When he saw with his own eyes that the woman he loved most in his life was lying naked in bed with a man he didn't know, he almost felt like the world was going to collapse.

He trusted her so much that he never doubted her.

Outcome...... But it made him so heartbroken!

He will always remember that when Shen Yushan woke up suddenly, her face was pale and she was clutching the quilt, so nervous that she almost suffocated, and he would always remember the look in her eyes full of guilt and self-blame at that time.

That dizzying image beloved him, for him, very completely tarnished his pure and hot love for four whole years.

In the face of that kind of devastating and maddening scene, he was just shocked, just trembling with a cold heart, just looking at her with hatred, not screaming and scolding, not beating people, just didn't say a word, and then left quietly.

Lu Zhennan has always been a man as deep as the sea.

Behind him, Shen Yushan hid in the quilt shivering, pulling her long hair like crazy, regretting and disbelieving.

She was completely confused, and had no idea how things could have come to this!

Looking at that back full of forests, she knew that he might not love her anymore, and she also knew that she might lose him forever......

That night, Shen Yushan hugged the pillow, curled up, and stood at the door of the house, but she couldn't wait for Lu Zhennan to come back.

At four o'clock in the morning, she ran to the headquarters of S.B Group and found Lu Zhennan, who was hiding in the president's office, trying to escape from reality.

At that time, Shen Yushan knelt in front of him with red and swollen eyes, tearfully holding his legs, begging for his forgiveness, and promising that she would never meet that man again in the future.

She confessed to him

She told Lu Zhennan that the man was her first boyfriend, Wei Yongcheng.

The two men met by chance in a café a few months before that incident.

She never thought of betraying Lu Zhennan.

During the months when the two of them were in contact, he didn't have many friends of his own, only occasionally asking her to go out for tea and a walk.

The two have always been innocent.

However, the night before, Wei Yongcheng suffered a big blow because of something unsatisfactory at work, and he didn't dare to go home to make his family feel caries, so he stayed in a hotel.

At that time, he drank a lot of wine and was drunk.

Later, Wei Yongcheng gave her a lingling, constantly crying to her about the pain in his heart, and even he felt that he was so tired of living that it was better to die.

On the phone, drunk chatter, he confided in her, for many years, he has not forgotten her, and wants to see her one last time before he dies.

Because she was worried that he would really not be able to think about it for a while, she hurried to the hotel overnight.

It's just that she never dreamed that things would develop to the point where the two of them would have sex.

Shen Yushan kept swearing that it was because she and Wei Yongcheng were drunk and had sex, and it was definitely not her intention to betray Lu Zhennan.

Lu Zhennan stared at the woman who was kneeling on the ground and kept repenting.

Her eyes were the tender eyes that had once sunk him deeply, and at the same time, they were also a pair of gray eyes full of remorse......

He believed, and he finally believed that the woman was just a momentary unintentional mistake, not an intentional betrayal.

It's just that...... In his heart, he is unwilling to forgive her, and he doesn't know how to face her in the future!

She still keeps saying that he is the man she loves the most.

It's a pity that the three words "I love you" came out of her mouth again, and since then only the color of desolation remains.

Although Lu Zhennan did not choose to divorce her because of his deep love for Shen Yushan, from that time, this deeply hurt man never returned home and was no longer willing to see her.

She knew his character, and if he didn't want to see him, she shouldn't have gone to him again.

Otherwise, it will only make him more disgusted with her.

After that, her life will only be "waiting for him......

Shen Yushan, who lost Lu Zhennan, seemed to have become a soulless person, smoking cigarettes all day long and no longer laughing......

She guarded the "home" without him again and again, and endured the torment of not seeing him day after day, and also suffered all kinds of self-blame and regret.

After all, she was defeated by the demons in her heart, and she became depressed.

On the fourth anniversary of Shen Yushan and Lu Zhennan's marriage, she made a blueberry cake for him with her own hands.

Because she remembered that he had done it to her, and the blueberry cake she made had a taste that made him happy.

Therefore, on the night of their wedding, the two of them made an appointment that she would personally make a blueberry cake for him on every wedding anniversary in the future, and she would also feed all the happiness into his mouth and melt into his heart.

That night, she stubbornly guarded the blueberry cake, ignoring Wu's mother's persuasion, and insisted on waiting until dawn.

She expected him to appear before her eyes, though there was little hope.

However, her persistence seems to have been foreshadowed that it will be just a vain wait.

On the wedding anniversary of Lu Zhennan and Shen Yushan's seventh year, she still "came as promised" and persistently guarded his agreement with her alone.

After four years of waiting, Shen Yushan, who has been deceiving herself, finally saw the reality clearly: in her life, she can't wait for Lu Zhennan's forgiveness.

In the early hours of their seventh wedding anniversary, she stared distractedly at the door where he would never be seen again, and the despair in her heart instantly engulfed her entire world.

She picked up the spoon on the table and gently scooped down a piece of blueberry cake.

Shen Yushan put it in her mouth and tasted it...... Full of bitterness, there is no sweetness at all.

It turns out that the blueberry cake that was once exclusive to their love has long lost the taste of happiness.

In the end, she returned to her bedroom, took away the "Ice Beauty" jade ring that Lu Zhennan had given her, and walked to the bathroom of her bedroom in despair, locking herself inside.

The sound of the water, the white mist.

At that moment, Shen Yushan's eyes were dull and she looked at the chaotic and noisy narrow land, full of confusion.

She didn't understand, it was just an unintentional mistake, was he really so unwilling to forgive her?

Four years have passed, and in these 1460 hours, she has already said hundreds of millions of "I'm sorry".

But he still refused to see her......

Could it be that he really can't tolerate the slightest flaw?

Had he forgotten that he had loved him for the rest of his life?

Doesn't he know how much she misses him......

Shen Yushan, who was resentful and resentful, completely lost the fighting spirit to live, sat on the ground next to the bathtub tiredly, put the "ice beauty" on her right ring finger, and submerged her left hand in the tank full of warm water.

As soon as the knife fell, the red blood spread around her hand, gradually staining the originally clear water......

Tears continued to fall from her eyes, damp across her haggard cheeks, leaving two zigzag lines on her pale skin, and down her chin, dripping into the bloody water......

In the end, Shen Yushan chose to use her life to pay tribute to the memories that made her happy but had long since left her.

On the morning after Shen Yushan's death, Lu Zhennan couldn't help but miss her in his heart, and still came to the villa, wanting to secretly see the woman she loved the most......

When he saw the blueberry cake lying quietly on the table, he knew that she was waiting for him all the time.

At that moment, he forgot his dignity and stubbornness, and finally let go of all the resentment he had against her in his heart.

He hesitated and took a sip of the blueberry cake she had made for him......

He tasted the bitter and salty taste of the ripple cake.

He knew it was the smell of tears......

He softened his heart and felt distressed, and rushed into the bedroom like a fly, but he didn't find her.

It wasn't until he realized that the bathroom door was locked, that something was wrong.

The moment he slammed the door open, the moment he saw her corpse, he felt that his world had collapsed in an instant!