I never imagined that one day, I would fall in love with a man.

When I realized this, Yi Xuan was already my imperial brother, the prince of Fucheng.

A title that makes us brothers that we can "rely on".

As the great prince of the Tuoba Dynasty, I have never taken a wrong step, followed the rules, and insisted on my responsibility as a prince.

Yes, I am filial to my father; In the middle, I am friends with the royal brothers and treat the princess well; Below, keep a safe distance from the courtiers.

I always thought I was doing a good job, but Yi Xuan said, "Do you know why, my father thinks that you are not suitable for the emperor?" ”

"Why?"

"You're too gentlemanly."

I am silent.

Shouldn't you be a gentleman?

The gentleman is frank and, and the villain is often a relative.

"But you're the prince, and you're the elder."

Once again, I was silent.

It seems to understand what he means, but it doesn't seem to quite understand.

For me, there is not much difference between liking someone and not liking someone.

When I don't like it, I am the eldest prince, the upper pair is the father, the middle is the brother, the princess, and the courtiers.

I and the princess, to put it nicely, respect each other like guests, but in fact, "respect each other like ice".

We both didn't like each other, but because of our responsibilities, we had to get along.

There are no disputes, and there are no grievances. She treated me with courtesy, and I treated her with grace, as a model for royalty.

Yes.

Compared with the backyard of the prince, which has a lot of disputes, my backyard is very clean. Probably this has something to do with the princess Yu Wu, and she doesn't like it.

We know it in our hearts, but we don't pierce it.

Actually, for the fact that there is someone in my heart, the princess understands it before me.

I will always remember that one night, she set a table of delicious food and wine, and drank to the fullest, and she said: "Take her back, although the concubine cannot give way to her, but the concubine will definitely regard her as her own sister, and treat her sister with courtesy, and will never treat her sister who has been wronged." ”

"Huh?" For a while, I didn't know what the princess was talking about.

Because of the wine, the princess's face was slightly red, and she was very good-looking.

She smiled slightly: "The eldest prince, you are a good person, but it's a pity that we can't get along." I believe in you, even if you accept your sister back, you will not treat your concubines poorly. The concubine also believes that the person who can be liked by the eldest prince must be a gentle and considerate woman with a pure heart, because only such a person can be worthy of you. ”

I was stunned: "Why do you say this?" ”

The princess shook her head: "Don't hide it from me, we have been married for many years, although we don't know our hearts, we know you somewhat." In the past, you were always as calm as a chrysanthemum, and you are not like you now, who have shed their immortal energy, stained with mortal dust, as if they have come to life. ”

I never thought that in the eyes of the princess, I would actually be listed with the "Immortal".

Could it be that the princess thinks I am too "cold" to her?

But when I think about it, I never feel cold, I just don't care about men and women, and I just have something else in my heart.

Husbands and wives have their own ways of getting along, and she and I are both indifferent people, different from others.

"You misunderstood, there is no such person, I have only been busy with government affairs recently." I shook her hand and apologized, "I'm sorry I snubbed you." ”

The princess withdrew her hand and shook her head again: "No matter when and where, you will be happy when you see it." I don't see it, but I rejoice when I think about it. Not like, what? Don't worry, the princess, the concubine asks you, at this moment, who is the person you think of the most? ”

In my mind, the shadow of a man slipped.

"Right? As long as the concubine mentions it, there must be someone in the heart of the eldest prince. The concubine knew the worries of the eldest prince, and the concubine implored the eldest prince to believe in the concubine, and the concubine did what she said and would never regret it. ”

It's just that I don't dare to think about it.

Because this person is not something I can think of.

I denied it: "The princess, you misunderstood, I don't have this person in my heart." ”

The man was his "brother", not the one he liked.

"Is the eldest prince worried, and the concubine is untrustworthy?" The princess said with a sincere face, "The concubine has no other meaning, the concubine just thinks that it is rare for a person to meet someone he likes in this life, and if he can have the opportunity to catch it, then don't give up." The eldest prince is a man, and his freedom is far greater than that of his concubines, so the eldest prince does not have to worry too much. Life is so short, to be able to be accompanied by a beautiful woman is also a happy thing in life. If the eldest prince is worried about his concubines, the concubines ......"

