Chapter 157: The Last Moment
Yes, if Ling Yi'an didn't know the whole thing, then himself, and the mission he carried, seemed to have no meaning...... However, there is still a chance that all this will be saved...... I don't have a lot of time left...... However, this is not a reason to give up...... I believe that I must have a chance, and it is necessary to persuade Ling Yi'an, we must seize the time and seize the opportunity...... Success or failure is here......
"You always say you're an evil spirit...... But I don't think you look like an evil spirit at all...... It's kind, it's ...... Why are you such a person...... If I had known, I wouldn't have made you like this...... I'd rather you be by my side for the rest of your life and be a kid who only watches the fun, rather than you do so many things for me and make me ...... At such a moment, there is no way but to watch you do so much for me, but there is no way to come up with any remedy......"
Ling Yi'an said, that look of chagrin, let the evil spirit look at it, and couldn't help but feel very distressed, "You, you," he said, stretched out his hands weakly, and then looked at Ling Yi'an, looking at him with a little reluctance, "You kid, how can you have such an idea? You should know that I am an individual separated from your body...... Without you, I would not have been able to separate myself from your body, and I would not have been able to have such a sensory world to feel this place, to feel you...... Feel the ...... of the people around you"
The evil spirit's eyes were full of heartache, its head had begun to faint, and it felt that its body was shaky and sad, "Thank you, Ling Yi'an, if it weren't for you, I might not have such an opportunity to live in this world clearly." ”
"Okay, don't keep shirking here two of us, I don't care about you, I just want you to live well...... Aren't you very good at agreeing to me, okay with this little request? If it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't have had such an opportunity at all...... There is such an awareness...... I am able to achieve this place thanks to you......"
Thanks to me...... When the evil spirit heard this, there were tears in his eyes, and that sad feeling made Ling Yi'an look very sad, "Don't cry...... Don't you cry...... It's enough for me to cry alone......"
When the evil spirit heard his words, he burst into tears and laughed, barely holding back his tears, and then looked at Ling Yi'an, feeling that this kid had grown up...... I don't know why...... He always felt like his elder...... Maybe it's because I've grown up with him for so many years, or maybe I grew up together...... If it weren't for this, I wouldn't have learned so quickly what kind of direction Ling Yi'an should have in this life, and what kind of opportunities should he have...... and my own life, the most important mission......
Ling Yi'an gently stroked his body, and then he could feel that the evil spirit's body was very hot, and his appearance was also accelerating to become more aging at a speed that he could see with his own naked eye.
What the hell is going on...... Ling Yi'an's face was frightened, and then he kept stroking the scar behind the evil spirit with his hand, "I must find out, who did this, don't worry, even if I want to fight for my life, even if I want to die......"
"What do you say?"
The evil spirit said, and then fiercely covered Ling Yi'an's mouth with his hand, "It's just starting to talk nonsense!If I want you to avenge me, then what am I wasting my life here for?!"
The evil spirit's head is full of Ling Yi'an's past affairs, and Ling Yi'an's life must be his mission. If he doesn't want to do it, what's the point of saying this here? If he can't make it clear, then isn't he here for nothing?
No, that's not what you're supposed to do. He can't hesitate any longer, if he hesitates any longer, he will have to waste his life like this all the time, and in the end, if there is no way to recover, then won't he regret dying?
No, it has to be done. The evil spirit thought, and then he no longer hesitated, he straightened up, sat face to face with Ling Yi'an, and then decided one thing, that is, no matter what, he had to explain the beginning and end of all this to Ling Yi'an thoroughly...... If you can't do it yourself...... Then he really insulted his mission.
"Since beating your mother and conceiving you, the emperor's feelings for your mother have not faded because he can't be with her, but because this is the crystallization of their feelings, he loves your mother even more...... After that, your mother is literally in the limelight...... In such a complicated harem, if it weren't for your mother, maybe those women with bad intentions would still be able to get along well......"
You can still get along......
It seems that the mother has indeed disturbed the peace of the harem...... Alas, it seems that the mother is really a red face...... Even if it's not a red face, it's a person who will make the people in the harem jealous...... In this way, it is really not easy for me to survive well.
I don't know how much my mother has paid for her life...... How much effort did it take...... If it weren't for this, maybe my mother would be able to be a little less opponent in the harem...... That way, she can live a little easier......
Ling Yi'an thought, I don't know why, I feel like a drag oil bottle...... I feel that I am a life that should not appear...... Although his appearance did consolidate his mother's position in the harem, he ...... In the final analysis, you are like the two sides of a copper coin, which has both advantages and disadvantages...... He was a little haggard, and even began to dare not listen to the evil spirit...... Because he didn't know how much suffering his mother still had to suffer...... Although this is a past that he should know, at this juncture, telling him so bluntly makes Yi'an feel that he is really a little ...... to himself Cruel, isn't it......
If only my ability to resist pressure could be stronger...... If only my heart could be stronger...... If it weren't for herself, maybe my mother would have survived a little more......
"You don't want to just put everything on yourself for no apparent reason. ”
The evil spirit said, and then gently touched Ling Yi'an's little head, with a little pity, "There are many things that we can't control, and we can't solve them well...... If it weren't for the older generation, maybe you and I wouldn't have had this kind of thing happen at all, right?"
There is simply no such thing as this......
Refers to, what kind of thing?
If it weren't for herself, maybe my mother would have lived a easier life. I don't know why, when I heard this, Ling Yi'an actually felt that he was a person who should not live in this world...... Alas, many times, life is not something that you can control, right...... He really didn't know how long he would have to struggle with this kind of grief and pain before he could have a bright future waiting for him to take it......
Listening to the gloomy past of the older generation is simply putting a heavier shackle on yourself, isn't it......
"I'm not inexplicable...... You know it in your heart...... How much of this matter has become so complicated because of us, because of you and me......"
The evil spirit sighed softly, feeling his body burning at an accelerated pace, but it didn't matter, if it weren't for himself, Ling Yi'an wouldn't have endured such unacceptable pain at all...... But it doesn't matter, many times, people need to be experienced...... Besides, Ling Yi'an's heartache and sadness are also transferred to himself......
In any case, this is my mission, and if I don't grasp it well, maybe I really don't have any other opportunity to do it.
He had to overcome all odds to do it......
"After that, your mother relied on the emperor's favor in the palace and made enemies everywhere...... It's not that I said, she did it herself...... If it weren't for the fact that she was too high-profile, too high-spirited...... A lot of things won't turn out the way they are now. ”
What the?
Mother...... Arrogant?
It's true?
Ling Yi'an couldn't believe it, this sentence is simply two different things from what he imagined, remembered, and remembered, isn't it?
"I ...... Are you telling the truth?"
He really couldn't believe that his mother would be arrogant and make enemies everywhere?
He always thought that his mother was a very gentle person, even if she was strong, she would not deceive others for her own sake...... However, this sentence now, this matter, makes me a little difficult to accept and a little overwhelmed......
Of course it's true, and you should also know that no one is perfect. Not to mention that your mother was used to living in poverty when she was a child...... Now that I have entered the palace, I have glory and wealth, and I feel that this time is different from the past. Besides, once this happened back then, it was understandable. It's not incomprehensible, isn't it?"