Chapter 49: What About the Bugs?

His stubborn expression made Xiao Yuchen feel extremely sad, but he still couldn't agree with his thoughts: "I can understand your feelings, but why do you have to use this way, isn't it good to be direct?" There's no way to look good, and it's good to be masculine in other ways. Wouldn't it be more reassuring to be a strong person so that others dare not look down on you? ”

"And then? What would happen if I really worked hard to become the kind of person you said," Ye Lingchuan smiled bitterly, "Yue will definitely be relieved that I finally don't need his protection, and then leave me with peace of mind, just like I once entrusted me to my parents with peace of mind, no longer worry about me, and I won't rush back to accompany me because I'm afraid of the night...... I don't want that! For me, as long as the moon can be by my side, even if I am a coward for the rest of my life, even if I will always be ridiculed by you in women's clothes, it doesn't matter, because the moon is the most important thing! ”

Xiao Yuchen looked at him stunned, and there was a faint sound of sad sobbing somewhere in his heart, and the sound became louder and louder, and finally broke through the long-sealed memory and erupted.

"You are afraid that if you change, Zhou Zimeng will no longer hide you behind you, and you are afraid that if you change, he will never protect you again. But you know what, you're just enjoying special treatment as a weakling? It's pitiful, such a dark thought like a weak bug. ”

"What about bugs, what about weakness!" Four years ago, she cried helplessly, "No matter how ugly it looks to stay by Zhou Zimeng's side, I will feel very happy!" Isn't that too much, all I want is to stay with him! ”

She finally remembered that she had said the same stupid and ridiculous thing about her weak and useless self.

"It's really pathetic," she twitched the corners of her mouth bitterly, not knowing whether to laugh at Ye Lingchuan or at that stupid self, "I relied on pretending to be pitiful to win the sympathy of others, and kept saying that I didn't want to be a burden...... You're obviously a burden to him! It's obvious that he has no interest, and it's obvious that he is not angry, but he still looks right, which is really laughing to death. ”

"You ......" Ye Lingchuan glared at her aggrievedly, what he said was obviously true, and he didn't know why she suddenly started humiliating him.

"Ye Lingchuan," Xiao Yuchen looked at him calmly and majestically, "After I go back today, I will throw away all the skirts in your room, and I will also help you put away those plush toys, and you will never be allowed to touch these things in the future." ”

"Why?" Ye Lingchuan's eyes widened angrily, "You are simply inexplicable, why do you suddenly want to throw my things, I didn't hinder you anything!" ”。

"You've got in the way of me," Xiao Yuchen said coldly, "Your stupid behavior reminds me of something that I should have forgotten, and it's very annoying, and it makes me feel bad now." You know, I hate you as weak and headstrong as a bug the most, and I want to kill you. ”