Do not regret this life and be affectionate,

Willing to travel alone.

If the fate of the next life is unfinished,

Rather than the sky, live up to the light.

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Their bodies fit together, their faces close together, and he could even see the fine fluff on her face and smell the faint fragrance of her body.

The breath became burning, the words were superfluous, and the lips slowly pressed together.

He couldn't help but tremble, seeing that her eyes were misty and moist, her face was flushed, fine beads of sweat oozed from the tip of her nose, and her lips were slightly open, revealing the tip of her tender and moist tongue, pure mixed with charm, that cute look made him can't help but bow his head and take her lips in his mouth, and then gently wrap around the tip of her tongue.

She shuddered to bear his affection, her eyelashes already moistened unconsciously......

A cry woke her from her sleep.

It turned out to be a dream!

What a happy and sweet dream!

Look at the pillow, empty, the sweet wave that surged just now instantly fell to the bottom, and a deep melancholy and loneliness overflowed my heart.

She really wanted to go with her husband, but as the ark said, she died, what about the three children? They are still so young and need the love of their parents, so they just leave, how can they survive without support?

After thinking about it, she decided to live well, not for anything else, for the sake of the child, but also to live strongly!

Think about Li Qingzhao, she doesn't know martial arts in troubled times, but she is talented, wise and brave, although she is displaced, she never gives up the courage to live.

Well, I'm going to live well!

After figuring it out and letting it go, the whole person suddenly felt a lot more comfortable.

Zhengzheng raised his little face and asked, "Mother, is Daddy really dead?"

Yuan Yuan shook Shiyan's arm and asked, "Mother, will Daddy come back?"

Xin'er blinked her innocent eyes and asked, "Mother, when will Daddy come back?"

Shiyan gently hugged the three children in her arms and said softly: "Children, your father will always be there, and he will not leave us." ”

How can such a young child understand the meaning of this sentence. Xin'er blinked and asked, "Then why didn't Daddy come back, didn't he want us anymore?

As soon as they heard this, the three children began to cry again.

"Don't cry, don't cry, your father will always live. It's just that he...... He ...... "Speaking of this, she choked up a little, turned her face and secretly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Mother, mother!" the righteous shout looked a little uneasy.

"Mother is fine. ”

Liu Shiyan tried her best to calm herself down and not let her sad emotions infect the child. In order not to make the children sad, at this time she decided to tell a lie.

"You have to study hard, and when your kung fu has grown greatly, and you are proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, your father will come back. ”

Yuan Yuan asked, "Mother, is this true?"

"It's true, when did you lie to you? You study hard, and if your father comes back and sees you still so naughty, he will be very angry. If you finish your studies sooner, your father will be able to come back sooner. ”

Zhengzheng nodded and said, "Mother, we must be obedient and study hard." ”

The three children believed it was true, and since then they have been more diligent and hard in their studies, although they have not yet reached the age of going to school, they have been able to "recite more than a thousand words a day", not only that, in the practice of martial arts, Fang Zheng and Fang Yuan have been able to practice the Biyun Flying Sword from beginning to end;

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it is the autumn of the following year, and the three children are already five years old, and according to their minds, it is time to go to school.

Only boys were allowed to study in the academy, so Liu Shiyan spent two silver to let her three children go to a private school to study. Although this is a private school, it is taught by the knowledgeable but somewhat down-and-out Master Shen.

It's the closest to home, and Shiyan sometimes misses her children and can come over at any time to visit, so even though she spends a little too much on the silver taels, she still lets the children go.

The beginning of etiquette and righteousness lies in the correct appearance, the same color, and the following words. Therefore, the first lesson of the opening ceremony is "dressing properly".

As the name suggests, it is to make students pay attention to their own grooming and neatness, which is the first lesson to be taken first.

At the time of admission, the new students stood one by one, and Master Shen helped the students tidy up their clothes in turn.

Then, "neatly dressed" lined up to assemble in front of the school. After standing for a while, he entered the school under the leadership of Master Shen.

After entering the school, an apprenticeship ceremony is held.