I shook my head: "No, I don't have this person in my heart." ”

The princess only mentioned it once, and then did not mention it again.

She is not an eventful person, and she has already mentioned it, and if I should not, I will not say much.

However, she did not understand the concerns in my heart.

When did I fully figure out what I wanted?

On that day, he took away the throne of the Tuoba Dynasty, and someone asked me, "Do you hate him?" ”

I didn't answer.

Because I'm afraid that if I don't hate it, no one will believe it, and I can't find a convincing reason.

I was confined to the prince's office, and he was afraid that I wouldn't be able to think about it, so he went to explain.

A cup of tea, a breeze.

He promised me that when the time came, he would give me back my "freedom".

I looked at him in front of me, took off the emperor's robe, dressed in civilian clothes, the smile on my face was still the same as before, and even the tone of my speech did not change.

Seriously, I admire it.

Who is it, no matter how time flies, it is still the same as in the past?

I said, "Okay." ”

It's just that he doesn't know that I don't hate him, I don't resent him, I just regret something.

What are you regretting, but you don't dare to think about it.

When night came, I was alone in the study and pondered for a long time.

The princess didn't know when she walked in, she said: "Hao'er is asleep, seeing that the light is still on here, guessing that you haven't fallen asleep yet, I came over to see ......"

As she spoke, her gaze fell on the bookcase in front of me, slightly stunned.

I looked over and was stunned.

It turned out that I don't know when, I have drawn a person, not someone else, it is the one who always smiles at me - Qi Yixuan.

"The Great Prince......" After the princess was stunned, her eyes were full of hesitation when she looked at me.

I looked up, "Huh?" ”

"You ......" the princess seemed to have made a major decision, and said, "The concubine knows that the concubine is not qualified to stop you, and the concubine only wants to persuade you to think twice." Now he was the emperor, and you were the minister, so you must not act rashly. In the past, the wind of broken sleeves was very good, and the elegant things of the upper class, the concubines also heard about the king and the prince of Qiu, but it was just ...... The concubine has no other wishes, but hopes that the family will be harmonious and grow old in peace. ”

I looked surprised: "What does the princess mean?!" I don't mean anything else, it's just a painting. ”

When the princess saw me for a long time, she sighed and said no more.

Actually, I should have sensed something at that time, but I flinched again and didn't think about it deeply.

Because I know that once something is broken, it is irreparable.

I thought that this life would be like this, but ......

"You're a woman?!" When this thought crossed my mind, my eyes almost fell out of their sockets.

The brother who has been in charge for so many years is still the kind that robbed himself of the throne, and in the end he is actually a woman?!

His expression was innocent: "yes, what's wrong?" ”

"Yes...... Cocoa ...... But you are the emperor. "I was almost speechless.

"Can't a woman be an emperor?" He asked rhetorically.

"How can a woman be an emperor? Woman ......"

He raised his chin, as proud as ever: "But I did, and I didn't see anything strange from nature, the gods were angry and wanted to kill me." ”

Me: "......"

- This man is bold, isn't he?!

- Open the sky and the earth, the first time, right?

I can't imagine what the current Emperor Taishang thinks, just raise a daughter as a son, and actually give the throne to this daughter.

Deep down, there seemed to be something surging again.

looked at the person in front of him again, and suddenly realized that in fact, he was not without traces of women.

He has always been much more slender than my brothers, and his face is delicate and of good countenance. It's no wonder that before he became the emperor, some people secretly discussed it, suspecting that he was the "male pet" raised by the emperor.

"What are you doing standing there stupidly, go quickly." He urged, "Wait a while for people to see, but it's hard to explain." ”

I don't know how I got here, almost a command from him, an action by myself, to help him complete the task of finding clothes and asking for menstrual belts.

After this guy changed his clothes, his face was still not red and his heart was not beating, so he asked him to "burn" the bloodstained civilian clothes.

