Ever since Su Yunjin told Shen Yuechuan about his life experience, Shen Yuechuan's attitude towards her has always been the same, not close, but not too alienated.

It was this lukewarm that made Su Yunjin unable to figure out Shen Yuechuan's thoughts.

It wasn't until this moment that Su Yunjin suddenly realized.

Shen Yuechuan is not unwilling to forgive her, nor is he holding a grudge against her.

He was just afraid that he wouldn't get better.

Yes, why didn't she think that she was as tough as Jiang Ye back then, and after learning that she was sick, she confessed that his heart was afraid, not to mention Shen Yuechuan?

The difference is that Shen Yuechuan is not afraid of the disease itself, but afraid that his departure will bring pain to the people around him.

Therefore, he not only stimulated Xiao Yunyun to give up on him, but also refused to get close to her, her biological mother.

Shen Yuechuan privately thought that as long as there was no emotion, his departure would be nothing to them. Even if that day does come, it will only be like a pebble being thrown into the surface of a calm lake, and after the ripples are spread out in circles, it will soon return to calm.

In fact, after knowing his condition, Shen Yuechuan has been thinking about her and Xiao Yunyun.

Su Yunjin covered her face with her hands and suddenly burst into tears.

Even when she saw Jiang Ye so thin that she couldn't become a human, she didn't feel so sad and sad.

"Ma'am," a passing nurse stopped to look at Su Yunjin, "can I help you with anything?" ”

Su Yunjin waved his hand: "I'm fine, thank you." ”

The people who enter and leave this hospital are not weak in economic strength, and judging from Su Yunjin's dress, the nurse can conclude that this is a woman with a successful career.

But in the face of illness, everyone is equally vulnerable, and the nurse can't be sure if Su Yunjin has a family member who is sick or if there is something wrong with her own body, so she just handed her a tissue, and then walked away silently.

Su Yunjin wiped away her tears and walked to Henry's office.

At this time, the conversation between Henry and Shen Yuechuan had just ended, and when he saw Su Yunjin, Henry smiled: "You came just in time, I was just going to take Yuechuan for an examination." ”

Su Yunjin nodded: "I'll accompany him." ”

The wrinkles at the corners of Henry's mouth curled deeper, and he and his assistant led Shen Yuechuan to the examination room for the first inspection item, with Su Yunjin following behind them.

Shen Yuechuan asked, all the inspection items added up, it probably took more than two hours.

This is simply bad news for Shen Yuechuan, who lacks patience.

But no matter how reluctant she was, she still had to undergo one examination after another, some of which he had heard of, some of which he had never heard of, some of which Henry had done himself, some of which had been done by assistants......

After more than ten years, Shen Yuechuan once again tasted the taste of being "at the mercy" of others.

Although it was the doctor who "manipulated" him this time, and the doctor did not have any malicious intent, he still had to emphasize that this feeling was not good at all.

The only thing that Shen Yuechuan can accept is probably Su Yunjin's gentle and considerate companionship.

There are too many items to check, and he has to run up and down for several floors, Su Yunjin has been following, without saying a single tired word, and helping him fill in some information.

For each project, Su Yunjin communicated with Henry, asking about the purpose of the inspection of the project and how long it would take.

It's not that Shen Yuechuan hasn't been in the hospital, but he has always been alone.

One person registers, one person faces the doctor, and one person pays the fee to get the medicine.

He never felt anything, after all, he was not a fragile little girl, and he didn't need the company of relatives or friends.

Now he knows that there is a loved one by his side, even if she can't help you share the pain, but it is still different from the state of a person.

As the saying goes, it's great that one person can solve all problems, but with friends and family by your side, you're never lonely.

Moreover, the peace of mind that is not afraid even if something happens temporarily will never come there when you are alone.

Two hours later, Henry told Shen Yuechuan that the examination was complete.

Shen Yuechuan let out a long sigh of relief: "When will I get the results?" ”

"Wait patiently for two days." Henry patted Shen Yuechuan on the shoulder, "This time, I want to take my time with the same care, don't be in a hurry." Believe in medicine, believe me, OK? ”

Shen Yuechuan had no choice but to smile and nod.

"Alright." Henry said, "You can go." Go for a meal or a cup of coffee, it's a good choice. ”

Out of the outpatient department building, Shen Yuechuan stopped and looked at Su Yunjin: "Let's eat together." ”

Su Yunjin raised her eyebrows, but she still tried her best to suppress the excitement in her voice: "Okay." ”

Shen Yuechuan took out his mobile phone: "Do you want to eat Chinese food or Western food?" ”

"Let's eat Chinese." Su Yunjin's tone revealed helplessness, "In the past ten years abroad, I have been tired of eating Western food. If you want to eat authentic Chinese food, you have to drive a long way. Such convenient conditions in the country, do not take advantage of it. ”

Shen Yuechuan didn't care, hearing Su Yunjin say this, he made a call to Chasing Yueju and asked the manager to temporarily arrange a position for two people for him.

In the interval between calls, Shen Yuechuan had already driven the car out of the garage, he parked the car, and came down to open the car door for Su Yunjin.

The hospital is not very far from Chasing the Moon Residence, less than thirty minutes, Shen Yuechuan's car was parked in front of the Chasing Moon Residence, and a waiter came up to open the car door and led Shen Yuechuan and Su Yunjin into the restaurant.

