deliberately

"He's a scoundrel indeed. ”

Bei Bei carefully recalled Shao Baige's words, chewing densely between her lips and teeth, she raised her head to look at him, her eyes were as clear as a lake over the water, she twitched the corners of her lips slightly, that was really a well-deserved word, only it was the most suitable for Peng Cheng.

"But my feelings are with him, and I want to say no, but my heart ...... Not in my heart. He is a scoundrel and I like him, there is nothing worth it or not, it is not that he is worth it or not, he is not worth it, what can he do? I can't help myself in short, maybe I can only see that he is a brute earlier, and then stay away from him. ”

"Why do you want to let yourself continue to love such a person?" Shao Baige finally broke the restrained temperament of Sven, who had returned to the country, and he was also very entangled in why Bei Bei had to do this, her friend was so worthy of his cherishment, he couldn't understand where the difficulties she faced were, in front of him, it was obviously a smooth road.

"You can find someone to fill in, and everything will be fine. He said suddenly, and only then did he begin to think about it for a while, and seemed to feel that it was not safe.

"No, the thoughts in people's hearts can't help anyone, not even myself, besides, I don't want to choose an easy path because he is a beast, that's not right, it's unfair to others, it's also for myself, and I can't do it, if true love is painful, then why impose it on others. ”

Shao Baige sat back in his chair dejectedly, this kind of conversation made him tired, and the donkey's lips were not at the horse's mouth. He didn't know what else he could say, and finally he found a sentence: "How do you know that for others, it is imposed?"

This was a bit of a surprise, Bei Bei looked at him for a long time, she was confused, she was thinking, and then she became firm. The way she stared at him became empowering: "At least I have felt that with someone who doesn't love you, the more you love him, the more painful your heart becomes." ”

——

More than half a month later, Bei Bei opened QQ, and she saw Peng Cheng's messages, not too many, only three, all of which were sent a long time ago.

During this time, her heart had never been calm, and she didn't even care about those three pieces of information, although she believed it herself, but it was not true. But what is controlled by rational intelligence is not true love, isn't it? That backfires, even the same as Peng Cheng, Beibei's behavior is contrary to her uncontrollable heart, she ignores those three pieces of information, but that is not enough.

Although she didn't want to know herself, she more or less still expected Peng Cheng to leave a message for herself, and it was precisely because of this that she would shrink and open QQ, didn't she? She prepared in front of the computer for a long time, it was a sunny day, there was no one in the office, the wind and sand in the wilderness stopped for a rare day, she hesitated, opened QQ, entered the password, after a long time of preparation, it was a good day to do something mysterious, no one came to disturb her, she lowered her head and spat fiercely.

Maybe Peng Cheng has forgotten the message from so long ago! Everything is different! The metaphysical neglect has not eliminated the speculation in her heart, three days later, Bei Bei finally gave up, Peng Cheng could not and will not leave a message for himself again.

——

For everyone, the world shows its body, but it is different, some people can only see its beautiful face, some people see its anger, and worse, some people see what they see, even they can't tell the difference, it is dirty, dirty, incredible, the same world, in its embrace, we will eventually become different selves, and different people.

Shao Baige gave Bei Bei Bei's mobile phone, she refused to accept it, until one day he got a nine-story new Samsung phone and gave it to Bei Bei and said: "Three hundred yuan to sell you, do you want to?" He deliberately said quite relaxedly, very cautious not to make Bei Bei feel uncomfortable, he didn't look at her, went around to the back of the desk, turned his back to her and tilted his head on the sofa chair, but didn't turn back for a long time, he was waiting for her reply.

Bei Bei took it, the phone was still very new, almost brand new, she stared at him, watching him walk around awkwardly: "Really? Then you can accompany me, you don't have to help me like this." ”

This was obviously very unexpected, he turned his head to look at her, smiled lightly, put his hand into the pocket of his jacket, took out his iPhone, and put it on the table: "No film, I heard that you are well pasted, look at you." ”

Bei Bei seemed to sigh slightly, this is not good for no reason, she looked at the phone and pondered for a long time: "Okay, then thank you for helping me, I appreciate it." ”

——

Everything seemed to be in Peng Cheng's control, and he called the day after Bei Bei turned on the phone, but the girl didn't answer with a cold look.

Hearing the ringback tone, Peng Cheng almost didn't believe his ears at this moment, he took the phone a little farther away, and leaned in to listen again, hum, it was really a ringback tone.

For a few days, Peng Cheng felt that Bei Bei would not turn on the phone, and he felt that she had basically changed her mobile phone number, which made him feel afraid. He thought of a lot of possible ways to find her, but the feasibility didn't seem to be strong, and in the end he decided to call first. He has to keep calling, as long as Beibei's mobile phone is not down, he will make a call every day, maybe he will really get through.

Although he knew that it was impossible for them to go back, now, Song Xiangnan could no longer be eliminated from the two of them. But he had to, he thought, convinced that he was going to go back to Bebe and be with her. It's an interesting autosuggestion that only works best in front of Babe, and in all the other scenes, he looks like a failed man, and it's all bad as far as the eye can see. His heart was transparent, but he was urged by thoughts and couldn't stop.

"Husband, don't play, don't be like this, don't gamble as soon as you get angry with me. ”

No matter how many text messages Xiang Nan sent, Peng Cheng would not pay attention to him, and she would never want to find him. The young man stood in front of the windlass, rubbing too many grates with his fingers, and it was pitch black. He was always inconsistent, and the gap between desire and reality would give him a stick from time to time, which was what he was most familiar with, and now he couldn't find any excuse to explain why he wanted to play this kind of thing. He held the machine in his hand, and the remaining chips were going to be lost soon, and soon, it wouldn't take long for him to contact Xiang Nan, so let her wait a little longer.

He knew that she did it on purpose, she deliberately didn't answer the phone, Peng Cheng's brain was a little watery, and he began to dial one after another, non-stop. "Babe won't answer the phone. He knew that she did it on purpose, it was terrible, Peng Cheng felt that the girl's heart was fleeing from him, which made him want to die, so he sent a message, which was a small-scale blackmail: "I'll look for you in your unit, and I'll call you when I get there." ”

Two hours after the message was sent, Peng Cheng called again.

"Huh?"