Chapter 121: Yan Shuqing's sadness
Yan Yun'er had been arguing with her father all the time, and she didn't notice that there were other people next to her.
He Xingyao looked at her helplessly and said, "Yan Yun'er, don't talk like this, Soho, go." ”
"Gone? How is this possible? Aunt Su finally succeeded, where did she go? ”
"She didn't go somewhere else, but she couldn't come back."
Before Yan Yun'er understood what He Xingyao meant by this, Yan Shuqing suddenly walked in from outside.
I saw him look at everyone angrily, and then turned his gaze to Yannian.
"Dad, what's going on with my mother? Why did such a big thing happen as soon as I came back? ”
I don't know how to explain it to this child, he really doesn't want to say it, but if he doesn't say it, can he really cover up the past?
He began to be in a dilemma, Li Xiuyu is his wife who is marrying Ming Media, and now he has committed suicide, what can he say?
No matter what the reason is, Yan Nian has always known that it is impossible for him to completely break away from the relationship, but Li Xiuyu is gone, but isn't it because of her?
In Yan Nian's heart, Li Xiuyu has never been the person he loves the most, and the two of them can pretend to respect each other like guests without incident, pretending to love husband and wife, but who pierced that layer of hypocritical paper?
Yan Nian thought in his heart, yes, it should be from the moment he came back from Soho, between him and Li Xiuyu, the mask of hypocrisy has been torn apart, and everything is spread out in the sun.
It's a pity that no matter at any time, only Soho lives in his heart after all, and Li Xiuyu has been forced out of the game since the moment Soho came back.
The most rare thing in life is not the hardships of life and the hard work of work, but like Li Xiuyu, who has been forced out of the game even though she has done nothing, and has done the lowest thing even though she has stood on the commanding heights of morality.
Yan Shuqing looked at Yan Nian without saying a word, and couldn't help but say angrily: "Daddy, why don't you speak?" Did you force my mother to die? ”
Yan Nian shook his head.
Yan Shuyu came out of Yan Nian's arms, she looked at Yan Shuqing, and said in a helpless tone: "Shuqing, don't be like this, don't talk to your father like this." ”
"Don't want what? What he does is not allowed to be said? Sister Shuyu, my mother and my two sisters were not good to you before, but I have never been prejudiced against you, do you think that in this matter, you and your mother are the winners? ”
Yan Shuyu didn't know why her younger brother was involved in this, but she still shook her head.
"Let me tell you, no matter how my mother died, in this matter, there was no winner from beginning to end, maybe my father favored you and your mother from the beginning, but my mother is the real mistress of this family, and my mother is my father's wife, this can never be changed, and you, after all, are just the concubine of this family, even if your father likes you again, it can't change the fact that your mother is the aunt of this family, and you are the identity of the concubine."
Listening to what he said, Yan Shuyu's heart gradually became cold.
She had always longed for the care of her family, but it was never possible.
Yan Shuyu is the younger brother she has always valued the most, but I didn't expect him to say this about her now, is it true that the days of getting along at the beginning were all fake?
She felt more and more frightened, not knowing what was going to turn out.
But he couldn't speak.
He knew that although Yan Shuqing's words were not good, they were very good, and every sentence was to the point.
Li Xiuyu's suicide is actually no winner at all, he not only lost a wife in the main house, but put everything on the table.
Why was Mrs. Zhengfang forced to commit suicide? Is there something wrong with the child who came out of the house, or is he conniving?
All of this is worth pondering, after all, in the eyes of outsiders, although Li Xiuyu's married life is not so happy, but fortunately, with three biological children by her side, life will not be so bitter haha.
At this time, Phoenix Yu suddenly spoke: "Master Yan, in fact, you have always been very clear in your heart, but people die like lights go out, you have to mourn and change, and the living are the most cherished, so don't think so much." ”
Yan Nian nodded.
Although he didn't know what the identity of the little girl in front of him was, he knew that He Xingyao had never had bad intentions, so he still felt very comfortable with this girl's comfort.
Shuqing saw He Xingyao, and the grief in his heart suddenly welled up.
I saw him quickly step forward, directly grabbed He Xingyao's hands, and then rushed out of the door regardless of it.
