Just a dream
Riding a motorcycle, Peng Cheng passed by the branch of Beibei's company, and he staggered to the side of the road with the unbraked car. Bei Bei is not here, and even if he is, he is not here at this time. He was holding the ground on his two long legs, and the wind was pushing behind him along the road, and he pulled out his phone, dialed her phone number, and put it next to his ear.
I remembered to call her again, it was already the next day, Peng Cheng and Xiaobao ate some steamed buns at the market on the edge of the city, and when they finished eating, when the two of them were squatting at the intersection in a daze, he dialed Beibei's phone again, and it was the same as the night before, and she hung up again.
The young man pondered, he didn't blame Bei Bei for being angry, Bei Bei should also be angry with him, he sent her a message: "Daughter-in-law, are you angry, I'm too busy, I miss you, you talk to me." ”
In the afternoon, when the sun was at its fullest, Bei Bei still didn't reply to the message, and she couldn't say that she was anxious, but Peng Cheng called her again, and she was still hung up. All these efforts were in vain, and the young man was a little unable to muster his strength, but Bei Bei liked to tease him by hanging up the phone, which was the most favorable warning that she was angry, so he sent another message.
"Daughter-in-law, don't make trouble, I really miss you, what are you doing!"
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Xiaobao was relieved next to the guardrail not far away, and the street of the traffic and water road had no effect on him at all, he glanced at Peng Cheng and smiled proudly.
In front of him was a building more than thirty stories high, Shao Baige's marriage was in this hotel, Peng Cheng had never been in, but he remembered there. Xiaobao was a little embarrassed at this time, he walked over, Peng Cheng also laughed, laughing at his untimely little explanation? Hmph, no, in fact, he couldn't tell what he was laughing at, and then his mobile phone rang.
"Hey!" he hurriedly picked up, it was Beibei's phone.
"Who are you?" asked him in a fierce voice, a middle-aged man with something in his mouth.
"Is this Wen Beibei's?" Peng Cheng asked tentatively, his heart was empty for a while, he was really not sure if Beibei had a boyfriend, the two of them had not been in touch for a month, maybe he never gave her much, which made him not confident.
"This is not Wen Beibei, this is my daughter-in-law's phone, what kind of rogue text messages do you always send. The fierce man spoke again, and every word he was full of anger smashed on Peng Cheng's head like a brick.
"I'm sorry, big brother, but, what is your mobile phone number?"
"My mobile phone number is, but it's not Wen Beibei, this is my newly bought number, if I don't buy a new number, I'll fuck you, I'll kill you." ”
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It turns out that there is no need to pull out anything at all.
Winter always comes.
When winter comes, the buds die, and no matter how much it hurts, they will disappear without a trace.
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"Hey, no, no, no, you don't get it. Bebe struggled to argue, but it was pale and weak.
"Daughter-in-law, you believe me, I really understand, I will come back, I want to be with you, I don't love her. Obviously, Peng Cheng is also trying his best to defend himself, but that sounds fake.
"Peng Cheng, I know you don't love her. This has nothing to do with her, nothing to do with anyone, nothing to do with anyone, nothing to do with Xiaomin, nothing to do with Aunt Xue, nothing to do with everyone, do you understand?"
"I know what I want, but you don't understand, not only do you not understand me, but you don't understand yourself. ”
"Daughter-in-law, I'll come back, okay, right now, I'll go back now, okay? ”
"No dear, it's not a matter of being together, no. Trust me. Bei Bei exhaled hard: "Listen, Cheng Cheng, until now, I still love you, you are the highest level of my feelings, although you are an immature person, or a bad person, you still make me want to stop, but I can't be with you anymore." ”
"Don't be such a daughter-in-law, I've really changed, I'm not the same person anymore. Peng Cheng was still quibbling, he said anxiously, his face flushed.
"Peng Cheng, don't be like this, listen to me. She stopped him so that he could hear her: "I love you because of the purest look in your eyes, the love in those eyes, the light of your hope, like a sincere child, all that is incomparable." Bei Bei had a confused look on her face, as if she had returned to the memories of the past.
"I'm glad that you can only be so honest and beautiful with the people you love, and that can't be hidden, which makes me proud to this day, because what I once got was true love, even if it didn't last long. ”
"But now it's all gone, in fact, many years ago, many, many years ago, and not long after we met, it was gone. Your love is gone, I already knew that love was gone at that time, and you told me that if you left, you will never come back, but this is not your fault, if I am always hovering on the edge of life, I will probably be at a loss!"
"But I couldn't face it then, I didn't understand how I could stop suffering, how could I end the torment I had for you that I couldn't get. Now I finally understand, but I can't go back to the hurt, and it's a pity that I can't forget it. So I thought we had to find another way and go to the original one again, which should be called something. ”
"I tried to look for it, even if I was covered in bruises, I tried to look for it again and again, but I finally found that it was not my problem, I never left, it was that you couldn't come back. For you, it's long gone, and there's no other way to the one I'm waiting for. Bei Bei turned her back to Peng Cheng, and the tears welled up in her eyes, and she gradually retreated.
"So, even though I still love you now, we have no future. ”
"Daughter-in-law, no, I love you. ”
"Don't say no, Cheng Cheng, why don't you understand yet. What you are looking forward to now is not your love, just because of loneliness, maybe loneliness is the driving force of love for you, who knows? But that's not right, we're different. If you don't love me, but you're still by my side, then I won't find the slightest happiness, and I'll even be even more lonely" Bei Bei's mouth was slightly open, she couldn't find a better way to express it.
"It's far from being as simple and happy as a man's world. ”
"Daughter-in-law, I want to be with you, you don't want to be like this. Peng Cheng stood a meter away and stretched out his hands, just a little bit, he almost reached Beibei, but he didn't take another step forward.
"No, no, Peng Cheng, don't be like this, you know your love better than me, even if you are yourself, you can't find the way you came. That's what you said, I didn't listen carefully, no, I didn't want to believe it. But let's go, it's nothing, it's not that everyone has affection for you, you have an obligation to fulfill her, no, you don't have to have a partner to be happy, don't force yourself, don't force me, okay?"
Peng Cheng's facial features were distorted, and he wanted to say something. Babe grabbed before that, hugged him, hugged him tightly.
"Don't be like this, my dear, I know what I say, you don't necessarily understand it now, people have to feel for themselves what life wants to tell you, maybe what life wants you to understand is completely different from me. ”
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Bei Bei opened her eyes gently, fortunately it was just a dream. She was moved by herself. She looked at the time, the plane was almost about to land, and on the left-hand seat, Shao Baige was still asleep, he seemed to enjoy everything on the plane, unlike himself.
Bei Bei reached out and pulled the visor open, everything outside was dark, stupid, she closed it again, maybe it was better to sleep, she continued to lean back, closed her eyes, but her hands were nervously grasping the handle.
Suddenly she felt Shao Baige holding her hand, so she turned her head to look at him, he tentatively woke up from his sleep, and then opened his eyes: "Don't be afraid, I will help you." ”