Su Yunjin thanked fate for letting her find Shen Yuechuan again.

But Shen Yuechuan is willing to forgive her, what she needs to thank is not fate.

"Koshikawa, thank you." A heartfelt smile floated on Su Yunjin's face, "With your words, I can sleep with peace of mind in the future." ”

Shen Yuechuan didn't say anything.

If he hadn't been sick, maybe things wouldn't have been the way they are now, and he wouldn't have forgiven Su Yunjin so quickly.

But now, he doesn't even know how long he can live, so in this world, what is there to blame, and what is not to forgive?

What's more, Su Yunjin is the one who gave him life, if she didn't insist on bringing him to this world, maybe he didn't even have the chance to encounter misfortune.

"Koshikawa, ...... in the future If ......" Tears flashed in Su Yunjin's eyes, she choked up, and couldn't say a complete sentence for a while.

Shen Yuechuan knew what Su Yunjin wanted to say, so he agreed without thinking about it: "Yes." ”

In the future, Su Yunjin wants to find him and eat with him, and there is no problem with these, but-

"I have one condition." Shen Yuechuan continued.

As long as Shen Yuechuan no longer rejects her, don't say one condition, Su Yunjin will agree to several conditions without hesitation.

"No matter what the conditions, you can mention it." Su Yunjin's voice was almost expectant.

"Yun Yun told me that you have always disagreed with her studying medicine." Shen Yuechuan asked, "Can I know why?" ”

"......" Su Yunjin looked out the window silently, and said after a while, "When your father was hospitalized, we pinned all our hopes on the doctors, but in the end, so many doctors worked together, but they still couldn't save your father's life. I don't have a good impression of the profession of a doctor.

"Of course, if it's just for this reason, I won't stop Yunyun from studying medicine. On top of that, medical students work harder than students in other majors, and it is not easy to work after graduation. Yunyun is a girl, I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it. And the current medical environment, as you know, is not safe. ”

"Yunyun's safety, you don't have to worry." Although Shen Yuechuan's tone was light, he was unquestionable, "When she graduates, Bo Yan will arrange for her to work in Lu's private hospital, and there is no safety problem at all." As for the hard work...... I think she can handle it. ”

Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan: "So, what do you want me to promise you?" ”

"Support Yunyun to study medicine." Shen Yuechuan said, "This is her dream. ”

Helping Xiao Yunyun defend her dream is probably what Shen Yuechuan can do for her in the end.

Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan with a serious face, and suddenly smiled: "Actually, I have already figured it out." I have never supported Yunyun's study of medicine, but now she is about to graduate from her bachelor's degree. If I object again, it doesn't make any sense, she plans to go all the way to the dark on the way to study medicine, and I've seen it through. ”

Shen Yuechuan didn't expect Su Yunjin to say this, so he asked uncertainly: "So, you won't object to her going to graduate school?" ”

"She still wants to go to graduate school?" Su Yunjin was a little surprised, but then she felt that this was normal, and nodded, "Now, don't say that she is going to take the graduate school entrance examination, even if she wants to study all the way to the postdoctoral degree, I will not stop her again." ”

Shen Yuechuan breathed a sigh of relief, and at this time, the dishes he and Su Yunjin ordered were delivered one after another.

"Don't talk about that." Su Yunjin opened the dishes and chopsticks, "Let's eat." ”

Shen Yuechuan nodded and picked up the chopsticks.

Between mother and son, although there is still a little rusty, but the stiff embarrassment does not know when it has disappeared, and it is not difficult for others to think that they are mother and son.

This meal, the meal was quite pleasant.

At the end, Shen Yuechuan sent Su Yunjin back to the hotel, and this time, he personally got out of the car and opened the car door for Su Yunjin.

Before entering the hotel, Su Yunjin looked back at Shen Yuechuan, as if he had something to say, Shen Yuechuan was not in a hurry, so he waited quietly for Su Yunjin to speak.

But in the end, Su Yunjin only said: "I'm back to the hotel, you drive carefully." ”

Her desire to speak did not escape Shen Yuechuan's eyes, and Shen Yuechuan asked directly: "Do you still have something to say to me?" ”

Su Yunjin didn't expect to be seen through, so she was stunned, and used a smile to hide the unnaturalness in her heart: "No." Koshikawa ...... The only thing I dare to hope for now is that you can get better. If you can recover, I'll ......" After hesitating for a moment, Su Yunjin still didn't say what she really wanted to say, and changed her words, "I'm willing to give everything." ”

Shen Yuechuan was unmoved, and said lightly: "The current situation is that I can't even completely put down my work to treat my illness. So, whether I want to or not, I have to live, and both the Lu family and Bo Yan need me. I will cooperate with the doctor's treatment and strive for recovery. However, it is not your fault that I inherited this disease, and you don't have to pay anything for it. ”

Although Su Yunjin is his biological mother, they have never lived together, and his health, including everything about him, does not need Su Yunjin to be responsible.