He Xingyao didn't know what he was going to do, but looking at his sad face, he felt that it was not a taste in his heart, no matter how unhappy he was, he still went out with him.
I don't know how long the two of them ran outside, the cold wind was blowing, and it was cold, but Yan Shuqing didn't feel cold, the whole person seemed to be numb, and he didn't feel anything.
He Xingyao finally stopped him, and the two of them stood in an open space, looking at each other, each with their own thoughts.
After a long while, Yan Shuqing looked at her and said, "He Xingyao, you have been staying in that room all along, so I want to ask you a question." ”
"Say it!"
"How the hell did my mother die?"
"Don't you know? She committed suicide, you can ask your two sisters for details, they will definitely know better than me. ”
"Okay, then let's not talk about this for the time being, why didn't I see Aunt Su when I went in?"
"Aunt Sue, are you talking about Soho?"
"yes!"
Speaking of this, He Xingyao suddenly didn't know how to explain to him, Yan Shuqing was just an ordinary mortal after all, how could he understand those strange things? What's more, she doesn't plan to say it, after all, if it were anyone, maybe she wouldn't believe it, right?
After thinking of this, He Xingyao looked at him with helpless eyes and said, "Your question is to the point, but don't you and your sisters always dislike Aunt Su?" Why do you care so much about her now? ”
Yan Shuqing saw that she didn't answer the rhetorical question, although she had some doubts in her heart, she still said: "Actually, I know you must think it's very strange, but even if I don't like it, it's useless at all, not to mention that my father likes her, so I also have to learn to tolerate it, the prime minister can hold the boat in his belly, I still know this truth." ”
He Xingyao listened to what he said, and was silent for a while.
She didn't know what to say, but she felt a little sad in her heart.
Yan Shuqing saw that she hadn't spoken, and said with a wry smile: "He Xingyao, in fact, I know that you have always been a very kind girl, maybe what I said makes you unable to understand, but between my mother and Aunt Su, there is no solution." ”
He Xingyao felt a little sad, but she knew that she didn't want to talk about Shuqing at all.
"Shuqing, in fact, I understand the meaning of what you said, just like you said, there is no solution between Aunt Su and your mother, but all this still has a certain impact after all, don't think so much, your life is still very long."
Yan Shuqing nodded.
At this time, a breeze blew, He Xingyao's hair was a little messy, and a leaf fell on her hair.
She didn't know, she just wanted to move forward.
"Don't move!"
"What's wrong?"
He Xingyao didn't understand, but saw Yan Shuqing standing in front of her and took off the leaf from her hair.
"I'm just helping you get the leaves off your hair, nothing else."
"Well, then, let's go ahead and take a walk!"
"Good!"
In this way, the two people walked forward unhurriedly, each with their own concerns.
"Xingyao, what's going on with Aunt Su?"
"Why are you bringing this stubble again?"
"It's nothing, I'm just curious, after all, I'm also a member of the Yan family, Aunt Su's affairs, no matter how much I don't like it, I always have to know the truth."
"Oh."
He Xingyao listened to what he said, although everything was reasonable, but he suddenly felt very uncomfortable in his heart.
As long as she thought of Su Ho's identity and Yan Shuqing was just an ordinary person, she couldn't bear to tell him about it, but she was very conflicted in her heart, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't know what kind of behavior Yan Shuqing would do after she said it.
"Hey, why didn't you tell me?"
Yan Shuqing really wanted to know about Aunt Su, but he really didn't know who to ask except He Xingyao.
"Do you really want to know?"
"Yes, tell me!"
"Okay, let me think about it."
In this way, after He Xingyao thought for a while, he looked at him directly and said, "Actually, Aunt Su is gone, and she went to a far, far away place. ”
"Gone? I never saw her go out, where did she go? You're really, just tell me. ”
"Aunt Su is really gone, and she will never come back."
As soon as he finished saying this, Yan Shuqing was directly stunned, only to see him stumble for a while, until he held on to a tree next to him, and did not fall to the ground.
He Xingyao looked at him so surprised, and although he was sad in his heart, he didn't show it.
