry, I can learn anything for you......"
"Zhennan!" Guo Xiang threw himself into Gu Zhennan's arms and kissed him eagerly, "Zhennan, let's do it all over again, let's have a baby, the child of the two of us, he will be very cute and look like you......"
Gu Zhennan was shocked, Guo Xiang had always said that he didn't want to have a child, although he didn't care, but now she actually said that she wanted to have a child for herself, he was very surprised, but very heartbroken, if it was before, he might be happy, but now......
"I don't need to!" Gu Zhennan pushed her away roughly, "I don't need to, I can live better alone, I'm not rare......"
"Zhennan, why are you doing this to me?" Guo Xiang sat on the ground, crying silently.
"Have you forgotten all the previous vows? You said you would love me for the rest of your life, you said we would live together forever and never give up, have you forgotten? Guo Xiang's heart is like a knife.
She remembered it clearly, she remembered the first time she went to him, she accidentally said that she wanted a divorce, he still bought a lot of things for her, ordered a curtain for her bath, and he said "even if it is only for a month, you will not be wronged".
She remembers treating him for facial paralysis and joking that "you can only laugh at me alone in the future", and he said "yes" without hesitation.
She remembered that time when he became the president of the machinery factory, she laughed at his identity change, he scratched her nose and said, "No matter how my identity changes, I will always be your husband." ”
She remembered that he woke up after the accident, he kissed her and thanked her for not leaving, she said she would never leave him unless he drove herself away, and he said there would never be a day.
She remembered that time when they went to the park, he fed her a little cake, and she said "Husband, I love you so much, don't leave me behind", and he said "yes".
He had obviously promised, but why did he forget it in a blink of an eye?
"A man's oath is the least credible, don't you know?" Gu Zhennan's voice was cold.
"No, I don't believe it, you deliberately me off, right?" Guo Xiang shook his head desperately.
"Zhennan, I was wrong, I will be fine in the future, never go out to show off again, never be angry with you again, don't drive me away, okay?" Guo Xiang sat on the ground and tears rained down.
Only I know how difficult it is for the two to be together, they have experienced several lives and deaths, and the relationship between the two should be indestructible, why is it so vulnerable now?
"Why are you like this now? I don't like you anymore, why are you still holding on? Gu Zhennan yelled.
"No, it's impossible......" Guo Xiang retreated, his face full of despair, "Gu Zhennan, no, you deliberately angered me, didn't you?" Zhennan, but I'm really sad, sad......"
"Don't make me so upset, okay? Doesn't it hurt for me to look at me like this? You used to hurt me the most! ”
"I've never been a warm person......" Before meeting you, Gu Zhennan said in his heart, but now he has to harden his heart.
"Actually, you misread me, I've always been a hard-hearted person, and I won't change for anyone......"
Guo Xiang's face changed greatly, he actually said this, he was determined to divorce himself?
"Okay, you're fine, Gu Zhennan, you'll definitely regret it......"
Guo Xiang got up and rushed out, pushed open the courtyard door and disappeared into the vast night.
"Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang ......" Gu Zhennan didn't expect Guo Xiang to run, so he was in a hurry, so he hurriedly got up and chased out, forgetting that there was a threshold in the room, and fell to the ground with a "plop".
"Zhennan!" Wang Guiying ran over crying, "Are you okay, Zhennan?" ”
"I'm fine, leave me alone, mother, you go and see Xiangxiang, it's so late now, she ran out ......"
"Why are you doing this?" Wang Guiying burst into tears, "Why did you say such heartless words?" ”
"Mother, don't say it, you can catch up and see ......"
Wang Guiying had no choice but to run out, follow behind Guo Xiang, and watch her enter Ji Changlin's health center, before returning home with confidence.
Seeing that Gu Zhennan was still sitting on the floor, "Zhennan, why, Zhennan?" ”
"Xiangxiang is so good, why did you drive her away? Don't listen to other people's nonsense, Xiangxiang is not that kind of person......" Wang Guiying cried, "She is so good, I have never seen such a good daughter-in-law......"
"I know!" Gu Zhennan's tears also flowed, "I just know that I can't bear to let her guard me...... a wasted person"
"Mother, I can't drag her down, I'm not going to get better, I may die at any time......"
Wang Guiying covered her mouth with a look of disbelief, "How can this be?" ”