After taking a seat, Shen Yuechuan handed the menu to Su Yunjin, but Su Yunjin didn't look at it much, and blurted out a few dishes.

Shen Yuechuan noticed that Su Yunjin ordered all the century-old signature dishes of this restaurant, which had been on the menu since the restaurant opened for business, and felt a little strange.

Su Yunjin seemed to see through Shen Yuechuan's doubts, and said with a smile: "This is my favorite tea restaurant, I haven't eaten it for many years, but I still remember the taste and dishes here." ”

As if caught in a memory, she paused before she continued, "Back then, I told your father about this restaurant. We made an appointment that after graduation and returning home, we would come to eat the signature dishes here. ”

After speaking, Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan, and his eyes became a little misty - Shen Yuechuan really looked like Jiang Ye.

The only difference, perhaps, is temperament.

Jiang Ye back then gave people a clean and comfortable feeling, without any threat, and the gentleman made people want to get close involuntarily.

Shen Yuechuan is the complete opposite, he is frivolous and elegant, like an unruly wind, he will not take root anywhere, and girls should have avoided him.

Fatal is fate, his facial features are too good, superior conditions give him a fatal attraction, his words and deeds, gestures, are exuding a strong attraction, people can't help but focus on him.

No wonder that calm and rational like Xiao Yunyun have not escaped the palm of Shen Yuechuan's hand, just like Su Yunjin has never been able to forget Jiang Ye in his life.

Su Yunjin's smile seeped into a trace of bitterness: "It's a pity that he didn't taste the old signature dish here in the end, his taste has always been very light, so I like the dishes of this cuisine very much......"

Shen Yuechuan thought for a while and asked, "When he left, was it painful?" ”

“……”

“……”

"Nope." Su Yunjin said, "When he left, you were in his arms, and I was by his side." He should have only regrets, no pain. ”

Something was churning violently in Shen Yuechuan's heart, and he lowered his eyes, trying to control himself from imagining that picture.

He asked the wrong person, when his father left, the person who was in pain should be Su Yunjin.

Su Yunjin wiped away the tears that flowed from the corners of her eyes, took out a blue envelope from her bag and handed it to Shen Yuechuan.

Born in the Internet era, Shen Yuechuan has not received a paper letter for more than ten years, and can't help asking: "What is this?" ”

"Your father left you." Su Yunjin said, "Before he left, he left two letters with Henry. One is mine. This ...... He told Henry to tell me that he would give it to you when you were eighteen. Sorry for being so late. ”

Shen Yuechuan took the letter, the palm-sized thing was less than a centimeter thick, and he held it in his hand, but he felt that it weighed a thousand catties.

This is the only connection between him and his father, whom he has never met.

"I don't know what he told you in the letter." For so many years, Su Yunjin has never opened this letter, "I'm afraid that he will blame me for abandoning you, so I never dare to read it." ”

Shen Yuechuan accepted the letter as if he had collected some crucial object: "I really don't blame you for choosing to give up on me back then, and you don't need to blame yourself." ”

"......" Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan, wanting to say something, but couldn't say anything.

"In that case, it's best for you to give up on me." Shen Yuechuan said, "Otherwise, I don't know where I will be sent by Su Hongyuan, and it is impossible to know Bo Yan and Mu Qi." My life may be worse than in an orphanage. ”

Su Yunjin asked in a trembling voice: "Do you really think so?" ”

"That's right." Shen Yuechuan said, "When I was young, I did blame you, and even hated you and my father. But now, I've let it go, and you don't need to take it to heart anymore, I'm serious. ”

Su Yunjin still didn't hold back, tears burst out of her eyes.

She held a tissue and kept wiping the tears rolling from the corners of her eyes, but the tears seemed to never be wiped away, and finally, she simply covered her face with her hands, and the tissue pressed against her eyes.

The abandonment of Shen Yuechuan has always been a knot in Su Yunjin's heart.

For so many years, this knot has been tied in her heart, never seeing the light of day, but it has maintained a fresh vitality, tightening from time to time, making her feel a sharp pain, which makes her regret and sadness more than Jiang Ye's departure.

Under this inhuman mental torture, nightmares haunted Su Yunjin all year round, and she always dreamed of Jiang Ye, or Shen Yuechuan when she was just born.

She dreamed that Jiang Ye accused her of not even taking good care of their only child. Shen Yuechuan, who dreamed that he was still a baby, grew up little by little, but he told her word by word that he would hate her for the rest of his life and would never forgive her.

Su Yunjin once thought that she would never have a chance to make amends, and she would never be forgiven by her children.

So for so many years, she didn't even dare to try to find Shen Yuechuan.

It wasn't until she received a call from Henry that she suddenly realized that she couldn't be so irresponsible, and she couldn't let her child repeat Jiang Ye's tragedy just because of her fear.

Later, she began to look for Shen Yuechuan, but Lu Boyan intended to protect Shen Yuechuan's information, and she searched all the orphanages in the United States but found nothing.

But the god of luck is still willing to favor her, and in order to participate in Su Yicheng's wedding, she set foot in her homeland after more than 20 years of absence.

As soon as she left the airport, she found her only son in the most familiar place......