Students should first bow to the Holy Master Confucius, kneel on both knees, and bow nine times, and then bow to Master Shen and bow three times. After worshipping Master Shen, the students presented six gifts to Master Shen.

The so-called six rites are the six kinds of gifts given by the disciples to the master during the worship ceremony, which are:

Celery: means diligent and studious, good at work, lotus seeds: lotus seeds are bitter, meaning painstaking education, red beans: meaning red luck, red dates: meaning early and high school, longan: meaning merit, and dry and lean pork strips: to express the hearts of disciples.

After the apprenticeship ceremony, the students put their hands in a basin of water to "clean their hands" according to Master Shen's request, wash the front and back once, and then wipe them dry.

The meaning of washing hands is to clean hands and hearts, remove miscellaneous essence, and hope to concentrate and have no distractions in future studies.

Cinnabar Kaizhi, also known as cinnabar enlightenment or cinnabar mole, is the last procedure in the opening ceremony.

Shen Fuzi held a brush dipped in cinnabar and dotted a red dot like a "mole" on the center of the student's eyebrows. Because "mole" is homophonic with "wisdom", cinnabar spot mole is actually taken from the meaning of "wisdom", which means to open wisdom, eyes and hearts, and hope that students can learn in the future.

It wasn't until she heard the three children read aloud that Liu Shiyan's face finally showed a smile of relief.

"Those three students are your children, right? They seem to be a little young, but they are all quite handsome and look quite smart. You're blessed. ”

It was a fat aunt who spoke, uh, let's call it that.

"Who are you?" Liu Shiyan is very unfamiliar with the fat aunt in front of her.

"Everyone else calls the old king godmother, and the lady also calls it that. This "Wang Ganniang" smiled, kept looking her up and down, nodded from time to time, and showed a satisfied smile.

"Is there something wrong with Wang Ganniang?" Liu Shiyan felt a little uncomfortable about her looking at herself like this.

"It's a pity. Wang Ganniang sighed softly.

"What is Wang Ganniang referring to?"

"The lady's official is called Fang Yu Fang's big official?"

"Exactly. ”

"But that Fang Yu Fang official who died on the battlefield last year?"

Shiyan nodded.

"The lady is in her prime, the country is fragrant, so beautiful, but she is alone in the empty room, isn't it a pity?"

"The slave family has three children as companions, so they are not alone. ”

Wang Ganniang smiled and said: "What the lady said is that these three children are smart and very cute. If there is another pillow person who can speak, then it is called consummation. ”

"What does Wang Ganniang mean?"

Wang Ganniang said: "The big things are decided by the officials, and the small things are decided by the lady.

"Good. ”

"Does that lady know that there is an anti-gold hero Zhang Shizhong?"

"The slave family doesn't know. ”

"Speaking of this Zhang Governor's Mansion, he is really a dignified, civil and military and considerate person, but unfortunately there is no confidant around, if the lady is interested, the old body is willing to run for the lady, with the lady's talent and appearance, Zhang Governor will definitely like it. ”

"Wang Ganniang, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"The old man never dared to talk nonsense. What the old man said is true, and every word and sentence is for the sake of the lady. ”

"How can a slave who is married and a wife betray her husband? ”

"But Fang Daguan has been dead for more than a year, but the lady is still young and has a long life, so why bother to suffer herself. If the lady nodded, the old body immediately went to Governor Zhang's mansion and asked him to propose to the lady. ”

"Wang Ganniang doesn't need to say much. ”

"Doesn't the lady want her three children to go to the academy to study? Doesn't the lady want to have someone around her who is hurt and loved? Now, Fang Daguan has been absent for more than a year, if he sees the lady in such a lonely situation today, he must not be able to bear it. Why should the lady give up the wealth and glory in front of her for the sake of a dead person......"

couldn't hear Liu Shiyan's words, Wang Ganniang realized that she had quietly left at some point.

Presumably the lady must be shy, she didn't agree, and she was already very happy in her heart, so it was better to go to Governor Zhang. made up her mind, and she immediately rushed to Zhang Shizhong's mansion in a hurry.

