Chapter 50: Protective Colors
After a period of warmth, Lin went to the cloakroom to change clothes and prepare to take Gege out to eat, and Gege suddenly remembered the bracelet that he had given him simply, so he turned it out of the suitcase and put it in his bag.
Tonight is going to find a chance to give it back to him anyway, Gege secretly decided. For this bracelet, she cares not only about the value of the gift, but more importantly, she understands that since she can't accept that heart, she shouldn't let the other party have any thoughts.
In fact, Sister Qing has been curious many times, why not Jian Yang?
Gege himself couldn't tell. Jian Yang had been by her side for as long as she could remember, as if all the memories were inseparable from him.
It was Jan who taught her to ride a bike, although he was the one who broke her training wheels; It was Jian Yang who helped her get rid of the boy who always liked to pull her pigtails, declaring that he was the only one who could bully her; It was Jian Yang who taught her to hold her breath underwater, but it was he who ran around with her and accidentally stepped on the small pond covered with aquatic weeds and almost died. At that time, the young Jian Yang also told Sister Qing that he would be responsible for Gege for the rest of his life. Sister Qing feels funny every time she talks about it.
It was Jian Yang who accompanied him to play the piano, so that Gege didn't feel that the daily piano practice was so boring; It was simple Yang's self-playing and self-singing, which made Gege find the motivation to play the piano; The first time he failed the exam, he also pretended to be Sister Qing's signature, and in the end, he protected her when the East Window incident happened; It was the first time he had taken her to skip class, and he didn't hesitate to help him wheal when she jumped off the school fence and broke her knee......
There are too many memories, but there is a figure of him in every fragment. When Gege thought that Jian Yang was going to move, although she was happy for him, she also felt empty in her heart. Later, he didn't move, although he didn't know why, Gege still felt a burst of joy in his heart.
Even when she found out that she liked Lin Yi, she shared it with Jian Yang for the first time. Gege still remembers his expression at that time, and it was that time that she believed that his seemingly casual confession before turned out to be true.
Why not Jane Yang? If it were him, then Gege wouldn't have so much guilt. But the relationship is so unreasonable, with Jian Yang, Gege is happy, but she will not be moved by Jian Yang, and she will not be unable to breathe because of his heartbeat. These are only available when you meet Lin Yi.
Jian Yang went to study in the United States, and Gege was actually really relieved. She also hated herself deeply, so why didn't she realize his intentions earlier? Why did he feel the heat of his gaze when he sang "Can't Open His Mouth" affectionately, but he retracted into his shell like a turtle.
The young and immature Gege doesn't have much experience in dealing with feelings, and now, no matter how much she reflects on herself, she can't make up for the damage she has caused. And her protective color ends up hurting both others and herself.
On the road of love, what about other people? Maybe everyone is clumsy when exploring love, hurting others or being hurt by others, maybe this is the way life must go.
Gege deeply felt that she owed Jian Yang, whether it was dullness or cowardice, if she could choose again, she believed that she could have a better way to face Jian Yang. So far, the only thing she can do is to explicitly ask him to give up, and Gege also selfishly prays that he will meet a better girl who can take him out of his predicament.
Lin Yi changed his clothes and walked out, seeing Gege standing by the window a little distracted, gently hugged her from behind, and put his face to her ear.
"What are you thinking? So distracted? ”
"I'm wondering how big this place is." This is true, Gege was just carried from the living room to the bedroom by Jian Yang, but he hasn't taken a good look at the home.
looked at the time, it was still too late, so Lin Yi took Gege and looked at the whole house room by room.
In addition to the living room kitchen, there are 5 bedrooms and 10 bathrooms. Downstairs there is a large home cinema as well as a wine cellar, as well as a billiards room, gym and dance room. I didn't have time to go outside, but Lin Yi said that Melissa took care of a rose garden by herself, and every time it bloomed, it was full of fragrance, and she would pick the flowers and put them in every room.
Gege felt that he was dizzy, if he lived alone in such a big house, he would probably be scared at night.
After introducing the house, Lin Yi stood by the bar, took out a bottle of water and handed it to Gege.
"Satisfied? Future hostess? Lin Yi asked with a smile.
Looking at Gege's doubts, Lin Yi explained: "If I get married in the United States in the future, this is my marriage room." ”
"It's too big, I'll be scared." Gege said honestly.
"Then you tell me what kind of wedding room you like, I can prepare in advance." Lin Yi didn't think this was a problem, indeed, it was a bit too big for two people. Melissa didn't dare to turn off the lights at night every time she came to stay on her own.
"We should prepare together." Gege never felt that forming a family was a man's business, if they really wanted to come together, why didn't girls contribute?
"Well, let's prepare together." Lin Yi looked at the stubbornness in Gege's eyes and knew that this was her principle and must be respected.
Because the time was almost up, Lin Yi took Gege to the garage to drive and prepare to leave.
The house has a total of 4 garages, and Lin Yi opened one of them and drove the car out. Seeing Gege's efforts to hold back his laughter, Lin Yi said helplessly: "This is my mother's car, so she arranged it." "It turns out that there are dolls everywhere in the car, although the car itself is very manly, but with the doll and Lin is driving, I feel a little funny.
The restaurant that Jian Yang chose was not far away, and soon they arrived, reported their names, and the waiter quickly led them to their seats, and Jian Yang had already gotten up to greet them.
"Tired? It may take a few days to adjust the time difference, and these days will be uncomfortable. I brought you a bottle of melatonin, which is very helpful for jet lag. Jian Yang couldn't hide his concern at all, and took out a bottle of medicine from his bag and handed it to Gege.
"Well, I try not to sleep during the day, it should be fine soon." Gege replied naturally, taking the melatonin handed over by Jane Jan.