Tuoba Jun: "......"

When the brazier was lit, I grabbed my clothes and threw them into the basin, looking at the blood stains on my clothes, and suddenly felt my fingers burn.

The tip of the heart is also hot.

Woman!

Qi Yixuan is a woman?!

Something in my heart is growing savagely.

In the past, what could be completely controlled and hidden, it could no longer be hidden, broke through the ground, and grew wildly with a skyrocketing momentum.

When I turned around, I saw him drinking tea, and hurriedly stopped: "Don't move, you can't drink tea now, this tea is cold." ”

His hand holding the tea bowl paused in the air and blinked: "So what? ”

After all, I am a person who has had a princess, and I know a little bit about this matter. It's just that when I faced the person in front of me, I panicked: "When a woman is there, she can't drink tea, it's not good for your health." ”

"I'm better than you." He rolled his eyes, brought the tea to his lips, and drank it.

"Hey," I saw that he didn't listen to persuasion, and I was afraid that he really didn't understand, so I hurriedly reached out and grabbed it.

"What are you doing?" He wouldn't let go.

Only then did I realize that my strength was not as great as that of the other party.

In previous years, when they took martial arts classes together, none of the brothers were not unilaterally cleaned up by him.

Wait, I got his hand?!

The kind of softness that is not like an ordinary daughter, there are calluses between the fingers, and when you touch it, you know that it is a person who touches the weapon all year round.

It's not that I haven't touched it before, but there has never been a time when it was so hot.

- Plop!

- Plop!

- Plop!

My heart was beating violently, and the panic that I couldn't hide began to fill my heart.

When I realized that point, what was about to break out of the ground, my heart was full of panic - I am a gentleman, how can I see the color?

But is it really just a matter of seeing the color?

No, it's not.

It's just that I haven't admitted it, and I like him for a long time.

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Green waves are rafting, and the breeze is coming.

"Jun ......" a soft cry, and he stepped out of the cabin.

Now, we've been traveling together for a year.

Looking back on the past, I feel quite touched in my heart.

Back then, how could I have thought that there would be today?

"Why? I've been calling you for a long time, and I've been in a daze," he walked over, bumped my shoulder, grinned, and joked, "It can't be that you miss your princess, right?" Hahahaha...... I told you a long time ago that when the ship passed through Suzhou, if you want to go back and see, we will spare the past, but you don't agree. ”

I shook my head with a slight smile on my lips.

How did he know that when I regained my freedom, the princess had already "swept me away".

Yes, that's right, it's "sweeping the floor".

Although she did not hand over the letter of resignation, she packed up her salute and said goodbye to me with a son and a daughter.

"I don't know when I will go to see you again, the concubine persuaded the prince, if you can't go with you, it's better to forget about each other. Please forgive the concubine, it's not that the concubine is reluctant to be the princess, the concubine just wants to ask for more dignity and spend her old age in peace. Please rest assured, the concubine's life is only Hao'er and Xiu'er, and it must be important. ”

"If the prince returns from the tour and sends a letter to the palace in the capital, Hao'er will definitely return to be filial."

"As for Xiu'er, the concubine will be in charge, Xu Yiliang will be happy for a lifetime."

……

"Thank you to the prince, you will follow you halfway and give your concubine a glory. Say goodbye. After speaking, the princess bowed slightly as usual, got into the carriage, and did not return.

Her decisiveness and determination make me admire.

It's a pity that Jun has no intention, the concubine has no intention, and the two are destined to go further and further.

Thinking of the courage and courage of the prince, I looked at the person in front of me again, and I was so unwilling to come back in my heart.

If I've liked him for a long time, why don't I have the courage to let him know?

"Yi Xuan......" I called softly.

"Huh?" He looked back, confused.

I said, "I like you, it's been a long time. ”

He blinked and said as a matter of course, "I know." ”

I was stunned: "How do you know?!" ”

"Your princess wrote to me, let me take care of you a little more, don't keep 'bullying' you."

Me: "......" How could the two of them have been old, and I didn't even realize it?!