Chapter 369: Guan Yuan and Hong'er

Looking at Feihong's smiling appearance, Feng Fan felt that all this seemed to be back to the past, he felt so satisfied, and at the same time a little sad.

Since knowing everything that happened to her mother, Hong'er has been inexplicably afraid and alienated from her father, although she knows that her father has always accompanied her to grow up since she was a child, but in the face of the bad things her father did, she is really a little difficult to accept.

Yan Yunzhan also felt that Feng Fan was confused, he was extremely confused.

The twisted melon is not sweet, and the love that is forcibly snatched away is naturally impossible to last long, after all, true love will not be mixed with any impurities, simple love, ordinary life, but happy and content.

Hong'er had no way to face her father at all, not to mention, a few years before they settled here, Fengfan and Feihong were even on the verge of reconciling, but there was a big disaster that made them fall into a dilemma.

The origin of this disaster is because the fake Guan Yuan, who said that Guan Yuan, the son of the Guan family, had some other complicated things in order to collect rent, so there was a conflict.

Originally, Hong'er and her family would definitely be confused like this, but Yan Yunzhan and Guan Yuan came, and their arrival pierced the lie and revealed the truth.

No matter how cruel the truth is, the true essence will not change.

Hong'er never imagined it from the beginning, and all of this was like a dream.

The people she likes so much, the things she loves so much, in the end, she still let herself down.

Yan Yunzhan originally wanted to ask about the fake Guan Yuan, but he didn't expect to get so much news by chance, although he was not disgusted, but he couldn't accept any kind of news.

After receiving such a huge news, although Hong'er no longer hates her mother as much as before, the change in her heart is not temporary, so she still needs some time to accept it.

There was no way to fully accept these things for a while, so Hong'er chose to flee.

I saw her quickly running towards the door with her skirt in her eyes, with tears in her eyes, looking so aggrieved and sad.

Guan Yuan didn't want to see her so aggrieved and sad, so he chased after her and ran out regardless of it, but unfortunately when he went out, Hong'er had already run away, so he could only ask the people along the way to understand Hong'er's running movements, and also understand some situations.

Speaking of which, Hong'er has not been a very willful girl since she was a child, but now she has suddenly received such a big stimulus, so she can't accept it for a while.

Fortunately, in order to reassure her parents and these friends, she just stopped in a clearing not far away.

Hong'er desperately needs an environment to think alone, so looking at this is a field, there is no one, except for the sound of the wind and the sound of birds, there can be no sound at all.

She thought it was a great place to think, so she sat down in the field, feeling the breeze and breathing in the fresh air, and the smell of earth and flowers......

It's just that Hong'er has no intention of appreciating the beauty of this wilderness at all, because of those troubled things, she feels that everything seems to have changed, anyway, it is not the same as before.

Maybe it's just an illusion, or maybe it's really changed, but no matter what, because Hong'er knows those sad things in the past, her own temperament has changed a lot from before.

Sometimes a person is like this, but after a long time, a person will also be sad and sad, after all, human beings are not made of iron, and they will not be without feelings, but what is the basis of such feelings?

When Hong'er thinks of this, she will feel so dazed, and sometimes she will even be overwhelmed, and today she will suddenly be empty, not knowing what she is thinking, and may not even think of anything, but it is just to increase her troubles and waste some more time.

Guan Yuan has been trying to find her, although the two of them have not been together for a long time, although they have not yet reached the point where they are infatuated with life and death, but Guan Yuan just knows that he needs this person to be his friend, and at the same time, he also needs to have a place to stay, and this friend, this place to stay, is precisely Hong'er and Hong'er's home.

He worked hard to find it, but his hard work paid off, and Hong'er was finally found by him.

The moment Guan Yuan saw Hong'er, he felt that his heartbeat seemed to have reached the top, that feeling was really amazing, and at the same time, he felt extremely happy, as long as he saw this person, he seemed to have no worries.

At first, he didn't know what he wanted, and he thought he was suffering from some strange illness, so he always showed extreme anxiety in his heart.

Fortunately, Guan Yuan has experienced strong winds and waves, so he is very good at adjusting his mood, as soon as he saw Hong'er, he hurriedly ran along the path of the field, the breeze was gently blowing on his face, which seemed to be his mother's hand gently caressing him, making her feel warm and beautiful.

He shouted against the wind and waves: "Hong'er, is it you?" ”

Hong'er was in a daze, thinking that she suddenly heard such a loud voice, so she turned around curiously, and the two looked at each other, looking at each other so harmoniously, so beautiful, it could almost be regarded as a glance for ten thousand years.

She smiled, and then said in a calm tone: "It's me, Guan Yuan, why are you here?" ”

Guan Yuan, when you saw her smiling at herself, it was as if she was fascinated, he didn't even know what to say, he just kept looking at her in a daze, and he didn't do anything at all, just looking at the face of the person in front of him.

Neither of them spoke, and they looked at each other for a long time before looking away from each other.

Guan Yuan looked at her so sad, so he said in a slightly regretful and sad tone: "Hong'er, why are you so troubled? Even if you know what happened at the beginning, but you were not born at that time, the pain of the previous generation should not be borne by you, you don't think so much, okay? ”

These words were originally words of comfort, but I didn't expect Hong'er to blame herself even more in her heart after hearing it.

The way she blamed herself, she looked so sad, and the whole person was in a state of emptiness, but that kind of grief and sadness seemed to be carved into the bone marrow, and it would be difficult for people not to be impressed.

