He Xingyao looked at Phoenix Yu, and then looked at Yan Shuyu, his mood was a little complicated.

At this moment, the corners of Yan Xue's mouth suddenly curved, and a smile that looked rather grim appeared.

Not many people noticed, though.

Shuyu was always in a low mood because she couldn't see her mother, and she sat there with Yan Nian with a straight face, without saying a word.

At this time, Yan Shuyu suddenly looked at Yan Nian and said very seriously: "Daddy, do you want to see your mother again?" ”

Yan Nian nodded.

Although he didn't know why his daughter asked this sentence, blood was thicker than water, and their family was still looking forward to reunion.

After Yan Shuyu saw his attitude, he said directly: "Okay, since you also want to see your mother, then the child will definitely find a way." ”

As soon as these words fell, He Xingyao suddenly looked at her suspiciously and said, "Shuyu, what do you want to do?" ”

"I haven't thought of it yet, but I'm not going to give up just like that."

Although Yan Shuyu doesn't know why her mother is the embodiment of the blade of light, and she doesn't know why she has been different from others since she was a child, she knows that she was born as a human being, blood is thicker than water, no matter what others think of her, her mother will always be the best and best person in his heart, she wants to reunite with her mother, and she wants to find the person she loves the most for her father.

And after seeing Yan Shuyu's reaction, Yan Xue felt a little bad for some reason.

He Xingyao saw that she had been keeping a straight face, and seemed to be a little unhappy, so he walked over and said, "Miss Xue Xue, why does your face look so bad?" ”

Xue Xue shook her head.

From the first time He Xingyao appeared in the realm of darkness, she could see that the woman in front of her was very smart, and her heart was transparent, and she was a rare person who understood.

She knew that in front of such a person, if she was not completely sure, it would definitely be self-defeating.

After thinking of this, she didn't plan to hide it anymore, just spread her hands and said in a helpless tone: "It's not that I'm unhappy, but I'm really unhappy, Soho has always been my best friend, why don't I want her to come back?" It's a pity that if she really comes back, then there will be no more Blade of Light in this world. ”

After a pause, she continued: "It is said that you can't have both fish and bear's paws, and I understand this truth, but I am sad and worried. ”

He Xingyao didn't know what she meant by this, so he could only say in a puzzled tone: "How could you say such a thing?" Could it be that Soho and the Blade of Light can only be saved? ”

Xue Xue nodded.

She knew that the sentence He Xingyao asked now already represented the thoughts in He Xingyao's heart.

Her relationship with Soho had always been very good, but she was fed up with life in the Night Realm.

Guarding such a place full of darkness, guarding it for tens of thousands of years, how could she stand it?

Yan Xue used to like to get along with Soho so much, but at that time, she was more jealous in her heart, she was jealous that the place that Soho was guarding was much better than the place she was waiting for, and she was even jealous that Soho had such a good master who protected her everywhere......

The more she thought about it, the more angry she felt, and her mind was heading in an unpredictable direction.

She even began to think about everything that had happened, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt wronged.

Why is the place where Soho is guarding the City of Light, but she is guarding the realm of night? Why should one be in the light and the other in the dark?

She felt that all this was too unfair, Soho was even able to form a family with mortals, although life was not very satisfactory, but at least Soho had such a good daughter, and Yan Shuyu was very likely to become the next guardian of the City of Light, and what about her?

Yan Xue silently asked herself in her heart, she was just a poor worm.

The gods are different from mortals, they have lived for decades, and mortals' lives are much better than hers, and she has been bored every day in the past tens of thousands of years, guarding the darkness and walking in the darkness.

However, light and darkness have always been two opposite extremes.

It's just that she ignored the most important condition after all, Soho has always had light and great love in her heart, and she, from the moment she gave birth to jealousy, was destined to be impossible to walk in the light.

Yan Xue looked at Yan Shuyu, feeling a little irritable for some reason.

