Since you don't have any feelings for yourself......

The two of them, why are they so entangled here, doing nothing, just talking nonsense...... Isn't it very, a waste of time?

Ling Yi'an didn't know what this woman thought, but he did think so, and he did know that the woman could read his thoughts...... Since that's the case, then it should, and she doesn't need to say more, she can more or less understand her own mind, right?

To be honest, when dealing with smart people, you don't have to say it so thoroughly, and others can understand it...... It's really a very worry-free thing...... However, dealing with someone who can read your heart is different...... When dealing with such a person, I often fall into a kind of self-doubt, not knowing whether to trust her or what to do...... It's also possible that you may not be able to deal with people at all...... It's not appropriate to put all this on yourself......

He just has such a problem, he always likes to retreat when the end of the day...... Maybe many times, in such a season, there are some things that are really not suitable for you to do...... After all, I am such a person who is easy to give up when I say I will give up......

"Can you not think about it so much......"

The woman said, leaning over to Ling Yi'an without hesitation, which really startled him.

What do you think so much...... Does he think about it a lot...... Ling Yi'an sighed, to be honest, he was just giving himself a reliable step down for this matter...... After all, no one wants to admit that they are weak, but they often have to admit that they really can't do 100% in the face of these things...... Not to mention how well it is done......

He's so tired, really tired. He didn't know what he had done, why he was born to bear so many things, although these things could bring him some benefits, but to be honest, it was really not what he wanted...... If only I could be born in an ordinary family...... In this way, you will be able to suffer less...... It's not like you're struggling in such a situation, and you don't know what kind of life you want......

"Stupid!"

The woman slapped Ling Yi'an's head fiercely, "How could I give birth to such a cowardly person as you!"

There seemed to be anger in her tone...... Ling Yi'an was beaten, although he was a little unhappy in his heart, but ...... No matter what, he didn't dare to disrespect this woman or lose his temper...... After all, this is his mother, although he is very reluctant to admit that a woman younger than himself will be his mother...... But it's a fact, and he has no way of denying it...... There is no way to take all this into your own hands...... Perhaps, he is such a fate...... In such a situation, he couldn't find any other way to change such a thing than to be secretly angry...... It's really sad......

"I'll let you ...... I'm disappointed......"

Ling Yi'an said, muttering word by word, which made people feel distressed. But there is no way but to endure it silently...... If he could, who would want to be like this? Even if he secretly had some bad thoughts, he couldn't clearly show them...... After all, in such a situation, he is a real weakling, a ...... People who don't have any power to fight back.

He didn't want to admit it, but there was no way, even if he had more regrets and dissatisfaction, he could only endure it...... Bear with it and let yourself not say those things.

"I can't talk about disappointment, I'm just a little helpless. ”

The woman said, and then sat down side by side with Ling Yi'an, like a very ordinary, long-time friend, without the slightest sense of disobedience. But Ling Yi'an didn't think so, he was indeed very nervous, nervous, afraid that he would encounter some accidents...... The palms of his hands were tightly pinched, and he was sweating...... If it weren't for this woman getting so close, maybe I wouldn't have been so nervous and uncomfortable at all......

After all, I don't have any feelings for her...... In my own opinion, I really have nothing to do with her, if it weren't for this incident, maybe I would have fled this place a long time ago...... Isn't it?

He really wants to get out of here, he wants to return to a normal life, not in this place, wasting his time, wasting his youth...... Not only does this not have the slightest effect, but it also makes you hesitant and nervous about the future.

It's not a good deal, is it...... Overall, it's a very uncomfortable and stressful thing. If he could, he really wanted to put an end to these things once and for all...... It's best to never turn him over again......

But this may be the only and last chance to turn the tables on your own...... If you can't even grasp this opportunity, then maybe it's really a very sad thing......

Now and in the future, Ling Yi'an really doesn't know which one he should choose...... If he could, he would like to sleep forever and put it all still...... Wait until one day, wait until one day you have a rest, or when you have the opportunity, and then do it...... If you can...... He really wants to put all this things aside first, and it would be good to have a chance to buffer it......

It's a pity that the sky often doesn't follow people's wishes, which seems to be a very simple thing, but in fact, it is also a difficult thing to do...... To be honest, I only need to do one thing now, and if I can do it, then I am a wise person...... In short, not to be a cowardly coward, not to be a person who is looked down upon by others......

"I sometimes feel that fate is really a magical thing. ”

Destiny?

Ling Yi'an looked at her, and her slightly flickering eyes seemed to have something shiny...... He looked at it and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, but he never had the courage and felt that he couldn't do it...... His hand hung in mid-air...... It's as if the hands have something of their own...... He didn't do anything, just looked at the woman, and finally hesitated and put his hand down.

Say something.

Ling Yi'an thought, and then looked at the clothes on his body that were already dirty...... Although he is not a fine food here, he is more or less living the best life...... will not live a life like his subordinates, who can't even sleep......

Many times, he was thinking about how to make the lives of the soldiers better...... Although they are taking the state's regular silver, although they should more or less contribute to the sky...... However, maybe it's because I'm really a useless person...... Instead of complaining here and never finding a suitable solution to solve it, it is better to think more and see if you can do something practical for them...... Anyway, he just thinks that no matter what, it will be better than the current situation...... If it weren't for themselves, maybe many times, the soldiers would not have ended up in the current situation...... What's more, there are not only themselves on the ship, but also so many residents at the foot of the mountain...... They all gave their lives to themselves...... If you can't be accountable to them, you're too much of a hooligan......

It's just that, many times, my own thoughts are different from other people's ideas...... You think they're tired, but to be honest, they don't feel tired, they feel like that's what they're supposed to do. If you don't let them do it...... Maybe they're not happy in their hearts......

"Ling Yi'an?"

Seeing that he was a little distracted, the woman couldn't help but open her mouth, and a sentence with a tentative tone could be regarded as a wake-up call to Ling Yi'an...... In short, we can't let him be so depraved and decadent...... Perhaps, now, it is time for me to tell him about it.

"I know, you can't listen to what I tell you about the past and the past now. ”

The woman said, and Ling Yi'an couldn't help but nod her head with these words, "You're right...... Although I should have some impression of the past...... But to be honest, I still can't keep these things completely in my heart...... I would even like to ...... if I could. I even want to disappear those troubles in this world...... Even if it costs a lot, I'm willing to do it. ”

"What a fool," said the woman, sighing, playing with the rusty bracelet in her hand, and then looking up, as if intentionally, and unintentionally, "some people say that when you ask what is the situation in the world, you can teach life and death." This seems to be talking about the love between men and women...... However, the family affection that blood is thicker than water seems to be the same......"

The family affection that blood is thicker than water seems to be the same......

Ling Yi'an listened, and somehow, suddenly wanted to cry......

Since he was a child, he was the one who was neglected, but he didn't care about so many things, even if he was facing a completely unfamiliar environment and a group of completely strange people, he wouldn't care about anything...... After all, he has become a habit of neglect, and even if he craves the care of others in his heart, he is not willing to show it......

But this time, he fell.