Chapter 368: Feihong's Past 9

Feihong didn't know what her father was going to do for herself, but because of the blood relationship between her relatives, she had always trusted her family.

It's a pity that Feihong's father is fundamentally different from what she thinks.

He even looked at the person in front of him and said with a smile: "Hong'er, Daddy knows that you are a very good person and have always been very obedient, and what Daddy asked you to do this time is also for your good." ”

After a pause, he continued: "You and Feng Fan now have a baby, and Daddy can't break you up no matter what, no matter what happened at the beginning, but at this point, even if the two of you are for this child, you must be together." Hong'er, promise Daddy, be with Fengfan, marry him, and give your child in the belly a complete home, okay? ”

As soon as she finished saying this, Feihong was instantly stunned, she never thought that things would be like this, it turns out that in this world, there is still a big difference between real care and superficial care.

Feihong was very sad, but she had already blindly agreed to her father at the beginning, so saying those rebuttal words now was like another slap in the face, and it could not have any effect at all.

After listening to such words, Feng Wuxian felt that Feihong was really difficult, this matter, Feihong had actually fallen into a dilemma from the beginning, but it was a pity that all this, even if he wanted to help, he couldn't do anything at all.

He looked at Mrs. Fei and couldn't help but say movingly: "Madam, hurry up and say something, can you really bear it, bear to let your child live with a person who is impossible to be happy at all?" Madam, Feihong really can't marry Feng Fan, otherwise she will die. ”

Feng Wuxian said these words hysterically, but no one spoke, not even a single person responded to him, and all of them felt as if they were dead, and although they were breathing, there was no big reaction.

He felt so suffocating in this room, the window was open, and the sun was shining outside, but the coldness and darkness filled his heart, and even made him feel awkward and annoying, he wanted to escape, but after looking at everyone, he felt that such an escape was simply ridiculous.

Why?

Feng Wuxian quietly turned around and looked at the sun outside the window, the sun was so warm, but why couldn't it warm his heart?

Feng Fan looked at him as if he was watching a joke, and then said in a contemptuous tone: "Feng Wuxi, how is it, do you believe what I said now that I want to compete fairly with you?" ”

For the first time, Feng Wuxian felt that Feng Fan would be so shameless, in order to achieve his own goals, he would do whatever it takes, such a person is terrifying, not to mention that Feng Fan has always been so well hidden, and no one has seen through his true thoughts, you can imagine how terrible such a person would be?

He really doesn't like such people, but Feng Fan is so stubborn, even stubborn that it gives people a headache.

Feng Wuxian glanced at Feng Fan, and then spoke: "Feng Fan, even if you have the ability to take her away, I will always be unrelenting and let Feihong return to my side." ”

Seeing the two of them facing each other like this, Feihong's heart suddenly fell into a dilemma.

She didn't know what to do for a while.

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If she really follows her heart, she will definitely anger her family, and most importantly, she will make her father dissatisfied, but if she listens to what her father said, she is really with Feng Fan, then she will definitely not be happy in the future, after all, the marriage obtained through improper means is unlikely to last long anyway.

Feihong felt very sad, she obviously grew up in such a happy family atmosphere, but why didn't she have the right to choose happiness on her own?

She looked at these people around her, and felt extremely sad in her heart for a while, and even wanted to flee regardless of it, to escape to a place that no one knew......

It's a pity that she can't do this, it's like happiness, it's like love, and she can't be forced after all.

Even if she wants to go against her parents' wishes, she also has the courage to be with Feng Wuxi, but now because of the child in her belly, Feihong has no willful capital, she still has to think about her own children, and she has to plan for the future of herself and her children, so it is impossible to do whatever she wants.

Finally, her arms can't reach her thighs, she is still with Feng Fan, who she never likes, although there has never been a common language between the two people, and there has never even been a real spiritual resonance and communication, but because of this child, Feihong finally endured it, maybe this is fate, she has to sacrifice her life's happiness for her child, is it really worth it?

She once asked the heavens, but after all, she didn't get an answer, all this is like the wind, but when the wind blows, it disperses, and what traces does it leave behind?

Wind without a trace, the name is really good, it means the love between the two of them, but so what? Without leaving any traces, what else will be left except to think repeatedly in my heart?

After Feng Fan and Fei Hong are together, the life between the two people is extraordinarily peaceful, mainly because they will not have too much intersection on weekdays, although Feng Fan did something sorry for Fei Hong, but he prefers that the communication and care between the two people is from the heart, so if Fei Hong does not want to see him, he will automatically leave her sight, although the time spent together is difficult for both of them, but they always have to maintain this family.

Finally, Feihong gave birth to a child, a lively and lovely little girl, this little girl looks so beautiful, and she looks so similar, Feihong actually likes it very much.

It's just a pity, as soon as she sees this child, she will think of what Feng Fan forced her to do, and she can't wait to erase that past in her heart.

What do children understand? Children don't understand anything at all.

Feihong knew that she couldn't control her true thoughts, although she was likely to make her daughter suffer, but there was no way, she really couldn't turn a blind eye to it.

It is an indisputable fact that the little girl is a child of Fengfan.

Although she is unwilling to admit it in her heart, how can the truth be erased? How can the bond of blood tie be diluted?

Ever since Feng Fan and Fei Hong lived together, Feng Wuxian had lost the meaning of life, and he even wanted to escape into the empty door, become a monk, and leave this painful mortal world.

He really thought so, but he didn't.

When Feng Wuxian was ordained as a monk, the abbot of the temple said that his six roots were impure and he was not suitable for a monk, and even if he wanted to be a monk with hair and practice, his conditions were not very suitable.