"Shuyu, don't do all that useless work, okay? After all, your mother really can't come back now, and her identity doesn't allow her to come back. ”

As soon as she finished saying this, Yan Shuyu looked at her directly and said dissatisfiedly: "Aunt Xue, you and my mother have always been good friends, and I really respect you, but why do you want to say such things?" She is the best mother, I want her to come back no matter what, don't you want my mother to come back? ”

Xue Xue shook her head.

She never thought that after so many years, this poor little girl who was only a promise at the beginning would now be so articulate, although she was beautiful, but she didn't feel a little happy.

"No, Shuyu, you kid, you misunderstand me by saying this, just like you said, I am the best friend of your mother, and naturally I want her to come back, but we also have to be sober, aren't we?"

He Xingyao saw that the two of them were so-for-tat, he could only stand in the middle of the two of them, spread his hands and said, "Okay, okay, I don't care what you think, and I don't care if Miss Soho can come back, but can the two of you make a temporary truce?" After all, Soho didn't disappear completely, but changed into its original appearance, the Blade of Light, so don't worry about it, okay? ”

Yan Xue and Yan Shuyu felt that what she said was right, so they nodded and agreed.

And Phoenix Feather is not calm at this time.

I saw her looking at He Xingyao, and said directly: "Master, master, do you still have any unfinished business?" Do you really want to stay here forever? ”

As soon as she finished saying this, He Xingyao was directly stunned, she didn't expect the girl in front of her to say such a thing, but this was also her own heart.

She has been worried about the affairs of the Puppet City, as well as Cangluo River in Youlan Valley, and she doesn't know what is going on now, she really wants to get out, but the matter here has not been resolved, let alone found the Dream Cave to rescue the creatures of the Rare Plantation Garden......

The more He Xingyao thought about it, the more he felt that there were too many things, one by one, they had to be completed, but he felt a little tired in his heart.

"Yes, it's just that you also saw the current situation, can I really leave?"

After saying this, He Xingyao shook his head helplessly, and Phoenix Yu also felt sad.

At this time, Yan Shuyu suddenly handed the Blade of Light to her hand, and said in a solemn tone: "He Xingyao, since you appeared in our Yulan City, I know that you are a good person, so, since you can get the Blade of Light, then, can I ask you for something?" ”

He Xingyao nodded and said, "You say, if I can really do it, then I will definitely help you." ”

So, Yan Shuyu began to speak, only to see her speak with some hesitation: "Actually, when I awakened the spiritual vein, I heard the conversation of all of you, this blade of light can make up for the regrets of the past, so, I want you to help me go back to the past, keep my mother, and let her not disappear, okay?" ”

He Xingyao originally planned to nod his head and agree, but unfortunately Yan Xue suddenly grabbed Bai and said, "Yanshuyu, have you forgotten any conditions?" Your mother is the embodiment of the Blade of Light, if you really go back to the past, then, that is, the Blade of Light has returned to the past, and in the same time and space, it is impossible for two identical people to appear, do you think in that case, you can still make up for the regrets? ”

He Xingyao didn't expect her to say such a thing at all, but if she thought about it carefully, she was right, and it was not completely unreasonable.

So, she said in a tactful tone, "I'm sorry, Shuyu, although I am your good friend, although I can control the Blade of Light, but I can't do that." ”

After a pause, she continued: "In fact, from the moment I knew that your mother was the Blade of Light, the heavens already had the answer. The past can't be traced, looking back on the past, everything has its own certainty, not to mention your mother, she is not an ordinary human and god anyway, so naturally she can't generalize with other people. ”

Yan Shuyu listened to He Xingyao's words, she felt that her whole heart suddenly became cold and cold, and at the same time, she felt as uncomfortable as a pinprick, and that kind of pain was something she had never felt before.

"He Xingyao, do you have to say it so thoroughly? I just don't want to let hope turn into disappointment, even if you say one to help me as much as possible, it's better than these words you say, do you know how sad and painful I am? ”

"I, I, I ......"

He Xingyao really didn't know what to say, but she felt that she was not at fault.

Why does a person have to have false hopes? Is it really bad to face the harsh reality?

