Walking out of the Lin family's mansion, Jian Yang returned to the car but did not start for a long time.

Today was a day he had been looking forward to for hundreds of days and nights, and when he was at the airport, he had actually seen his beloved girl from afar. For countless nights, he had been thinking about this girl falling asleep, and he thought that he would rush forward and hug her as urgently as he did in his dreams every day, but he couldn't. He looked at Gege's eyes looking at Lin Yi, and thoroughly understood what it meant to have a heart like a knife.

He didn't know when the little girl who was always chasing him in his memory called "Brother Yi Yang" stole his heart, and when he reacted one day, he found that his heart was already full of this already slim girl.

Her smile can easily control her emotions, as long as she is unhappy, she can't wait to pluck the moon in the sky to coax her.

Jian Yang raised his head and let out a long breath, and smiled helplessly and bitterly. Just as he was in his trance, he heard the melodious sound of the piano coming from the room. The familiar melody, the song "Memories of Childhood" was still practiced by Jian Yang sitting beside him and accompanying Gege. Jian Yang has no interest in the piano, but Sister Qing has forced Gege to play the piano since she was a child, and Gege envied that her friends could play carefree but always had to sit alone to practice the piano, so Jian Yang gave up playing time, and played the piano with Gege every time, accompanying her through countless boring times. Because of Jian Yang's company, Gege was able to endure the temperament and insist on playing the piano, practicing hard and upgrading all the way. And the sparring partner Jian Yang also asked his mother to learn the piano, at that time he didn't know what love was, he just wanted to be closer to Gege and understand her better.

The song that Gege likes but can't practice by himself, Jian Yang will practice it first, and then teach her by hand. He still remembers one time when he accidentally touched Gege's finger and felt like he was electrocuted, and it was probably from that time that he gradually realized that the girl he regarded as a treasure was no longer his little sister. He had always seen her as the only one, and had never considered anyone else.

Gradually, girls began to show favor to him, and although Jian Yang always mingled with everyone, he never let these girls into his heart. So in the second year of junior high school, when Gege helped other girls hand over love letters to him for the first time, he was very helpless. He couldn't express his feelings about the innocent Gege, for fear of frightening her, but he was so angry at her slow reaction that he would ask him what kind of girl he liked.

Jian Yang remembered the picture at that time, Gege kept chasing him and kept asking him what kind of girl he liked, and he also guessed on his own, guessing the class flower of the next class and guessing the school flower of other schools, and sometimes he would tell Shujing that Jian Yang might be a playboy at all, and he didn't care about anyone. But even Shujing privately asked Jian Yang why he didn't confess to Gege seriously, and he looked at Gege's eyes, and it was estimated that even a blind man could regain his sight, and that kind of feeling couldn't be hidden at all.

Jian Yang smiled bitterly: "I never thought of hiding, but she is so natural." ”

In high school, his parents wanted to arrange for Jian Yang to either go abroad to study or go to an international school with a foreign system, but Jian Yang refused, not for anything else, he just didn't want to leave her, just to see her every day.

What Jian Yang wanted was actually very simple, he thought that as long as he didn't leave, he could always be by Gege's side, until one day he began to hear the name "Lin Yi" from Gege's mouth. He began to pay attention to Lin Yi, at first he was disdainful, but then he himself may not even want to admit it, and he even began to think about imitating Lin Yi. If he likes it, why can't he be like that? However, the feelings are simple imitation, and Jian Yang finally understands that he is never Lin Yi.

The "Memories of Childhood" in the house is still knocking on the door of Jian Yang's heart. How he wanted to go back to his childhood when he practiced with little girls every day, and how he wished that everything was not just memories.

If I had revealed my heart earlier, wouldn't everything be the way it is now? Jane Yang had no answer. Listening to the sound of the piano in the room, Jian Yang suddenly found that Gege's sense of rhythm was still as unstable as when he was a child, and he couldn't help but think of the memories of the two of them singing the beat together. Every time she listens to Gege's sweet voice, Jian Yang always feels that she should not learn the piano but should learn vocal music.

Yes, some things are difficult to change, whether it is her sense of rhythm or simple heart, it has not changed, and it will not change in the future. Thinking of this, Jian Yang started the car and drove away.

He won't give up.