Chapter 238: Low self-esteem
The husband and wife discussed some court decrees for a while, and then Murong Zhaoyang looked at Bai Yuluo and asked softly: "Father has always been stubborn, how can you and your mother concubine talk about moving him and making him agree to put so many people around?" And honestly stay in the house and don't go out? ”
"The mother concubine has seen haggard eyes for a while, how can my father not feel distressed, and besides, my father also knows why my mother is the concubine, not to mention that my father has been treating me as my own daughter for so many years, my mother and I are crying, noisy and haggard in order to worry about him, can my father not feel distressed!"
Bai Yuluo smiled and said lightly, although Murong Xin has always had a decisive temperament, he really respects and cherishes his wife, and he is a child raised by Bai Yuluo, who is both a daughter-in-law and a daughter! That's also a real love, such two women cry in front of him with tears, it's no wonder that he doesn't compromise!
Murong Zhaoyang thought of his father's temperament, nodded and said: "Also, my father looks arrogant and domineering, and his temper is cold and hard, but in fact, he is always soft-hearted to the people he cares about, otherwise, over the years, against Weiyang Palace, it seems that the imperial grandmother does not dare to provoke the father, but in fact, it is not the father who endures the imperial grandmother again and again." ”
"Father's temper The imperial grandmother doesn't understand, I'm afraid that the imperial uncle understands it very well, otherwise he won't hand over the tiger talisman to his father, he knows that as long as it doesn't endanger the Chenwang Mansion and doesn't endanger you, the father will never have two hearts for his brother, so many years the seventh brother is here, I'm afraid that the imperial uncle is very relieved!"
Bai Yuluo also had nothing to say to his father, the only prince of Dayan, who loved the princess at home, doted on his son and daughter-in-law, and was the only one for the emperor's brother outside, with a family and country in his heart, and filial piety to the queen mother of Weiyang Palace, he did everything that a man could do, as a son, as a husband, as a father, as a brother, and as a courtier? His father has done it to the extreme.
For Bai Yuluo's admiration for his father? Murong Zhaoyang knows it, even Murong Zhaoyang himself has to say? He was fortunate to be the son of his father in his life? Is it really his luck, a man and a prince of the feudal era? My father can't be said to be perfect, but it's almost the same!
"Pearl? Sometimes I'm wondering? My father is so perfect, can I be like my father and satisfy everyone I care about? ”
Bai Yuluo looked at Murong Zhaoyang and said with some surprise: "Why does the husband say that, my father is really good?" But the husband is not bad, right? The husband has inherited almost all the advantages of his father, and even because his personality is more gentle than his father, do these husbands really not know or deliberately pretend not to know? ”
"No, Mingzhu, did you misunderstand me? Honestly, I've lived for more than twenty years? Even in the previous life, you should have known? I didn't get married until I was in my twenties, which is almost impossible in royalty! But you also said that I still have a piece of praise? To say that there is no means of father, queen and mother? It's simply impossible. ”
Murong Zhaoyang looked at Bai Yuluo and continued with some shame: "But you also said it? I really didn't get married, I know my character better, my father and mother are harmonious, I grew up in the pampering of my father and princess, if I hadn't met you, I would definitely be the same as in my previous life, but as a parent, even my marriage gave me the greatest freedom! ”
"Actually, speaking of which, I was a little spoiled by my father and princess, Mingzhu, there are some things you should know by now, my father and mother are under the pressure of the entire royal family, but they didn't force me, I am actually very afraid of falling into my father's name, and I don't want my father to be disappointed in me!"
Murong Zhaoyang has actually been holding out a sigh of relief, why is King Chen's Mansion just one of his heirs, why has both the Queen Mother and the Emperor been pampering him for so many years, how many of them are Murong Xin's means, Murong Zhaoyang knows best.
But the identity of an orphan in his previous life made him cautious and inferior in his bones, and he has not shown it all these years because of his dignity, but Murong Zhaoyang knows that it is all dissolved in his bones and blood, which is so easy to let go.
He cherishes his parents in this life, but also cherishes the father's love and mother's love that he has obtained in two lifetimes, he has always been afraid that he will not do well, let his parents down, these years, he has worked hard to adapt to this era, and he has worked hard to be the son of Chenwangfu, and he also tries to be the son of his parents, but he is always afraid that he will not do well.
These things have always been pressed on Murong Zhaoyang's heart, and when it comes to this today, Murong Zhaoyang can't help but want to ask Bai Yuluo, what does this little wife who has always valued him very much think of him, in fact, to put it bluntly, it is just that Murong Zhaoyang's identity as an orphan in his previous life makes him covet the favor of his parents and parents, and he is faintly afraid of losing, so he will have some gains and losses!
Bai Yuluo looked at Murong Zhaoyang, who was a little lost, and said seriously: "Husband, I don't know why you think so, but I know that you have done a good job, whether it is as the son of your father and the princess, or as the son of the Chenwang Mansion, you are just like your father, you have almost achieved the ultimate, not to mention how it was in the previous life, let's talk about this life." ”
"My husband should know that when we met, I just wanted to repay the kindness of my previous life, and I wanted you to avoid the later death, to be honest, I was just grateful to my husband at that time, and I admired my husband's benevolence and loyalty, but then things followed, you want to marry me, and it was also to save me at that time, I was afraid that I would accidentally lose my life!"
"But husband, after we got married, the more we got along, the more I was attracted to my husband, whether it was my husband's conduct, or my husband's efforts, and my husband's love for me, I didn't let me treat my husband only as a benefactor, and I slowly became longing for my husband."
Glancing at Murong Zhaoyang, Bai Yuluo continued: "I have never been married in my two lives, and I have never gotten along with Lang Jun, but I know that I didn't feel right about my husband at that time, but I didn't know what to do, and I didn't know who to talk to. ”
"The mother concubine said that her son is beautiful and beautiful, noble, and behaves like pine and bamboo, isn't it normal for me to fall in love as a wife? At that time, I knew what I felt about my husband, when I was alone, I thought about it carefully, and it was true, my husband has dominated the top of the son's list for several years, and he is the best candidate for husband in the minds of almost all girls in Dayan, I am your rightful wife, why not miss you! ”
When she said these words, Bai Yuluo felt a little ashamed, although the two of them had already confessed their hearts, but she was still not used to letting Bai Yuluo express her admiration to her husband in broad daylight, but seeing Murong Zhaoyang's somewhat lost appearance, she felt distressed, so she held back the shame and slowly whitened her heart!