After a long time, Yan Shuqing said in a choked tone: "Xingyao, how did she go?" Originally, I complained that my father brought Aunt Su home, but why did she say that she would leave? ”
He Xingyao shook her head, she knew that at this time, Yan Shuqing's heart must be very sad.
Yun'er was originally in the room, and when she saw the two of them coming out, she also followed and waited.
"Shuqing, don't be sad, no matter what happens to your mother and Aunt Su, they are already gone, the mourning is smooth, and your life path is still long, long!"
Yan Shuqing looked at her with aggrieved eyes, and her mood was very complicated.
For some reason, at this moment, they always feel very sad.
I saw that Yan Shuqing's eyes were full of tears, but in a moment, the big tears had already dripped on the ground, and it could be seen that he was really sad.
He Xingyao really didn't know how to comfort him, and he was a little overwhelmed for a while.
At this time, Yan Yun'er ran directly from under a nearby tree, and she looked at the two people in front of her, with complicated thoughts.
As soon as Yan Shuqing saw that it was her second sister who came, she hurriedly stood up from under the tree, wiped a handful of tears, sorted out her clothes, and walked to her side.
"Sister, why are you here?"
"If I don't come, do you want to watch you wipe your tears here all the time?"
Yan Shuqing was very embarrassed when he said this, although he knew that his sister was for his good, but he was still a little unhappy in his heart.
Seeing this, He Xingyao also looked at Yan Yun'er with very serious eyes, and looked at it for a while before he spoke: "Miss Yun'er, is there something wrong with you coming over now?" ”
Yan Yun'er said: "It's nothing, it's just that my younger brother is usually the best friend with you, but I know that in your heart, Yan Shuyu is still your real good friend, so don't pretend here." ”
As soon as these words fell, Yan Shuqing said very unceremoniously: "Sister, why did you say such a thing? Miss Xingyao is my best and best friend, not to mention that she has never done anything wrong, why would you want to slander the friendship between the two of us? ”
"Friendship? Do you know what happened to your mother's parents? Our mother is so gentle and kind, but what happened to her? She and Shuyu are really good friends, do you think you are really important in her eyes? No kidding, only me and Sister Yannuo are the people in this family who really think about you. ”
Yan Shuqing listened to what she said, although he was very sad in his heart, but he knew that this sister loved him the most since he was a child, so he couldn't say anything to refute for a while.
He Xingyao saw that the momentum was not right, and Yan Yun'er was still a little bitter and mean, she was in a trance for a while.
This Yan Yun'er, in her impression, has always been a good girl who is knowledgeable, gentle and pleasant, but now that she looks at it, why is she so scathing?
She didn't know why, but for a while, she didn't want to get along with the person in front of her.
So, He Xingyao cautiously spoke: "Shuqing, Miss Yun'er, that, that, I have other things to do, so I won't bother you." ”
As soon as she finished saying this, she ran away like a smoke.
As far as Yun'er saw He Xingyao go away, she felt that she must have said what she wanted, this He Xingyao seems to be a very kind person on the surface, but in fact, she can't tell what to do?
Yan Shuqing didn't have so many thoughts and guesses, but she was very sad in her heart.
In this family, he had heard those subordinates say when he was very young that Yan Shuyu was his sister, but he had never been treated as an eldest lady.
Yan Shuqing still remembers that his sister Shuyu has loved him the most since she was a child, although her life is not very good, she still holds him in the palm of her hand and takes care of him so well.
No matter what, Aunt Su is a mother of words, and as long as he thinks of this, the pain in his heart can't be stopped.
In this matter, there was no winner, his mother killed herself, Aunt Su was gone, their children lost their mother's care, and his father lost the two people who loved him the most.
Yan Yun'er patted him on the shoulder and said: "Brother, my sister doesn't want to blame you, it's just that my mother kissed her and left, I feel difficult, but I have nowhere to tell, so don't blame me, if you want to blame it, blame this providence." ”
Yan Shuqing looked at her and said with a forced smile: "I'm fine, and I have never blamed my sister, it's just that we lost two people in our family at once, it's not lucky anyway, Shuyu is our sister after all, you don't want to target her in the future." ”
Yan Yun'er nodded, but she was still very angry in her heart.
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