Chapter 9: Loneliness and Loneliness
Zeng Lihua and Liu Shimeng met unexpectedly on the street, met again, and walked all the way, they were two strange travelers, but one morning broke the distance between such strangers.
They are both southerners and passers-by in Qingping, but they all have their own reasons to stay in this cold and snowy north.
It's just that one is to forget the past, and the other is to protect the past, but they have something in common, they are both scarred people, and they are all people who are surrounded by loneliness and loneliness.
When he met Liu Shimeng, Zeng Lihua's heart didn't seem to be so lonely, maybe he was lonely, but he wasn't lonely, because every morning there was an expectation, which made his heart full of warmth, and he didn't know if he should have such warmth, after all, the scars of the past left a shadow in his heart.
Liu Shimeng was dressed thickly, smiling and standing next to Zeng Lihua, still wearing a white beanie, a white down jacket, a white scarf, long black hair, and black boots, leaving a beautiful scenery in this hurried morning.
"Hey! You're ahead of me today! Are you waiting for this? Liu Shimeng smiled playfully, showing the magic weapon "milk tea" in his hand.
"It's you're two minutes late today, okay! Liu Shimeng, who knows me! Zeng Lihua looked at the milk tea handed over by Liu Shimeng, and his heart was a little warmer.
"Haha! I don't make sense, thank you for your warm baby! Liu Shimeng patted the warm treasure on her hand.
"I'm not good at sycophancy, but I'm good at complimenting people!"
"It turns out that educated people justify themselves like this?"
"Haha......"
"It's so cold, and I feel less and less like getting out of bed and leaving the warm bed!" Liu Shimeng sighed.
"Each other, who wants to get out of the warm quilt on such a cold day and walk for half an hour to work!" Zeng Lihua said with a smile.
The green light was on, and the two of them walked side by side in the crowd, Zeng was tall from the painting, and Liu Shimeng only reached his shoulder, which looked like such a match.
"Haha! The people who can appear on the road at this point on a snowy day are all people who are forced by life! Liu Shimeng quipped.
Zeng Lihua glanced at Liu Shimeng, although he couldn't see her whole face clearly, he could still feel the smile on her face.
"That's a good fit for me at this moment, but this beautiful gardener must be working happily, so it's not hard to get up, right?" Zeng Lihua teased.
"Even though I'm a little gardener, it's hard to get out of bed because I love sleeping! However, for the sake of the so-called dream, I can only give up the time to sleep! Busy like a little bee! Liu Shimeng smiled and smiled sweetly.
"I guess you don't like to go to bed early!" Zeng left the painting road.
"Why?" Liu Shimeng raised her eyebrows and said.
"Because we young people are all staying up late, there are very few people who can go to bed early!" Zeng left the painting road.
"What you said makes sense, it's not that you don't like to go to bed early, but you can't sleep! Count the seconds under the lamp before you fall asleep! Liu Shimeng's eyelids drooped, and a trace of sadness flashed in her eyes.
Zeng Lihua likes her eyes, because the girl who covers her tightly can only see her eyes clearly.
Her eyes were beautiful, but not shiny, but a kind of eyes with deep meaning, which seemed to contain many secrets.
When Zeng Lihua saw her teary eyes for the first time, he was moved, what kind of story should a girl with such eyes have?
"Haha! Little fool, girls are made of water, and they must go to bed early at the specified time, otherwise the body will not be able to bear it! "I have left the painting.
Liu Shimeng stopped and glanced at him.
"What's wrong?" Zeng Lihua looked at Liu Shimeng suspiciously.
"It's okay, can you repeat what you just said?" Liu Shimeng said.
"Be sure to go to bed early, otherwise it will hurt your body! Especially girls who love beauty! Zeng Lihua said again.
"Not that!" Liu Shimeng's voice raised slightly.
"Which one? The girl is made of water, little fool ............" Zeng Lihua also seemed to be stunned, he remembered that this sentence seemed familiar, and he once said this about the school sister.
"You say I'm a little fool, made of water?" Liu Shimeng's voice seemed to tremble a little.
"Little fool, look at you staying up so late again, learning endlessly, it's not for you to learn the Fa, don't you know that girls are made of water? Staying up late like this will hurt your body! This sentence is what You Le said on Liu Shimeng's forehead before his death.
Time has passed, people have been gone for a long time, and she thought that no one would ever call her that again, and no one would care about her again, but today this sentence came from the mouth of a stranger.
Liu Shimeng's eyes were moist, and the wound in her heart seemed to be cracked again.
"What's wrong with you? I'm sorry, I'm not scolding you, don't you mind! ”
Zeng Lihua saw Liu Shimeng's appearance, his heart was very nervous, thinking that he had said the wrong thing, after all, the word "fool" could not be said to anyone at will.