This Wang Ganniang's words made Xiaolan listen to it very clearly, and when she returned home, she told her husband Fang Zhou, who knew that he laughed: "Since this is the case, wouldn't it be better?"

Xiaolan was stunned: "Do you agree with my sister to marry someone else?"

Fang Zhou smiled: "Who am I, do I have the right to make decisions?"

"The second brother is not here, you naturally have the right to call the shots. ”

What the hell, what kind of Song Dynasty is this? Fang Zhou sighed secretly, but said in his mouth: "What does that sister-in-law think?"

"I don't know. ”

"Go and ask. ”

"Can you ask about this?"

"You don't want to ask, do I want to ask?"

"What if my sister agrees?"

"Then let that Governor Zhang's eight carry the sedan chair!"

Xiaolan nodded.

Not long after, Yoo Shi-yeon returned.

Without the three children chattering around, I was really a little unaccustomed to it all of a sudden. Walking to the garden, she was about to practice her sword, Xiaolan came over with a smile and a sword, saying that she hadn't competed with her sister for a long time, and she didn't know if her sister's kung fu had improved or regressed?

Liu Shiyan smiled and didn't answer, and the sisters immediately started the fight.

The two of them practiced the Dragon Divine Skill Mental Technique, and they both practiced the Biyun Flying Flower Sword Technique, it stands to reason that they should be quite equal, who knew that after ten faces, Xiaolan was caught by Liu Shiyan with a flaw, and the sword in her hand was picked off and fell to the ground.

Xiao Lan smiled: "My sister has really improved a lot, Xiao Lan is far from being an opponent." ”

Liu Shiyan said with a smile: "It's been a long time since my sister has a child, right? Don't be lazy, look at you, you're much fatter, and your figure is not flexible, right?"

"But why is my sister still as beautiful as she was before she gave birth? Look at my belly now, it has become much bigger than before. ”

"That's why my sister has to step up her practice. If you become ugly, beware of your uncle not wanting you. ”

Of course, this is a joke, but Xiaolan continued to inquire about the topic: "That sister is so beautiful, I wonder if anyone likes it?"

"What do others like to do with me? In my heart, there is only Fang Yu alone. When he dies, I will never marry. ”

While speaking, Wang Ganniang had already brought silk and satin, and boxes full of gold, silver and jewelry to Zhang Shizhong's door.

Fang Zhou and Xiaolan came out to greet them enthusiastically, but Liu Shiyan was the only one missing, too, at this time, they wanted to avoid suspicion.

Without waiting for Wang Ganniang to speak, Xiaolan said: "But did you come to talk about the matchmaker for Governor Zhang's house?" Yes, she nodded, didn't she just shake her head. ”

Who is a matchmaker? She can say that a good person is a bad person, and she can say that day is night, so it's better not to open your mouth.

Wang Ganniang was stunned for a moment, nodded mechanically, I really didn't expect this woman to have a very sharp mouth.

Fang Zhou deliberately shouted loudly: "We don't know much about who Governor Zhang's mansion is, but we must ask my sister-in-law about this matter first." ”

As soon as the words fell, Shiyan in the inner room coughed deliberately twice, Xiaolan informed, turned back, and came out with a piece of paper in her hand, on which were written two big words: Don't marry.

"Lady, why do you bother to be cheap......

Wang Ganniang still wanted to make the last effort with her three-inch incorruptible tongue, but Liu Shiyan suddenly rushed out and shouted at Wang Ganniang: "I respect you for being older, so I don't care about you." If you don't understand Shicai's words, then I will tell you clearly once again, born as Fang Yu's person, and dead as Fang Yu's ghost, in this life, I will never marry anyone else!"

"Lady, ...... you are" Wang Ganniang's words were immediately interrupted by Liu Shiyan.

"I don't regret this life, I don't love it,

Willing to travel alone.

If the fate of the next life is unfinished,

Rather than the sky, live up to the light. ”

The words of this poem are loud and clear, Liu Shiyan not only threw out all the bride price, but even Wang Ganniang was pushed out of the door by her.