She was thinking about these questions in her heart, Yan Shuyu may be in a hurry to redeem it because she lost her mother, but the fact is that it is impossible to recover it at all, why is she still unwilling to face the reality?

In Yannian's heart, why don't he miss his most beloved woman?

He looked at his daughter so sad and angry, the tears couldn't help but drip on the ground, the tears in those eyes flowed endlessly, and his heart, because of Yan Xue's words, was directly desperate.

So, he staggered to Yanshuyu and directly hugged Yanshuyu into his arms.

Yan Shuyu looked at him silently, and after a long while, he said in a aggrieved tone: "Daddy, is it really impossible for my mother to come back?" Why? Why is it so difficult to reunite our family? ”

Yan Nian looked at her, hugged her harder, and comforted her: "Good boy, you are a good boy of your father, don't think so much, no matter what, our family will be reunited one day, and one day we will be happy together." ”

Yan Shuyu nodded.

However, she and Yannian both know that all this is just self-deception, and things have developed to this point, how can they be reversed? It's simply irreparable, it's just that they don't want to face reality.

Just when the two of them hugged each other and cried bitterly, Yan Yun'er suddenly kicked open the door and broke in.

I saw her looking at Yan Nian, knelt directly on the ground, and cried and said, "Daddy, do you only have such a daughter in your heart?" Sister Yan Nuo and I, as well as Yan Shuqing, aren't we your children? ”

Before she could react, she continued.

"Daddy, my mother has passed away now, but your heart is only thinking about the book, she is certainly my sister, but do you know why we have not been able to get along well for so many years? Everything is because of you, on the surface, you and my mother respect each other, and treat our children quite well, but in fact, your heart has always been biased, the person you love, has always been only Aunt Su, and I and my sister and brother, in your heart, the three of us together, are not as good as words, do you dare to say that you are not partial? ”

Yan Yun'er is now a broken jar, and she ignored the others present, and directly accused her father, which made everyone stunned.

And He Xingyao was too angry to see her, and couldn't help but say: "Yun'er, don't do this for the time being, listen to your father's explanation, okay?" ”

Yan Yun'er was furious, "Explanation? What's the explanation? Is it to explain that he and Aunt Su are a family? My mother, my sister and brother are a few of us, aren't they his family? ”

Yan Nian saw that his daughter was too angry, and couldn't help but whisper: "Yun'er, don't think about it so much, Dad knows, Dad has always owed your mother and your brothers a lot, but you also have to understand, Shuyu has lived so many years, it is too hard, she is always the sister of several of you, and Aunt Su, you don't know her at all, after so many years, our family is rarely reunited, but, do you really think I'm partial?" ”

Yan Yun'er shook her head and said, "Isn't it?" ”

"Do you really think so? Yes, Daddy's favorite person in his life is indeed only Aunt Su, but you children, I have really never treated you badly, but I have always owed Shuyu this child, you treat your sister so badly, but I have always turned a blind eye, how can I ever blame you? ”

Yan Yun'er really didn't want to hear it.

Since she was a child, she has seen her mother cry secretly, and she never understood why this was at the time.

It wasn't until she grew up that she entered her father's study on an accidental day and saw the woman in the painting, which was Aunt Su.

It was at that time that she knew the most secret thoughts in her father's heart, no matter how long it had passed, Yannian was always thinking about Soho, she knew that she had already understood at that time, her mother, even if she had always respected her father and been safe and sound, but after all, there was no way.

The twisted melon is not sweet, it turns out that the original respect for each other is fake, only indifference is true.

Until this time, her mother killed herself, even if it was because she had done too many wrong things, but she knew that under what circumstances would a woman commit suicide?

Naturally, it was an irreparable suicide.

Her mother can't save her father's heart, and she can't afford to let their family return to their original comfortable life.

What is the use of the heart dead and alive?

Yan Yun'er recalled the days when Li Xiuyu was alive, and it turned out that her mother was desperate for her father.

It's irretrievable, so what's the use of everything?

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