Although Liu Shimeng is Su Jin's girl, she has a poetic and gentle name, and they all say that Su Jin's girl is gentle and tactful, but Liu Shimeng's bones are stubborn and unyielding.

Although the man treats her and her brother very well, the stubborn Liu Shimeng never wants to call him father, because in her heart there is only the father who loves to draw and smiles kindly.

If they can compromise, maybe everything in the future will not be different, and maybe even without Liu Shimeng's stubborn existence, their future will change.

For the first time, the man showed a terrifying face, and in Liu Shimeng's memory, he had never seen such a terrifying and hideous face.

The man was full of alcohol, and at first he had a disagreement with his mother, but then for some reason, he actually hit his mother, and Liu Shimeng and his younger brother shrank together crying.

She was angry, angry, but she didn't know what to do but cry.

Liu Shimeng felt desperate for the first time, and for the first time, she was scared, and the man beat her, pointed at her nose and scolded.

It wasn't until that day that she knew why her father had left them, and she fell in love with a young teacher at their school, abandoning her family and their mother and son for love.

Liu Shimeng couldn't believe it, couldn't believe that her beloved father, who smiled at her, taught her to draw, and taught her to be a man, actually cheated.

Liu Shimeng's heart was cold, she didn't know how to hate at that time, but as time passed, her hatred for her father became deeper and deeper, and finally unforgettable.

The man apologized to his mother every time he woke up, cried bitterly, and begged Liu Shimeng and his younger brother for forgiveness, and such a thing would never happen again.

However, a man's words are like a meteor streaked across the night sky, and they have disappeared before they have time to make a wish.

Later in life, Liu Shimeng's mother and son entered a nightmarish life, even if the mother was a literate woman, she could not escape from the clutches of demons.

Later, my mother injured her body because of an accident, and from then on she used medicine to maintain her life, and when men were in a good mood, they would treat them very well, but if they drank alcohol, they would immediately become devils, and their mother's world was broken, and their sister and brother's world was also broken.

Liu Shimeng's young heart was full of terror and darkness, domestic violence, poverty, fear, and timidity became the shadow of her childhood, and the only beautiful thing was the knowledge that her father taught her, painting and writing became the best time of her gray childhood.

During World War II, foreign farmers loved blue roses, and the varieties of blue roses were rare, and the farmers took care of them, but the arrival of the enemy disturbed his quiet life, destroyed his garden, and snatched the flower seedlings.

In order to prevent the enemy from succeeding, the farmer destroyed the blue roses and was ruined, but fortunately the farmer saved his life, although he was scarred, at least alive.

Yet his heart died, his garden, his beloved blue rose was gone, and he was almost desperate and bedridden.

When he thought that beauty did not exist, life gave him another unexpected surprise, and a weak flower seedling grew out of the ruins, which grew bigger and bigger as time passed, and the farmer saw this healthy seedling by chance, which was a seedling of a blue rose.

The farmer was overjoyed, he carefully lay down next to the flower seedling to check, tears flowed from his cloudy eyes, the seedling bloomed blue roses, and the farmer gradually recovered.

Liu Shimeng is like this smashed flower seedling, thinking that there is no hope of life, but she is reborn in a desperate situation and blooms beautifully.

When she was almost ten years old, she began to take care of her younger brother and help her mother wash and calculate.

Time passed little by little, Liu Shimeng grew up, she didn't know how to spend her childhood, she didn't know how to spend her middle school and high school life, in her impression of hard work and violence always existed, but violence and escape became the goal of her life.

After she stepped into college, her mother tearfully told her that although her stepfather had a bad temper, he still had to be grateful for raising Liu Shimeng and his younger brother.

Liu Shimeng didn't understand, and she didn't want to admit it, because while her stepfather raised them, he also caused them a lifelong shadow, if it weren't for her stubbornness and her mother's persistence, she might not be where she is today, so Liu Shimeng hates her stepfather in her heart.

Liu Shimeng was admitted to Sujin University of the Arts, and her university life was full of new hope, which was the beginning of her new life.

She travels in the paradise of art, although she needs to work part-time to earn tuition, she still feels relaxed, at least she doesn't smell alcohol, there is no violence, she doesn't have to be afraid, she doesn't have to be beaten anymore, and her excellent grades bring her a scholarship.

In college, Liu Shimeng's personality is not very cheerful, she doesn't like to talk, she doesn't like to make friends, and she is even a little sensitive.

Although she is a talented girl in the eyes of her classmates, her inner timidity and inferiority complex make her always lack a sense of security, dare not trust others, and are incompatible with everyone, loneliness and loneliness have been wandering in her soul until the appearance of amusement.

The advent of amusement brought sunshine.

Liu Shimeng is a well-known talented woman in the age group, and there are countless people who pursue her, but she has never been able to open her heart, she is timid and even hostile to men, and she will never accept anyone's love letters or confessions.

Boys will say behind her back that she is a lotus flower that comes out of the mud and is not stained, which can only be viewed from a distance and cannot be blasphemed.

Amusement he has a bold temperament, full of vitality, and there is a kind of elegance in his bones, and there is a kind of northern man's righteousness to cover the sky, he treats Liu Shimeng really well, but he is always the same as other boys, carefully guarded, and even looked at each other from afar.

