Shen Qingci touched Lou Xuefei's cheek, which had become cold, she sat up and put Lou Feixue's thin, dry firewood-like hand on her face.

"En......" she nodded vigorously, "Mother, Ah Ning is not afraid, Ah Ning will listen to her father's words, she will like her brothers and sisters, Ah Ning will remember her mother for the rest of her life, and Ah Ning will remember every word and every sentence her mother says." ”

Lou Xuefei's hands trembled, gently rubbing her daughter's little face.

"That's right," she smiled, the smile was a little abrupt, but it was also comforting, her Ah Ning seemed to have grown up, as if she could also walk with peace of mind, and even if she could smile Jiuquan.

"Ah Ning, listen to my mother......" she coughed, and then insisted on saying this last word to her daughter, she really felt that she was going to be unable to do it, maybe if she didn't say it again, she would never be able to say it.

"Ah Ning, my mother put something in the Bodhisattva's clothes at home, Ah Ning, remember to ......get it" Her eyelashes fell, and she also shook out some ash, as if she couldn't see her daughter's little face clearly, only her daughter's little hand holding her was still warm, and there was a faint fragrance on her daughter's body, just like in the yellowing season, that vitality that never faded was also what she had all her energy entrusted.

"Ah Ning is not afraid."

She kept repeating this sentence, even when she was dying, she couldn't let go of her young daughter.

"Mother, Ah Ning is not afraid," Shen Qingci shrunk his small body into Lou Xuefei's arms, Lou Xuefei's hands slowly put down, and then put them on his daughter's little face, and Shen Qingci didn't even move half a minute, but she was sad to find that her mother's hands were getting colder and colder, she took Lou Xuefei's hand and helped her warm from time to time.

"Mother, it's not cold, A-Niang will give her mother-huhu, and her mother won't be cold," she gave Lou Xuefei's hand from time to time to blow hot air, but this hand is getting colder and colder, Mother's body will not be hot anymore, Mother's eyes will not open again, Mother will not say that sentence again, A-Ning is not afraid.

In this world, there is a treasure who holds her in the palm of her hand, it is her mother, it is her mother......

"Mother, mother......"

Shen Qingci cried from time to time, as if he wanted her to wake up, but she couldn't hear it anymore.

Shen Yuzheng shrank her little body in Lou Xuefei's arms again, because she was a mother, she was not afraid, she was not afraid at all, she just wanted her mother to hug her again, she would have no mother in the future, and she could no longer call her mother.

She closed her eyes, and her mouth was softly chanting something, like a Sanskrit voice, word by word, sentence by sentence......

Nam no Amitabha Night, Dharmagata Night, Amitabha Night, Amili, Amitabha, Amiri, Amiri, Amitabhi, Amitabhi, Amigarandi, Amigaland, Amiga, Dharma, Agana, Agasa, Dharma, Agasa, Dharma, Amiya, Amiya, Amitabha......, Amitabha

She choked up, her voice was almost hoarse, but she didn't stop, she recited the mantra for her mother, she overlived her mother, and she sent her mother to the road to Huangquan.

She lived, but her mother died.

She sat up again, took her mother's hand and put it on her little face, which was cold and very sad.

Mother, Ah Ning is not afraid, Ah Ning is not afraid, Ah Ning asks someone to send her mother away.

She carefully pulled Lou Xuefei's hand and put it in front of her, and then wiped the tears off her face with her little hand, but she found that the handkerchief on the side of the collapse was already stained with blood.

In fact, Shen Qingci knew that her mother should have left a long time ago, the doctor said that she would leave early and suffer early, but her mother was not willing, she had been holding on to her last breath, she was waiting for someone, but she still didn't wait for the last person, she was also reluctant to see her young daughter, she wanted to see her daughter more, she still had a lot to say to her daughter, and there were still many things she wanted her to know.

Shen Qingci took the handkerchief, she put the handkerchief little by little, put it in her heart, and then climbed up the simple wooden collapse, and then pulled the bed over the broken quilt cotton cloth and covered Lou Xuefei's body,

Then she knelt down and kowtowed three times, and that's how she ran out.

There was no one at the head of the village, only a dilapidated house, which was her home, and there was a small bowl at the door, and there was half a bowl of rice in the bowl, Shen Qingci glanced at the bowl of rice, and then ran out.

She banged a farmer's door until it opened.

She knelt at the door all the time, and then kowtowed heavily, this was the best family for her in her previous life, after her mother died, she had been taking care of her when she was still young, and they also helped bury her mother, but when they passed, her mother's body was already stinking, because no one knew that Lou Xuefei was dead.

And when she was still young, she only knew that she thought her mother was asleep, and she never woke up, until later, she knew that it was impossible for her mother to wake up again in her life.

When she raised her face, she saw a capable woman in her forties walking out of it, and she was also startled when she saw Shen Qingci.

Isn't this the little Qingci of Lou Niangzi's family, what's wrong, why is she kneeling, she hurriedly wanted to help Shen Qingci up, but Shen Qingci slammed her head on the ground, and the thump almost broke people's hearts.

"Mother-in-law, Ah Ning's mother is asleep and doesn't wake up, mother-in-law helps Ah Ning, beg mother-in-law to help Ah Ning."

As she spoke, she kept kowtowing, and the people in the village avoided their mother and daughter like poisonous snakes and beasts.

Because Lou Feixue is sick, her illness has not been cured for a long time, and I don't know who spread it, saying that her disease is contagious, so everyone in the village is afraid that the disease will be transmitted to themselves, so they let their mother and daughter live in the farthest and worst dilapidated house in the village, and even eat, Lou Xuefei exchanged the objects on her body, they sent it to the door, and left directly, even if they took one more step, they were afraid and disgusted.

And now she can ask for only this family, the others, will not open the door to her at all, she tried it in her last life, when she was dying and picking up stones on the ground to eat, she knocked on the door of other people's houses, no one opened the door for her, and no one would give her a bite to eat, she was beaten, scolded, she hid alone and shouted and cried for her mother, she hugged her mother's tombstone and cried hungry, and then this cow woman couldn't look at it, took her home, gave her food, gave her water to drink, and gave her a place to sleep.

Until her father came, her father came to pick her up, and she followed her father, but she forgot to return the favor of others......

She wants to let her mother be buried in peace, she wants to live, she wants Huang Andong and Lou Ziyin to live worse than death, she wants to protect her lover well, and everyone around her who died tragically.