Chapter 5 She buried her mother herself

As soon as Mrs. Niu heard this, she suddenly felt a sigh in her heart, and she knew that something was wrong.

"Big Niu, come out quickly," the cow woman called her grandson, and then picked up the little girl on the ground with one hand, the little child, the face is yellow and thin, there is almost no flesh on the body, the forehead is still blue and red, and the two eyes are also swollen with walnuts from crying, this little pitiful, crying really makes people's hearts hurt.

"Go to the field to find your father and second uncle, then the Shen family's lady should be gone."

"Oh......" Da Niu didn't ask much, and hurriedly ran to find his father and mother.

Mrs. Niu directly took her son and daughter-in-law over, but when she saw the woman who had lost her breath inside, she knew that this person was really gone.

Mrs. Niu also took pity on the mother and daughter who had no relatives and no reason, she put Shen Qingci down, and then touched her withered yellow hair, "Mother-in-law washes your mother, don't be afraid if you stay here." ”

Shen Qingci nodded, she didn't move, but bent her knees and knelt there.

Niu Pozi's heart couldn't help but hurt, she didn't dare to delay, this person is afraid that he has not died for a long time, his body is still soft, first wash it, so that he can be sent on the road, otherwise, if he can't go into the ground, he will not become a lonely ghost in the future, and he can't be reborn.

Niu Pozi is a quick hand and foot, and directly let her daughter-in-law find a piece of clothing that has not been worn, and now she doesn't feel sorry for the clothes

Watching the people inside come and go, Shen Qingci put his head on the ground, and then kowtowed to his mother.

Mother, let's go.

Ah Ning saw off her mother.

Mother, Ah Ning is not afraid, Ah Ning is not afraid all his life.

Mother, let's go.

Ah Ning will protect his father, will protect his brother, and will respect his sister, even if there is still no mother in this life, the man who can regard Ah Ning as a jewel, Ah Ning will also regard himself as a treasure.

Mother, let's go.

Ah Ning will no longer be so stupid, in this life, Ah Ning must live well, live well, and be a good person.

Mother, let's go......

She kowtowed again, reciting the mantra one after another.

When Mrs. Niu came out, she saw Shen Qingci, who was kneeling on the ground and reciting the mantra of death, suddenly, how did she feel that there was a flash of Buddha light on this child's body.

She couldn't help rubbing her eyes, and when she opened them again, she found that there was nothing, she thought, she must have seen it wrong, she looked back again, and saw that the person had already been dressed, she sighed, and finally couldn't bear it, and was reluctant to let such a young woman be buried like this by a straw mat, so hastily wrapped.

She took some silver and asked Niu Dalang to order a thin coffin, no matter how thick it was, she couldn't take it out, so be it, it can be regarded as a good deed.

No matter where Lou Xuefei is from, she died in the village after all, so Mrs. Niu told Li Zheng that she would bury the person in the ancestral grave in their village.

The village chief shook his head, at first he was unwilling, but in the end, he was an orphan and a widow, and he said a word of pity, and agreed.

When the burial, it was the Niu Pozi family who helped to bury it, after all, people were still going when they were young, and they were like flowers, so this was not a joy or mourning, and there was no blowing or anything, so the people in the village picked a time and buried the people, and in the loess cemetery at the back of the village, there was a new lonely grave.

Shen Qingci knelt in front of Xin Wen and kowtowed to his mother three times.

The people of the Niu family are all standing behind, and for some reason, this new tomb also makes them feel uncomfortable, and they inevitably have some unbearable sadness.

Shen Qingci kowtowed to her mother, then she stood up, knelt down in front of the Niu family, and then kowtowed to them three times.

"Xiao Qingci, go back with your mother-in-law, and go to your mother-in-law as a granddaughter," Mrs. Niu really doesn't want to give up this child, she knows that if she doesn't care about this child, this child will die sooner or later, either starve to death, or be badly killed, or be a beggar, and don't know where to die?

Shen Qingci shook his head, "Mother-in-law, I have a home, and my mother is here." ”

"I want to guard my mother's spirit, and my mother's spirit is there."

Mrs. Niu persuaded her for a long time, but Shen Qingci did not go home with Mrs. Niu when she died.

Shen Qingci glanced at the brand-new grave again, she walked over, knelt on the ground again, and then lay on the surface of the grave, she was not afraid, because it was her mother.

She seems to remember her mother's body temperature, that's it.

Mother said that she would watch her from heaven.

Her words, she believed.

At night, the lights of each house are lit up, and every house is filled with the smell of food.

Shen Qingci took a hard bun and gnawed on it, she was small and couldn't eat much, this bun was sent by the rich daughter-in-law, she didn't care if it was delicious, she knew that her father would come soon, so she waited.

She ate the hard bun like a stone, but tears rolled down her face.

At night, she shrunk alone on the dilapidated wooden bed where her mother slept on, and it was also covered with a rotten quilt covered by her mother, and there was a smell of her mother on it, she remembered, this was the taste of her mother.

This is the second day of her return, the first day, her mother is gone, the next day, she buried her mother with her own hands, she grabbed the rags and cotton wool on her body hard, and the fingertips of her small hands were also white.

No one knew that on this night, her tears that had dried up all her life were flowing so unscrupulously.

It's not that she can't cry, she's not cold-blooded, she can cry, she can cry, she can cry, she really can't cry, she can't cry, she can't live if she cries.

When she woke up the next day, she touched her face, and wiped her little face clean with the back of her hand, and then went to the kitchen, and then took the black bread that was bigger than her face, and ate it when she bit it, and after eating a small half, she ate her stomach, and when she came out, the rising sun in the distance was rising.

In that pale white morning light, it finally stained her young little face. And the sky, half of the wall is blue, and half of the wall is frosty.

She walked on her little legs, went to the field to pick a lot of wild flowers, and then went to see her mother.

She placed the wildflowers on the edge of the grave, and then lay on top of it.

Mother, Ah Ning came to accompany her mother, mother, Ah Ning missed her mother so much, Ah Ning saw her mother the day before yesterday, but today her mother doesn't want Ah Ning, mother, you say, is there a mother like you in this world? Ah Ning is only four years old, but you don't want Ah Ning anymore.

She sniffed and wiped her face clean with her little hands.