Chapter 18 What I Thought Was Only What I Thought

In the ward, only Grandma Si Xiao whispered intermittently, and the rest of the people stood silently by the bedside, unable to bear to disturb the scene.

Xu is grandmother's crying played a role, and the grandfather on the bed moved his fingers slightly, and then opened his eyes with great difficulty.

Grandpa first looked around, and then his eyes fell on the grandmother beside the bed, and the originally chaotic gaze instantly cleared up a lot.

"Yonghua, did you take the medicine on time?"

"Eat." Grandma stopped her tears, nodded vigorously, and moved her chair to the bed, her eyes wide as she could, as if she wanted to put in the eyes of the man who had been with her for most of her life.

"Why are you so sick this time, you... Are you going to die? ”

Grandpa didn't know what disease he was suffering from, but he could also know a little bit about it through the dignified looks of the family at the bedside.

"I'm fine, just a minor illness." Grandpa lied, but no one debunked him.

He reached out and stroked his grandmother's gray hair, as if to comfort her.

Grandma has been suffering from Alzheimer's disease for so many years, and her grandfather has always been by her side, taking care of food, clothing, housing and transportation.

has lived most of his life, he has never been afraid of dying, he is just afraid that after he dies, no one will be able to take care of her.

He still remembers the first time he saw Yonghua.

It was the first day after they were married, and he sneaked out of the house to see what his future bride would look like.

In the afternoon field, with the smell of humidity and heat, Yonghua stepped between the rice with his trouser legs, and under the shabby straw hat, there was such a beautiful and dignified face.

He must be nice to her.

This is a promise I made in my heart when I was young.

Remembering the old things, Grandpa's eyes softened, and he reached out and grabbed Grandma's hand resting on the edge of the bed.

Si Fang watched this picture from the sidelines, and tears finally came out of her eyes, and she just silently wiped away the tears with the back of her hand.

Gu Wei glanced sideways and saw her crying so movingly, and after hesitating for a few moments, he finally gently held her little hand.

"It's going to be fine." He whispered in her ear, his steady voice seemed to reassure her.

Si Fang barely squeezed out a smile: "I'll go out to breathe." ”

She took advantage of the situation to break away from his hand and walked out of the hospital room without hesitation.

In this oppressive room, she couldn't stay for a minute.

The wind on the roof of the hospital was very cool, and Si Fang sat on an old iron bucket to calm his mood.

The silence of the night was terrible, and the whole world seemed to be left alone.

The phone rang suddenly, and Si Fang took it out of his pocket.

It's Jiang Yao's Weibo push - "To every lonely you in the world"

She and Jiang Jue can't be said to be in love, but they can also be called heart-to-heart.

"Even if the whole world leaves you,

There's one more I'll accompany,

How can you bear to let you suffer from the cold wind.

Even if it's snowing all over the world,

Even if the migratory birds have flown south,

And I'm here,

Silently waiting for you to return. ”

Jiang Jue's voice is really comforting.

At the end of the song, Si Fang felt better, sniffed, wiped his tears, got up and walked back to the hospital building.

Just as she walked down the safety stairs, she walked around the corner and saw Gu Wei smoking against the window under a row of steps.

The darkness seemed to envelop him, and the moonlight seeping through the window shone on the smoke swirling around him, and there was an indescribable sense of decadence.

Si Wei had never seen him like this, as if he had taken off all his disguises, no longer domineering, and no longer invincible.

It's just an ordinary person.

She suddenly walked towards him without moving, just looked at him motionlessly.

"Dingβ€”"

It was a text message tone, drowning in the hustle and bustle of traffic outside the window.

She turned on her phone, and the person who came to message was An Jing.

"I'm in the hospital, where is Gu Wei?"

Si Fang subconsciously looked up at him who was only one flight of stairs, but found that even in the moonlight, she couldn't see him clearly.

"14th floor safe passage." After typing these words, it seemed that all her strength had been spent.

She looked up again, her eyes falling on his silhouette, and he was still looking out the window, completely unaware of the existence of a second person.

It was only a moment before the door to the safe passage was pushed open.

A beam of white light broke in like this, illuminating Gu Wei at the window, leaving only Si Wei who was hiding in the darkness at the corner of the stairs.

An Jing gasped, his head was covered with fine beads of sweat, and his eyes were hidden reproachful, but in the end they turned into infinite tenderness and worry.

Gu Wei turned around and spit out a smoke ring, which fluttered quietly and finally disappeared with the wind.

The two of them tacitly did not speak, but the intersection of their eyes was worth a thousand words.

Gu Wei ..... It's okay. An Jing's voice was soft, "It's okay." ”

He snuffed out the cigarette with one hand and threw it down the window without saying a word.

"Everything is going to be okay, I... We're all there. Her voice trembled with unease.

Gu Wei looked up at the dirty ceiling, and unknown emotions flashed in his eyes.

"An Jing, turn around." He said in a deep voice.

An Jing has followed him for so many years, and she understands his every move, even if it is a subtle little expression.

Understand the unknown weakness beneath his strong shell.

Understand his weakness, his helplessness, and his duplicity.

These six years of getting along and six years of liking are enough to engrave a person completely in my heart, and I can't drive it away or forget it.

Therefore, at this moment, An Jing didn't say any more useless empty words, but turned around obediently, leaving room for Gu Wei to put down his strength.

Si Fang couldn't see An Jing's expression from this angle, but she could clearly see that the person she thought was the strongest shed a tear.

The tear crossed her cheeks and fell heavily on her heart.

Only then did she realize that the man lying in the hospital bed was not only her grandfather, but also his father, even if it was only in name.

She relied on him so much that she ignored his emotions one-sidedly.

A tear was fleeting, An Jing turned around in time, and he looked so vulnerable at the junction of moonlight and light.

Her heart trembled violently, and she stepped forward in a few steps and gently pressed Gu Wei's head to her shoulder.

Gu Wei did not refuse.

Even if he is as strong as him, he needs comfort at this time.

"Uncle will be fine."

"Now that technology is so advanced, we will definitely cure my uncle."

An Jing was still whispering something, but Si Fang leaned against the wall weakly, hiding his face and crying.

What she can't get into is their world.

What she can't get out of is her own cowardice.

If you lose one step of courage, you will lose the righteousness of every step after that.