Liu Shimeng came back to her senses after a while, looked at Zeng Lihua and smiled: It's okay, it has nothing to do with you, thank you for your concern! ”
"You look like a funny guy!" This sentence suddenly came out of Liu Shimeng's mouth.
Zeng Lihua is still wearing a thick black down jacket today, wearing a black beanie hat, still wearing the woolen scarf, and he is so tall, but even if he is dressed as a bear, he can't hide the elegance exuded by him, he looks like a noble and warm person, but there is a layer of loneliness and loneliness around him.
"This lady, your vision is not good, I am a very boring man, and my friend is lonely and lonely!" Zeng Lihua laughed at himself.
"To degrade yourself so much, who in this world is not lonely and lonely? But I don't feel that loneliness and loneliness are derogatory terms, nor are they sad words, loneliness and loneliness can clear the heart and heal! Liu Shimeng said.
"It's understandable, you go on!" Zeng Lihua said with a smile.
"When a person looks at this piece of snow, some people will think that they are lonely, but they don't know that only when they look at this piece of snow can they see the charm, so a person looking at a scenery does not mean that he must be lonely!"
Liu Shimeng looked at the poplar trees covered with snow in the distance, and said it to Zeng Lihua, but she felt that she was talking to herself.
Life without amusement is always lonely and lonely, and only by devoting herself to painting and integrating into children can she feel that she is alive and her heart is hot.
"Miss Liu understands thoroughly, loneliness and loneliness are not necessarily bad, but it is really lonely, a pot of wine among the flowers, drinking alone without a blind date, raising a glass to invite the bright moon, and the three of them (drawing on Li Bai's "Drinking Alone Under the Moon)" "Zeng Lihua thought of his home, thought of those who wanted to blur the past, and the faint thoughts in his heart.
"Sir, it's morning, there is no moon and stars, no wine, only a patch of snow and cars, and we are talking about such a heavy topic early in the morning, it seems that we are all boring people!" Liu Shimeng said with a smile.
"Yes! It's all my fault, Liu Shimeng is in trouble! Zeng Lihua quipped.
Liu Shimeng used her beautiful eyes to give Zeng Li a beautiful white eye.
"Then I also think you must be an interesting person, at least in my cognition, you write good poetry, you must like to read!" Liu Shimeng said again.
"I think Miss Liu must be a cute girl too!" Zeng left the painting road.
"Why? Maybe you're looking at people wrong! Liu Shimeng smiled.
"How so? Because you praised my poems, I believe that you must be a cute and understanding girl, and no one has praised me for a long time except you, and they only say sour! "I have left the painting.
"Sour scholar? Ha ha! Liu Shimeng smiled happily.
"Yes, yes!" Zeng Lihua shook his head.
"The heart of a poet is lonely, isn't it? If you weren't lonely, how could you write poetry? For example, the poet fairy Li Taibai's "Silent Night Thoughts", the bright moonlight in front of the bed is ......, which is very easy to understand, because I feel lonely and lonely, I think of my hometown, thousands of miles together, the moon is the most representative, so I use the moon to render his inner emotions, so I have always felt that the poet is lonely and lonely! ”
Zeng Lihua looked at Liu Shimeng, and felt more and more that she resonated with herself.
"Maybe the poet is indeed lonely! Because it is out of place, no one can understand it, and there are feelings deep in your heart! Zeng Lihua said lightly.
"People who don't fit in don't mean they're bad, it's just a matter of character, I personally think that life belongs to you, as long as you understand that you're a good person, there are so many people in the world, how can you be happy by everyone?" Liu Shimeng said.
"What Miss Liu Shimeng said is extremely true, Zeng Mou's mouth suddenly opened!" Zeng Lihua said with a smile.
"The children can be taught!" Liu Shimeng almost laughed, as bright as a pear blossom blooming in spring.
Liu Shimeng said and stopped talking, and the two of them returned to their previous silence at the same time, and she handed him the other earphone.
Zeng Lihua was infected by Liu Shimeng's smile, his heart was full of happiness, and he took the headphones and inserted them into his ears.
"Life will not be different without me, life is too rushed, I am so scared that my eyes are always hazy with tears, I have no pain when I forget me, and the past remains in the wind (borrowing from the lyrics of "When Love Has Become a Thing of the Past", it is not plagiarism, but I feel that Liu Shimeng and Zeng Lihua need to forget the past and start a new life I really can't think of any other song that is more suitable for them, only this song is very meaningful, I am my brother's loyal fan sister. )
The melody of "When Love Is a Thing of the Past" lingered in their ears and hearts, and they walked side by side, walking the same steps, and their eyes were the same as the poplar trees and passing cars in the distance.
Zeng Lihua looked at Liu Shimeng, who was listening attentively, he knew that from now on, he would not feel lonely again, because people who are also lonely can heal each other, maybe he should forget the past and start a new life, just like this song, forget the past so that there will be no more pain.