Shen Yuechuan was used to facing and bearing everything alone, not to mention that he was already an adult, and he didn't want to add guilt to anyone.

Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan's eyes, they were so much like Jiang Ye that she could see through Shen Yuechuan's thoughts at a glance.

On the surface, Shen Yuechuan is frivolous and uninhibited, playing the world, but he is kind after all, even if his future fate is unclear, he has not forgotten the feelings of taking care of the people around him.

Su Yunjin regretted for a while.

If she hadn't abandoned Shen Yuechuan back then, but chose to take care of Shen Yuechuan all the time, then she wouldn't have been like this all these years, and depression wouldn't have tormented her for so many years.

However, if she hadn't given up on Shen Yuechuan, then she wouldn't have Xiao Yunyun, and Shen Yuechuan and Xiao Yunyun wouldn't know each other, and even had emotional involvement.

Perhaps, everything is already predestined. And they should be like this.

Su Yunjin grabbed the bag, looked at Shen Yuechuan and said word by word: "No matter what, Yuechuan, this time I will accompany you through this difficult time as a mother." "I owe Shen Yuechuan for my company, and this time, she compensated for it all.

After speaking, regardless of whether Shen Yuechuan agreed or not, Su Yunjin turned around and went back to the hotel, Shen Yuechuan watched her figure disappear behind the hotel door, and also drove back to the apartment.

The apartment was as quiet as ever, but today, Shen Yuechuan Miracle generally did not feel that it was empty or dark, but felt that everything was full.

The last time he felt this way, it was after kissing Xiao Yunyun.

Fate treats everyone, maybe it's really fair, at least after the illness entangled him, there was more Su Yunjin's warm fire in his life.

At this time, Shen Yuechuan tried not to remind himself of Xiao Yunyun.

Xiao Yunyun is more like a surprise that fate played on him, but in the end it disappointed him.

Shen Yuechuan returned to the study, turned on the floor lamp, and the shadowless warm light spread across the entire desk, covering half of the study.

He sat down and took out the letter Jiang Ye had left for him.

This letter, full of traces of time, spans more than two decades, connecting him with the man who gave him life.

Shen Yuechuan opened the envelope and took out a yellowed piece of paper from inside.

On the paper, some of the handwriting has faded slightly, but by relying on the outline, you can still accurately identify what Jiang Ye wrote.

Jiang Ye picked up the pen and first apologized to Shen Yuechuan:

"Kid, I'm sorry. I'm your father, but I can't grow up with you like other people's fathers.

"Actually, if I could, I really want to watch you grow up day by day, teach you to read and write, send you to kindergarten, listen to you say which child in the class you like more, and then watch you get a girlfriend, get married and have children......

"But I'm sorry, little one, Daddy's body doesn't allow Daddy to stay in this world for too long.

"Maybe you'll blame me, since you were given life, why don't you fail to be a father?

"I'm really irresponsible to you. So, I don't dare to ask you to forgive me.

"When you read this letter, you should already be an adult, and I want to tell you, in the coming days, please take care of your mother like a little man.

"I left this world with a big mess for your mother, and I don't know what she's going to do with it. But I know that no matter how she handles it, she will have a very hard time, not to mention that she has to take care of a newborn you.

"You and your mother are the people I love and can't let go of in the world. However, I still seem to be a little partial to your mother. So, if you read this letter after you have been able to live independently, I hope you can take care of your mother for me and let her live happily without me.

"Oh, and if you're going to fall in love, no matter what the outcome is, when you're together, I hope you cherish every minute and every second you spend with her, and you won't regret listening to me.

"Actually, I still have a lot to say to you, I want to tell you about my life experience of more than 20 years, and I also want to tell you how to live a better life in this world. If I could, I would even like to arrange every step of the future for you, so that you can grow up worry-free.

"However, everyone's life trajectory is different, and I should probably let you experience the thousands of flavors of life for yourself.

"Well, I don't really want to admit it, because I can't write anymore. I wrote a long letter to your mother, which has almost exhausted my physical strength.

"Finally, child, I love you.

"I wish you all the best in your life, free of illness and pain. I hope you can meet the person you love the most at the most suitable time, form your own small family, and live this life happily and successfully.

"If we can, we will be father and son again in the next life. Next time, I will definitely not be so irresponsible, and I will definitely grow up with you. ”

Further down, there were only yellowing marks on the letterhead.

The last sentence was Jiang Ye's last handwriting left in this world.

Shen Yuechuan slowly folded the letter paper, and with a "click", a cold liquid dripped onto the white desk.

He touched his face, only to realize that he didn't know when, he had burst into tears......

Jiang Ye asked him to take care of Su Yunjin, hoping that his life would be smooth and painless, and he wanted to promise Jiang Ye.

But now it seems that he is probably going to disappoint Jiang Ye......