Chapter 164: A dilemma
My son, who has grown so big.
When Ling Yi'an heard this, he couldn't believe his ears. Although things have now developed to such a point, he should have a number in his heart. It's just that when this sentence really rings in my ears...... He was still a little incredulous.
After all, his mother has left him for so many years, and he himself can be said to have no impression of his mother at all. Although what this person said seemed to be reasonable and reasonable, with his own consciousness, Ling Yi'an still felt that what this person said could not be blindly believed.
What if one day, I could see some portraits of my mother, or some descriptive ancient books...... More or less, can have some judgment of their own...... It's just that it's really not something that can be decided so casually these days...... He had to figure out some of that...... If he can't figure it out, he will spend the rest of his life in such a situation forever, with self-blame, doubts and guilt.
That's not what he wants, and that's not what he's here for...... However, to be honest, if her mother is still here, whether it is a person or something else, as long as she can be by her side, Ling Yi'an will feel ...... How much less tired it is...... Isn't it a good thing to have someone to talk to?
It's just that this is more or less something that I need time to digest...... After all, he is a person who has left his side since he was a child, he can't force his mother to bring him much warmth, he just wants to do something if their mother and son can work together in the future...... That's great, too......
If you can't do these things yourself...... Not to mention anything else, the struggle for power. It's not that he doesn't want to defeat Ling Huanyu, it's not that he doesn't want to seek justice for his past...... It's just that after so many years, there is no way to verify many things, just simply listen to the evil spirit, or a few words of the woman in front of you whose identity is not very clear, and decide what direction you should develop in the second half of your life.
It's not that he doesn't want revenge, he knows it very well.
Ling Yi'an thought, and then looked at the woman in front of him carefully, with unconcealable suspicion in his eyes...... He really didn't know what this person wanted to do with him.
But...... These things are not something that can be figured out in a day or two, or in a while...... However, if you can't figure it out, you'll have to give it a try...... This is the least respect for this matter, for oneself, for one's past life.
Come to think of it, it's not that he doesn't like to do these things, and it's not that he doesn't want to compete with Ling Huanyu for the throne that a truly powerful person should sit on...... It's just that he's not willing to take risks. Although there is still a lot of things to explore in this world, there are still many things to be done for him...... But let's be honest, if these things are risky, or if they are, they may not work out...... Then I really don't want to take this risk......
After all, the world is impermanent, and no one can predict what will happen in the next second...... In any case, at least he didn't expect it, he was a mortal, an ordinary man...... He doesn't have any special skills, and he can't quite figure out why this group of people, this group of people, have to let themselves do such a thing, and put such a strange and difficult burden on his shoulders......
"What the hell do you think......
After struggling for a long time, Ling Yi'an reluctantly said such a sentence......
Yes, many times, he is a coward, as a person who does not dare to say anything, and who does not dare to do anything well...... He's not a good boy...... If my mother knew that she was such a cowardly character, I am afraid she would be angry......
"I'm not a good talker, and I'm not a bully. The woman pondered for a moment, and then spoke.
Not a good bully...... Somehow, when Ling Yi'an heard this, a cold sweat began to break out on his body.
"You...... What does it mean......"
It's not a bully, so doesn't that mean that you want to bully others...... Isn't it going to bully yourself......
To be honest, Ling Yi'an is not afraid of other things, he is afraid that those supernatural things will entangle his body...... You see, he was originally a little prince, and he couldn't get in the way of anyone else's things at all, didn't he? Even if the emperor ordered him to do this and that, he just wanted to do it well...... In this way, you can more or less exchange for a stable life for a while...... But now, he was first haunted by the evil spirit in his body...... struggled for a long time, and finally found a way to control him...... But he was counterattacked by the evil spirit...... Now, there is no room for maneuver, and he can only become a fish to be chopped in his hands...... Moreover, such a situation is not what you want, nor is it something you can decide...... Yes, when fate played tricks on him, it did not even give him a chance to choose, or rather, it did not even give him a chance to be informed in advance.
Is fate so cruel...... Ling Yi'an sometimes thinks like this...... But to be honest, no matter how much he thinks, he can't come up with a completely correct way...... It can even be said that he is in a dilemma now...... is a situation where there is no room for manoeuvre...... It really made him feel very uncomfortable. It's just that, no matter what, he has to learn to accept it, and in such a situation, do his best to turn this matter around.
Some people may say that this matter has become like this, is there any room for maneuver? But Ling Yi'an doesn't think so, he knows that his fate is definitely not willing to this, if it weren't for this, there would not be so many people around him one after another, right?
"Don't worry, I'm not going to do anything to you, terrible thing. ”
The woman said, then looked at Ling Yi'an, walked and walked, and then walked around behind him, "You should know it in your heart...... Although I don't really understand the reason for all of this now......"
The woman said, looking at her body, suddenly stopped her tone, and then looked at Ling Yi'an, "You, do you really have no impression of me at all?" The tone that was almost pleading, made Ling Yi'an feel a little uncomfortable when he heard it.
But I don't have any other way, after all, I really don't have any impression of this woman...... If there is, then you should be able to recognize it at a glance......
It's a tricky thing to do...... Well, could she be very disappointed in herself...... But even if it is disappointed, there is no way to do it...... If he could, he wanted to make it easier, for example, just let himself go...... Isn't it ...... But God did not fulfill people's wishes, if the matter could be solved so simply and follow his thoughts, perhaps, he would have ended it all early...... He really didn't want to stay in this place for so long if he could...... After all, over the years, I have endured a lot of loneliness and neglect that ordinary people can't experience in their lifetime...... If he could, he wanted to tell his mother all the pressure in the past, and he wanted to pour out all the helplessness in the past...... However, the odds of winning all this are too small, to be honest, he is not sure at all whether he can complete all these things without any tension...... At least not now, now he began to worry when he saw this person who claimed to be his mother...... More or less scared, firstly, because of her identity, and secondly, because of ...... is also because she is a ...... that she can't resist at all. I don't know if it's a soul or something...... In short, he was very scared, and he didn't know what terrible things this woman would do to himself if he gave up on this matter......
"Don't be afraid...... Don't be nervous...... I really wouldn't hurt you...... Do you believe me?"
The woman said, and then looked at Ling Yi'an, her eyes burning, almost with a tone of pleading, which made Ling Yi'an feel even more incredulous......
I have to say that this woman has a kind of magic, her appearance is gorgeous, but when she is affectionate, she is not inferior to those famous dramas...... In a word...... He is a very scary person...... Anyway, it's not a person who can control it.
"I believe you...... Believe ......"
Ling Yi'an responded, almost with a tone of humility to the extreme...... Because he really didn't know what he should do...... What can be done to minimize all the damage caused by everything......
Perhaps, many times, many things are not what you want, but there is no way, you have to go through all this, you can't say, let go of everything and leave it to others to do......
"Even though we are mother and son, I am only eighteen years old now...... Me and you, the two of us, to be honest, don't seem to have any affection......"
It doesn't seem to be emotional......
This is also very pertinent......