Chapter 48: Someday
"Do you know the reason why I took care of you," she looked at him seriously, "If you don't know, I can tell you right now that he wants me to change you and make you a normal boy." ”
Seeing the surprised expression on Ye Lingchuan's face, she sighed: "Although I don't like the way you look either, after so many days of getting along, I'm trying to understand you, and I feel that Yue's idea is not suitable." Because I think this is the way you like to live, even if it deviates from the rules of this world, as long as you feel happy and don't hurt others, why not? But today I realized that you may not really like this, so what are you for? ”
In the silent air, only the sound of rain hitting the glass outside the window could be heard. After a long silence, Ye Lingchuan finally hesitated to speak: "You should have heard the story from Yue, I was pushed into the ice pool and almost froze to death. ”
Xiao Yuchen nodded.
"It was also from that time that Yue deliberately kept a distance from me, no longer going to school with me, and not allowing me to call his brother outside."
"That's because ......"
"I probably know why," he shook his head, preventing her from explaining, "Tsuki never told me about it, but I know he thinks it's all his fault that I'm going to have something like that, and he's been blaming himself. After I was discharged from the hospital, he even avoided me like a nervous person, and I hated it, as if I had become a burden and a burden to him.
In fact, I always knew that the real reason why I was bullied was that I was a boy but had a girl's face, and I felt disgusted every time I saw it in the mirror, let alone others. As I was being pushed into the pool, I heard someone shouting, "Disgusting shemales, hurry up and die...... So that incident had nothing to do with Yue at all, and the evidence was that I was still being bullied by other children in the days that followed.
But in the process, I discovered one thing, although absurd but true, when I grew long hair and dressed myself as a girl, others would only treat me as an ordinary girl, and even those boys who loved to bully me became friendly when they looked at me. So even if I don't really like it, even if you all think it's perverted, it's the only way I've found to stop being bullied. ”
"I don't understand," Xiao Yuchen was a little confused when he heard it, "If you don't want to be bullied, you can completely ask Yue to protect you, what's the point of pretending to be a girl against your will?" ”。
"Of course it makes sense!" Ye Lingchuan said excitedly, "At least I can prove to Yue that I am not as weak as he imagined, even if I only rely on my own strength, I can no longer be bullied, so he doesn't have to avoid me at all." I hope that one day, he will be as proud as he was to announce to everyone that I am his brother! ”