I don't know how long it took, but the sun grew bigger, and the sun was like fire, and it really wasn't covered.

Hong'er just started running in this field, and relaxing here is to take a fancy to the environment, which is neither hot nor cold, but also exceptionally quiet, and it is a good place for people to think...... Unexpectedly, now it is like a blazing sun, and there is no place to enjoy the shade at all.

Her mood was a little complicated for a while, but she still asked the person in front of her: "Guan Yuan, you said that if your home was not destroyed, if you are still living in that place of fine clothes and food, if so many bad things don't happen, will you feel very lucky?" ”

Hearing this, Guan Yuan's mood became extremely complicated for a while, he didn't even know how to answer, he still had to take care of the mood of the person in front of him, so he was silent for a while.

After a long while, he said to the person in front of him in a thoughtful tone: "Hong'er, in fact, your question doesn't make any sense at all, after all, no matter what kind of experience, it is the most wonderful moment in a person's life, and it should not be completely separated from a person, if my life has been as smooth sailing as it was at the beginning, maybe I won't experience so many wonderful things, and I may even encounter difficulties, I will be in a hurry, I don't know how to face it, and I'm like this, How can they bear the responsibility of family revival? So, Hong'er, you really shouldn't think too much, no matter what happens in your life, it's a wonderful moment in your life, so you really don't need to think too much, just know that there are people you care about in this world, and there are people who care about you, and that's enough. ”

This remark is quite philosophical, but Hong'er doesn't agree with it in her heart, she really hopes that she will have a smooth sailing life, and hopes that she will have a happy family, but such hope is simply extravagant.

She has really longed for her mother's care since she was a child, and longed to have a happy family, but everything is still far away from her after all, and such a long distance even sometimes discourages Hong'er.

As long as Hong'er thinks of the original thing, her heart will become extremely contradictory, those past events are obviously the things of the previous generation, but she is just obsessed, and she doesn't even know what to do for a while.

After a long time, Hong'er said to the person in front of her: "Guan Yuan, what did you think in your heart when your family was destroyed? ”

Guan Yuan smiled and replied: "Actually, it's nothing, when the family collapsed, although I was very scared, but I was thinking about revenge all the time, but the revenge has not been avenged, and the grievances of my relatives have not been cleared up yet, but I know that I am the hope of those people, so I must work hard and do my best." ”

After a pause, he continued: "Hong'er, you are still very young now, so you don't need to think about so many things at all, take a step back and open the sky, if you can know how to avoid the edge, know how to avoid the edge, and do things more tactfully, all this is really better." ”

Listening to his eloquent conversation, Hong'er's mood was much better for a while, although their evaluation of each other was not too high, and the communication between them was not too good, but this did not hinder the communication between the two of them, and it did not prevent the sincere friendship between the two of them.

Just as the two of them were talking, as soon as the wind blew, a leaf fell from the tree and landed on Guan Yuan's shoulder.

Hong'er quietly took down the leaf, and then said with a smile: "I took this leaf down for you, the weather is not bad today, especially the wind blowing, which makes me feel much cooler!" ”

Hearing this, Guan Yuan roughly guessed what she meant, it was just some words to divert her attention.

Although he had already seen through such a trick, Hong'er still seemed to be happy with it, and said to him seriously: "Guan Yuan, you said that if one day the two of us study ink and paint together, who do you think will be better?" ”

Guan Yuan didn't expect that she would take the initiative to bring up such a topic, although she was always surprised and surprised, it was still like this.

He saw that Hong'er seemed to be in a much better mood, so he planned to try to persuade her, and by the way, he planned to let her go home early, so that her parents would not be so worried.

After thinking of this, Guan Yuan suddenly showed a very evil smile, and then said to the person in front of him: "Hong'er, I think you are almost here now, will you be in a better mood?" ”

Hong'er didn't speak, even if she was in a better mood, what was the use? Everything was already known, the past that the adults had tried so hard to hide, the veil that had been covered by corruption, had been torn off, everything was exposed to the sun, and although it would be extremely embarrassing for some people, she knew that there was nothing else she could do.

So, she could only say to the person in front of her with a helpless tone: "Guan Yuan, in fact, my mood is indeed better, this is useless at all, you have always known, you even know everything that happened to me, but why?" Why didn't you want to help me in the first place? ”

When it comes to helping, Guan Yuan feels that he really feels like a wronged man, he is busy running around for this matter, but he didn't expect to get such a sentence in the end, this is still an ordinary painting that a person with a conscience would say?

Guan Yuan looked at her, and couldn't help but speak: "I know, I know that you are not the kind of person who is really cold-hearted and cold-hearted, if you are that kind of person, maybe I will really look down on you." ”

Hong'er listened to what he said, and began to examine herself for a while.

After a long time, she said with a smile: "Guan Yuan, in fact, you don't have to test me so much, because I have already made up my mind, I don't want everyone in my family to worry about me and be sad, so I will always follow your words, but that doesn't mean that I agree with what you think, nor does it mean that I agree with what you say, I just hope that I can have a bright future, and in this bright future, there will not be everyone I hate." ”

When he said this, Guan Yuan's heart felt extremely curious for a while.

He asked, "Why do you say?" Hong'er, you're not the kind of person who is cold-hearted, but why aren't these reactions like you used to be? The matter between your father and your mother, even if you really can't face it, you should also know that this is not a place where you are accommodating to others everywhere, why do you always do such contradictory things? ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Hong'er was speechless.

What should he say? Maybe it would be wisest not to say anything!