Shen Yushan is the woman Lu Zhennan loves most in his life, but at the same time, he also hates the most thorough woman.

He didn't expect that he chose to avoid seeing him for four years, but she cruelly chose to be with him in this life, life and death.

He never knew that she was such a ruthless woman, so cruelly left him alone in this world where there was no longer her.

For so many years, Lu Zhennan has hatred in his heart, but more regret.

He often thinks that if he could have gone home a few hours earlier, maybe everything would have been different......

After nearly 20 years, looking back on the past, Lu Zhennan only felt that everything was everything, and everything was not a thing, and he wanted to cry first.

The beautiful past related to her seemed to be deeply imprinted in the deepest part of his heart, and finally made him unforgettable.

And the bloody scene in the bathroom, the terrifying picture that has caused his nightmares countless times, is more like a haunting ghost, no matter how he escapes or hides, he can't forget it, and he can't let go......

At this moment, when Lu Zhennan stared at the "Ice Beauty" in a daze, his gaze was like a sunset, vast and far-reaching, making people feel extremely heavy.

"Tuk Tuk Tuk".

There was a knock on the door of his study.

"Zhennan, it's me." A soft and beautiful woman's voice came from outside the door.

As soon as the words fell, the door clicked and was opened.

Lu Zhennan quickly calmed down all kinds of chaotic thoughts in his heart, recovered into a calm expression, and looked out the door.

I saw Lin Yuhua wearing a sapphire blue silk pajamas, holding a bowl of freshly boiled bird's nest in his hand, with a slightly worried look on his face, and walked in slowly with light steps.

"Zhennan, why don't you go to sleep yet? Are you still sad about what happened at the banquet today......" Lin Yuhua stood beside Lu Zhennan, full of gentle tone.

Lu Zhennan didn't want the other party to worry about himself, so he smiled at her lightly, "After so many years, Xiao Ran's child hasn't always treated me like this, I don't have anything to be sad about, I'm used to it." Tonight, I'm just going to stay in my study and think about tomorrow morning's meeting, don't worry, I'm fine......"

After that, he unconsciously returned his gaze to the jade ring.

Lin Yuhua glanced at Lu Zhennan stupidly, and then glanced at the jade ring faintly, all kinds of sorrows welled up in his heart, and a complicated look couldn't help but pass through his eyes.

She knew that he must have missed Shen Yushan again, after so many years, she was still the woman he loved the most......

In the end, she is no match for a dead ......

After the atmosphere was solemn for a moment, Lin Yuhua lowered his head and stirred the bird's nest in the bowl with a spoon, scooped a spoonful, blew lightly with his mouth, and handed it to Lu Zhennan's mouth, "This is the special white swallow I bought by the way when I went to Malaysia last time, I think it's pretty good, you can also try it." ”

Lu Zhennan turned his head slightly, smiled softly at the woman, and took the spoonful of bird's nest with his mouth.

"Yuhua, the bird's nest is good, I'll eat it myself later. It's so late, you hurry up and go to bed first. With that, Lu Zhennan brought the bird's nest over and placed it on his desk.

"That'...... What about you? Still not sleeping? You're not a guy now, how can you always stay up late like this, what if you burn your body out......" Lin Yuhua stared at him with an uneasy expression.

Looking at the woman's two frowning curved willow eyebrows, Lu Zhennan's heart was full of mixed feelings.

Recalling the past, this woman, when he was at his lowest, would be by his side silently every time, without asking for anything in return.

For so many years, everything she has done for him, he has seen it in his eyes and remembered it firmly in his heart.

If it weren't for the fact that this woman accompanied and comforted him day and night, and helped him deal with all kinds of miscellaneous things in the company, after he lost Shen Yushan, neither S.B Group nor him would have been able to get through that gloomy period smoothly.

She even willingly didn't want children in order not to worsen the father-son relationship between him and Lu Xiaoran.

Lu Zhennan understands better than anyone how deep Lin Yuhua's love for him is.

Although he knew very well in his heart that he couldn't love her as much as he loved Shen Yushan, she was still the woman he wanted to cherish and cherish the most for the rest of his life.

To meet such a good woman with such deep affection, Lu Zhennan has always felt that he is fortunate to read.

However, when he remembered that he had not been able to give her the title of Mrs. Lu in order to take care of his son's feelings, he couldn't help but feel that he owed her a lot.

Lu Zhennan's eyes suddenly glowed with a thick warm color, and he hugged the woman tightly in his arms, "Yuhua, why do you want to fall in love with a man like me in your life." A good woman like you should have married a good man, had two beautiful babies, and lived a happy life. But you ......"

Before he could finish speaking, the woman stood on tiptoe slightly, leaned back and printed her lips on his, no longer letting him continue to apologize to her.

The two hugged and kissed.

Deep down, each of them has their own sorrows.

Lu Zhennan gently let Lin Yuhua go, turned around and quickly solved the bird's nest she had made for herself, and came over to hug her across his chest.

"Seeing how worried you are, we'll go back to sleep now. Let's go. He looked down at the delicate woman in his arms and fondly imprinted a kiss on her forehead.

Lin Yuhua wrapped his two slender and white hands loosely around Lu Zhennan's neck, "Zhennan, don't talk to me about those inexplicable words in the future...... I, Lin Yuhua, will be satisfied to be by your side like I am now. ”

"Okay, okay, I won't have those inexplicable words in the future." Lu Zhennan's eyes, warm and bright like the bright moon, smiled lightly at the woman.

Lin Yuhua was suddenly a little worried, "Zhennan, I look at Xiao Ranjin's attitude, I'm afraid I won't be willing to be with Qianmeng, right?" How can the matter of the Murong family be solved? ”