Chapter 156: I Want to Heal
"Don't move yet, I'll find something......"
Ling Yi'an said, feeling more and more incoherent, he was too nervous, too anxious. He felt that there was really no way he could help the evil spirit through this difficult time...... Is there really no one around me who can exist permanently? This is inevitably too cruel.
Ling Yi'an thought about it, feeling more and more sad and sad. He tossed and turned in the cabin, constantly looking for what he needed, and at the same time held back, trying not to cry so quickly...... At his age, it seems that he has become very fragile many times...... This is not normal. Because he also knew in his heart that if he was really so vulnerable, it would definitely be bad...... It must make people feel that they are a good target for bullying......
It's just that in fact, I don't have the ability to make others not bully me...... According to his current ability, if he didn't have an evil spirit to protect him, then he would have been slashed too many times by a thousand knives...... The unfairness of this world, he has tasted too much since he was a child...... Now, he really didn't want to taste this terrible thing anymore......
"You're waiting for me...... Hold...... I beg you......"
Ling Yi'an said, snot and tears were on the verge of exploding, but he knew that he couldn't do this, he endured, he had to endure it...... If you can't even put up with this...... How could he survive the trials after that......
"I ...... Ling Yi'an...... Don't ......."
The evil spirit spoke, and then little by little, it became weaker. That appearance made Ling Yi'an feel distressed, and he didn't dare to face it...... This kid is really annoyed, when will he be able to calm down and stop consuming his strength!
Ling Yi'an thought, and then couldn't hold back her tears anymore, "You idiot...... Why do you do so much for me...... Why do you want to stand up for me...... You know that there are many things you can avoid...... If it weren't for me, maybe you wouldn't be like this now, would you?"
He sobbed as he spoke. His tears were not shed because of fear and sorrow, but because his heart was trembling, bleeding with sorrow, and weeping from pain.
"Don't talk so much useless, come here......"
The evil spirit used the last little strength left to let Ling Yi'an pass...... He wanted to explain the beginning and end of all this and Ling Yi'an...... Otherwise, maybe Ling Yi'an will live in regret and hatred for the rest of his life...... However, if he didn't choose to conserve his physical strength at this time and tell Ling Yi'an all these things clearly, then maybe he would consume his last remaining life...... completely turned into an invisible and untouchable soul, and was locked into Ling Yi'an's body.
In fact, he didn't want to say that what he wanted to do had to be done when his mind was clear...... It's just that now, he really has no way to wake himself up and tell himself that if he doesn't do this, maybe, maybe these things will become a cinnabar mole, which has always fallen on Ling Yi'an's body and Ling Yi'an's heart. Isn't his own existence, his desire to help Ling Yi'an accomplish his mission, all nonsense?
No, he absolutely can't tolerate such a thing...... In any case, he wants to be Ling Yi'an's right-hand man, even if he doesn't want to, he has to do his best to help him...... With so many things piling up on his body, he is indeed under pressure, but this pressure does not mean that he can carry it 100% of the time...... Even if you can't resist it, it doesn't matter, because what you care about is never whether you can live, or how long you can live, what you care about is when you can persuade Ling Yi'an to do what he should do...... If you can't even do this, then perhaps, that is, there is really no need to waste time here, it is better to understand your life as soon as possible, so that it is reliable.
He can have the accomplishments of today, the sensitive senses and the brilliant thoughts of today...... This is all thanks to Ling Yi'an...... If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have had a chance to get out of his body...... Now, this can be regarded as a good fate for oneself to start and finish...... To be honest, no matter what, he has to repay the debt that Ling Yi'an owes...... After all, there is a beginning and an end, and it is a good thing, isn't it? If there is some circumstance that causes you to give up halfway, then it is really bad.
"What are you talking about! You're crazy!"
Ling Yi'an said, and then finally touched what he wanted in a dark corner, "Don't move, don't move." I'm coming. ”
He doesn't like to be dedicated, in this life, living until now, although there are too many unsatisfactory, but in fact, many people are revolving around themselves in this life. Just because of his identity, he is a prince who is not taken seriously, so many palace people who want to live a stable life have never been less, saying that they want to come here to do things...... I don't want anything else, just a ...... for a stable and peaceful life
Many times, this kind of life also makes him feel tired, but there is no way, he is a prince after all, and it is impossible to live a life like an ordinary person...... But it is also said that what he gains, he will lose, and his freedom, like the last thing he can't get, has been imprisoning his life, so that he can't really live freely in his life.
"It's useless for you to look for that thing......"
The evil spirit looked at Ling Yi'an's movements, and couldn't help but feel very funny, "Look at you, you're just a fool...... What's the use of you with that......"
He said, and then looked at a small piece of rags in Ling Yi'an's hand, "My injury, do you expect you to take a piece of rags and plug it?"
Take a piece of rag and plug it up......
Ling Yi'an sniffed his nose hard, and then felt very sad in his heart, yes, why did he become so stupid...... It's like a fool who doesn't understand anything...... Here, I don't know what I'm doing, I just know that I want to find something to block the place on the evil spirit's body that keeps bleeding and his hands, but I forgot that he is actually a light soul...... This method of my own will not play any role at all......
This is not what he wants...... He didn't want to give the evil spirit such a sad ending at such a time...... But he can't help it, he is not a miracle doctor in the first place, and no one can cure him, let alone such a magical soul...... But after all, there is no way to do it, compared to those who want to hurt themselves, they are simply too weak. It's fish on a chopping board, to be slaughtered...... If he really loses his evil spirit, then what is he going to do......
"Don't worry, come here, I'll tell you everything. If you don't believe me, then go find something to heal me...... When I die, don't regret saying that you didn't hear anything. ”
The evil spirit said, with a hint of menace in his tone, before he reluctantly called Ling Yi'an to his side.
"I'll come, I'll come ......"
Ling Yi'an said, and then hurriedly walked to the side of the evil spirit, looking at his miserable white face, he couldn't say enough distress in his heart...... After all, at such a time, what people say, the dead are the greatest...... A man is about to die, and his words are good...... At such a time, you really should respect the idea of evil spirits, right?
"Okay, I'll come here, don't get excited. ”
Ling Yi'an said, and then hurriedly walked to the evil spirit's side and checked his situation, "Look at you, it's really distressing to be like this now." ”
As he spoke, he gently stroked the scar behind the evil spirit, and tears flowed down involuntarily.
"Can you stop crying...... It's like a child, obviously an adult...... Really...... Don't let me worry. ”
Don't let me worry......
Ling Yi'an was completely teary-eyed when she heard this.
He has never been a good child, no matter where he is, he has not played the role of a child well, only in such a situation, he really feels the family affection...... He didn't know what kind of person he was, but at this moment he knew that he was not cold-blooded...... On the contrary, between his future and evil spirits, he wants to choose evil spirits even more today......
Perhaps, this is human nature...... No matter what, I am a person who needs to be cared for. In the past, I always chose to escape, not this, not that...... It is not until today that I truly understand what it is like to have someone by my side...... That kind of warmth, that kind of happiness, is no matter what, no matter who it is, it can't be compared......
He decided that if the evil spirit survived, then he could put aside his revenge for the time being...... Because he also knew very well in his heart that if it weren't for himself, the evil spirit would not have suffered so much sorrow...... If he could, he would definitely bring all the good things in this world to the evil spirits to see...... In this way, it is barely enough, it can be regarded as a kind of compensation for him......
"Don't think about it so much, come here...... I'm going to tell you all about it......"
You have the right to know all this, and you have to know it.