Chapter 239: Honesty

Holding Bai Yuluo tightly, Murong Zhaoyang didn't make a sound for a while, suppressing the excitement in his heart, but Bai Yuluo's words untied some of the shackles in his heart, thinking that those inferiority complexes dissolved in the bones and blood were not so easy to untie all at once, but the shackles have been broken, and it will not be too difficult to throw them all away.

"Husband, it is normal for you to admire your father's conduct, but you are the son of your father, and you are a treasure that your father and mother hold in the palm of your hand and grow up, as long as you live up to your heart and health, it is the best filial piety to your father and princess." Bai Yuluo didn't understand Murong Zhaoyang's mentality, but he felt his nervousness and fear, so he used the simplest and most straightforward words to explain him.

After thinking about Bai Yuluo's words carefully, Murong Zhaoyang smiled self-deprecatingly, he is really a bystander who is a fan of the authorities, how can it be for those superficial things, it is he who is confused, gently kissed Bai Yuluo's forehead, and said softly: "Mingzhu, thank you, I fell into a miasma." ”

"Husband, you care too much about your father and princess, but you have to understand what your father and princess want most, husband, we now have a pair of children, how does my husband want us to have a pair of children?" Bai Yuluo looked at Murong Zhaoyang and asked lightly.

Murong Zhaoyang thought about it seriously and said: "No, take good care of them to grow up, let them grow up healthy and happy, I don't think they will make achievements or live forever in the future, I just want them to live a safe and smooth life!" ”

"The husband has a fatherly heart, but this is not the expectation of the father and the princess for the husband!" Bai Yuluo looked at Murong with a smile and said softly.

Bai Yuluo's words were like a bolt of lightning, which made Murong Zhaoyang suddenly feel enlightened, he was a loving father to his children, and his father and mother were not a loving father and mother to him, but he fell into a miasma and misunderstood his father and princess, it was really ......

In fact, it's no wonder that Murong Zhaoyang, after all, he lived for almost thirty years in his previous life, without a father, no mother, no wife and no children, he really doesn't know how to get along with his parents, this life is just that he has been spoiled by his parents since he was a child, he learned to be obedient, and he did his best not to disappoint his parents, but he forgot that his parents' requirements for their children are actually very simple.

"Mingzhu, will my father, the princess and the princess be disappointed in me? I ......"

Bai Yuluo looked at Murong Zhaoyang's pitiful appearance, and said helplessly: "Husband, for everything you have done, my father and mother will be proud, my mother once told me that her parents are shallow in her life, but having your son is the greatest pride in her life, that is, her father, although his father has never said anything, but who in the world does not know that the most important thing for King Chen is his son, husband, when have you been so careless?" ”

"It's not that I'm not confident, Mingzhu, I have seen too much use between my parents, brothers and sisters in the royal family, and even turned against each other for the sake of interests, I always have some fear of my father and mother and princess's doting on me, afraid that if one day my father and princess don't love me and don't care about me, I'm too cautious." Murong Zhaoyang sighed and said.

In fact, in the final analysis, the fear of being abandoned in his previous life is still there, Murong Zhaoyang's desire for his parents is beyond his own imagination, so he will suffer so much, afraid of being abandoned and afraid of disappointment, these fears have been pressing on his heart for so many years, and today he was slowly led out by Bai Yuluo's words.

Bai Yuluo looked at Murong Zhaoyang seriously and said: "Husband, don't think too much, although I don't understand your mood, but there is a time when I always dream, especially in the days when you are not there, when you were in Chang'an before, you had to accompany your father to inspect the border every year, and I would always have nightmares at that time!" ”

"Accidentally known by the mother, the mother concubine will rest with me at night, when I was awakened by the nightmare again at night, when the mother comforted me gently, I couldn't hold back, so I cried and said to the mother, I am very afraid, the more my father and mother and you love me and spoil me, the more I am afraid, I am afraid that this is a dream, and everything I imagined when I woke up from the dream."

"The mother concubine told me, I just crave the love and care of others too much, because I have never been hurt since I was a child, no one cares about me, and now suddenly someone loves and cares, and I will be afraid, but this emotion is difficult to alleviate, and the mother concubine said to me, don't think too much, do what you like, like the person you like, it's a real dream, after all, I have gotten, I have tasted the feeling of being loved and cared for, isn't that enough?"

Looking at Murong Zhaoyang, Bai Yuluo continued seriously and seriously: "Husband, the words of the mother concubine made me not so afraid, but I was still worried, and then I had a nightmare and was known by my husband, do you remember how you persuaded me at the beginning?" I will always remember my husband's words, and it was then that I finally let go of everything and truly enjoyed the love and doting of my father, mother, and husband. ”

After thinking carefully about what he said at the beginning, Murong Zhaoyang couldn't help but laugh, this is really easy to persuade others, but it is difficult to persuade himself, but now that he understands that he has entered a dead end and is obsessed, Murong Zhaoyang also understands what his heart knot is, so slowly unraveling it is that so many years of noble status have brought Murong Zhaoyang not only a change in personality, but also an open-mindedness, I have to say! This person stands in a different position, and sees things differently.

"Okay, I know what to do, Mingzhu doesn't have to worry about me anymore, it's just Mingzhu, my husband wants to know when Mingzhu had a longing for me in the first place?" Murong Zhaoyang, who wanted to open it, no longer bothered about this problem, but turned to flirt with his little wife with great interest.

Glancing at Murong Zhaoyang, although Bai Yuluo was shy, he still answered his question seriously: "It should be in the second year of my marriage into the palace, from having nothing, to marrying the best husband, having a pair of in-laws who love me more than my parents, and a serious but caring master, I have always been like a beggar who suddenly became a princess, it is inevitable that I will be in a trance, but your love for me is different from that of my father and mother." ”

"I don't know anything about the relationship between men and women, and then my mother woke me up, and I understood, but my husband is so good, and it makes sense that I have longing for my husband, but husband, I also want to ask you, when did my husband have a love for me?"

Murong Zhaoyang looked at Bai Yuluo, a little helpless and a little doting, "Didn't I tell you?" When did you fall in love with you, don't you remember? ”

Murong Zhaoyang did say that on the night of Bai Yuluo's eighteenth birthday, just for his daughter's family, his husband's sweet words are always too much, isn't it?