Until one day, Liu Shimeng had a severe cold, returned from a part-time job at night, and walked staggering on the way back to the school dormitory alone, she was top-heavy, hot all over, and her heart was shivering.

The house leak happened to rain overnight, and the prodigal son wandering on the street saw a lonely beauty, so he naturally would not let it go, no matter where it was, there would always be such a group of teenagers.

They are rebellious, rebellious, and violent, they surround Liu Shimeng for fun, how can she have the strength to resist, she cries and begs them to let her go, but such a prodigal son has long lost his mind.

Liu Shimeng thought that he was finished, and his life would be ruined on this terrible night, but Yule appeared on this heart-rending night, he jumped over frantically and pulled away the prodigal sons, Yule had never fought, but at this time he had no choice but to let his beloved girl be insulted.

He tried his best to pull away the prodigal sons, and firmly protected Liu Shimeng with his body, maybe this was the first time that Yule had fought in this life, and the strength of one person was difficult to defeat four hands, and in the end Yule was beaten by the group.

The prodigal son was stunned by the action of Amusement, which seemed to them to be an idol drama, but the script of the idol drama pulled them back to reality, if they really violated this girl, the punishment was to go to prison, and it was not worth it for a girl, so they beat Amusement hard and left.

Yu Le protected Liu Shimeng in his arms from beginning to end, Liu Shimeng looked at Yu Le with a blue nose and swollen face with tears in her eyes, and cried again, Yu Le endured the pain and took off her coat, wrapped Liu Shimeng tightly, and then helped her to leave.

They didn't go back to the school dormitory that night, but went to the hospital, because Liu Shimeng had a severe cold, was frightened, and was close to a coma, Yule could only send her to the hospital, he stayed by Liu Shimeng's side all night and paid the hospitalization fee for her.

Liu Shimeng never thought that there would be such a man who could risk his life to protect her, and in her memory she hated men because of the harm her father and stepfather brought her.

Amusement is like the sunshine in spring, which warms Liu Shimeng's sensitive and timid heart, and gives her unprecedented touch, as well as the sense of security she once lost.

Since that incident, Liu Shimeng began to notice Yule, who has a cheerful personality, humor, excellent grades, can draw a good hand, and mingles with his classmates.

Of course, Yu Le no longer forbears Liu Shimeng, but pursues it boldly, he declares to everyone that he is in love with Liu Shimeng, and he wants to protect her for the rest of his life, and she will not marry in this life.

Maybe she needs love too much, Liu Shimeng's world is too lacking in men's love, and after struggling for a while, she accepted Yule's confession again with tears in her eyes.

When she fell in love, Liu Shimeng knew how beautiful youth is, how perfect amusement is, and there are sunny boys like Amusement in this world.

Yule is an angel sent by heaven to save Liu Shimeng in the dark.

The appearance of Yule made her understand that not all men are bad, like her dad and stepfather, and good men like Yule.

Almost all of the college time is tied to Amusement, Liu Shimeng's personality has also become cheerful, Amusement took Liu Shimeng to communicate with classmates, participate in various group meetings, and silently accompany her when she was lost, comforting her.

Yule's painting is better than Liu Shimeng's, she studies modestly, Yule likes to call her a little fool, let her not work hard, take care of her body, the future is still long.

Yule's biggest wish is to go to the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain to paint, he wants to sit at the foot of the mountain, paint with Liu Shimeng, paint the majesty of the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, and paint the holiness and affection of the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain.

He also wants to go to the wisteria wonderland to see, how beautiful is the wisteria tunnel, like a dream or a fantasy?

I want to climb the mountain that is very popular on the Internet, and stand on the top of the mountain to feel the sky.

I really want to stay in the homestay of the troubled couple who are hidden in the mountains, and listen to their beautiful and touching love story.

They rode bicycles countless times, carried sketchpads to beautiful places to sketch, depicted the beautiful world in their hearts, and then lay head to head on the green grass and watched the blue sky.

Liu Shimeng will naughtily run after the butterfly, telling the amusement that it is not the butterfly that is flying, but Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai.

Yule sincerely loves Liu Shimeng, and almost gives her all the tenderness and delicacy in his heart, and he cares about Liu Shimeng all the time.

Liu Shimeng works part-time, he also accompanies her part-time job, and all the money he earns pays Liu Shimeng's tuition.

Liu Shimeng knew that Amusement's family was not short of money, and such a young master could deign to accompany her to work, which was really wronged, but she couldn't give up her part-time job to make money, she still needed to pay her brother's tuition, and she couldn't accept the money that Amusement gave her, after all, Liu Shimeng was a self-respecting and sensitive girl.

Yule understands Liu Shimeng, never does anything she hates, and takes care of her with a warm heart.

The author has something to say: I attached all the good things to Amusement and made up a perfect good boyfriend in all aspects in a flawless way, so as to make up for Liu Shimeng's shortcomings.

Amusement is such a perfect good boy, maybe the teenager in his youth, his heart is perfect and pure, the world is not without such an empathetic good boy as Amusement, but the complex society has changed people's original intention, if you meet such a boy as Amusement must be cherished.