Feng Wuxian can't leave home, and he even feels that he has nowhere to vent the pain in his heart, what should he do?

For the first time, he felt that his life was full of a sense of failure, and for the first time, he felt that his life was very meaningless.

That day, Feihong and Feng Fan rarely accompanied the little girl to eat together, Feng Fan stared at her intently and said, "Lady, what do you say is the name of our daughter?" ”

Feihong originally didn't want to pay attention to him, but it was not bad to listen to this topic, so she said: "You can take whatever name you like, I won't have an opinion, it's just Fengfan, I hope you will always protect our daughter no matter when, although I don't like this child very much, but she is a piece of meat that fell from me after all." ”

Feng Fan heard this, so he said half-jokingly: "Since that's the case, then I'll name her Hong'er, which has a different pronunciation from your name, okay?" ”

Feihong has no opinion, she doesn't even want to say a word to him, although this child is the daughter of the two of them, but she would rather live alone with the child than keep compromised, but it's a pity how can such a thing happen? After all, it's just a luxury.

Rainbow is gone.

She walked quietly, and before anyone else was even noticing, she had already left the place that had been so painful for her.

During the time she first left, Feng Fan was alone at home with the child, and at the same time had to look for her everywhere, and then his life was a little better, but he didn't look for her anymore.

Hong'er grew up to be more than ten years old, and when she was twelve years old, her father Fengfan met her mother, Feihong, who had run away from home, in a chance accident.

It's just that Feihong has changed, although her appearance is still the same as before, but whether it is personality or other aspects, it is very different from before.

Feng Fan still remembers that when he saw Feihong that day, Feihong's body was not very good, and she was surrounded by several people to watch, some of those people envied her natural beauty, some people envied that there were too many suitors and admirers around her, and some people envied her chic and character of saying that she would go......

It's just that no one knows what happened to Feihong in those years, and why did it become like that?

When he saw her, she looked at him with a smile and even said vaguely, "Traceless, are you Wind Traceless?" I look at you like he! ”

Feng Fan shook his head, when he heard the name that he hadn't mentioned for many years, he had anger and complicated feelings in his heart, but it didn't come out after all.

He didn't know why after so many years, Feihong still only had that one person in his heart, although this person didn't have much effect in his opinion, and even the two people were separated by him at the beginning, but what went wrong?

Feng Fan felt extremely irritable, there was obviously a red child between the two of them, but the relationship had never developed further, and even after so many years, Feihong still had only one person in her heart, Feng Wuxian was still alone, could that person be even more important than her daughter?

As long as he thinks of such a possibility, Feng Fan will feel extremely sad, why?

He didn't understand why, even his own flesh and blood were not as good as the man he hadn't seen for many years, could it be that Feihong really couldn't forget the wind without a trace?

Feng Fan watched Feihong smile and talk that day, it was the most beautiful scene he had ever seen her, beautiful and extraordinarily noble.

She is so charming and extraordinarily amorous, but she just doesn't have him in her heart.

Feng Fan's heart was very unpleasant, but he couldn't influence other people's thoughts, so he didn't startle the snake, just like those who lived near her and inquired about her life over the years, only then did he know that Feihong's life all along, although she lived unrestrained, and was extraordinarily chic, she looked carefree, but in fact, she was very bitter in her heart, and it was the kind of suffering that outsiders didn't know.

He knew how she had lived all these years, and although he admired Feihong's persistence all along, Fengfan cared more about Feihong's body.

Over the years, Feihong's health has not been very good, and because she misses the wind without a trace but has no way to be together, her physical condition has deteriorated, and there is almost no possibility of recovery.

Another year passed, and Fei Hong finally fell ill.

Feng Fan saw the opportunity and quickly took her back home with her daughter, although Feihong was very aggrieved and sad, but there was no way after all.

Even if she was so resolute to leave at the beginning, there was no way to be with Feng Wuxian after all, maybe this is fate, there is no real fate between them after all, and there will be no possibility after all.

When Feng Wuxian was about to go to the temple to shave his hair and become a monk, Feihong actually went to see him quietly, and even appeared in front of him once, but Feng Wuji's reaction still disappointed her after all.

Although Feng Wuxian did not shave his hair and became a monk, Feihong still did not have any illusions about him after all.

She knows that as she grows older and more experienced, she can no longer be the innocent and lovely little girl she was at the beginning, she is already a mature adult woman who can take charge of herself, and even has a lively and lovely little daughter.

As long as she thinks of her daughter, Feihong's mood will be extremely complicated, she will know that this daughter is Fengfan, and even think of the humiliating and embarrassing fact between the two of them.

Feihong has no way to love her child wholeheartedly, and there is no way, wholeheartedly for a family and selfless dedication, she knows that the shadow of that incident will always be with her, so she will give birth to her daughter for a period of time, she will decisively escape from the source of this pain, but the shackles in her heart, after all, there is still no way to escape.

Time passed slowly, and the events of that year have been spoken.

After listening to all the stories, Hong'er's mood is extremely complicated, and of course, she no longer hates her mother.

It's just that Guan Yuan didn't expect this to be such a complicated past, and he was instantly silent.

It was still Yan Yunzhan, after listening to this story, he felt indignant and felt that God was unfair.

Hong'er looked at her mother and couldn't help but shout distressedly: "Mother, it turns out that my daughter has misunderstood you all along, and my father has done something wrong, so it will cause our family pain, I'm sorry." ”

Feihong smiled and didn't say anything.