Waiting is a person and time to fall in love,

Waiting is a gesture that is willing to wait even if you can't wait,

Waiting is to exchange a momentary goodbye for a long relief,

Waiting is to let the clean youth shake off the dust of time,

Who knew what was coming,

But it's your silent confession.

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After this night, maybe they saw how powerful Liu Shiyan was, and they didn't dare to disturb it easily.

In the days of waiting, in addition to anticipation, there is more responsibility. The responsibility of taking care of the children, the responsibility of taking care of the family, and the responsibility of guarding the chastity archway for Fang Yu.

During this time, Fang Yu had only come to one letter, and in the thick pile of letterhead, the content in front of it turned out to be a complete three-character scripture.

It turned out that Fang Yu estimated that it was time for the child to walk, and it was time to start learning. In his words, people can lose, but they can't let children lose at the starting line.

Therefore, when the three children began to babble, Shiyan often recited the three-character scripture in their ears, and when the children began to toddle, she was pleased to find that Zhengzheng and Yuanyuan were shaking their weak bodies while saying vaguely: At the beginning of human beings, nature is good, sex is similar, and Xi is far away......

However, what worries her the most is that Fang Xin is not like her brother and sister who can already start walking a little decently, and she still staggers.

They are already two years old, why can't they walk yet? Liu Shiyan began to worry.

Fang Xin sat quietly, quietly listening to her brothers and sisters reciting the three-character scripture, clapping her little hands from time to time, as if encouraging them.

Zhengzheng and round back to "horses, cows, sheep, chickens, dogs, pigs." These six animals were fed by people", and they could no longer carry them, after all, they had just turned two years old.

"Positive, round, and extremely smart!" Liu Shiyan praised with a smile.

Maybe I was a little unconvinced when I heard my mother's appreciation of my brother and sister, at this time, Fang Xin suddenly said "oh oh" twice, and recited loudly: Joy and anger, sadness and fear. Love and evil desires, seven emotions with ......"

Liu Shiyan was stunned for a moment, and listened to Xin'er's skillful recitation to the end, "Diligence is meritorious, and the play is useless." Commandment, it is advisable to exert one", her heart was deeply shocked.

In the following days, she carefully observed the three of them, and found that Zhengzheng and Yuanyuan liked to practice martial arts, and sometimes a complex move changed, and they only needed to explain it two or three times, and they would generally remember it. As for poetry and songs, they have a lot of trouble learning.

But Fang Xin is the opposite. She is not interested in martial arts at all, but is quite interested in poetry, songs, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

As a result, the focus of her life revolved around her three children.

At the end of the winter of the following year, that is, in February 1134 AD, Xiaolan was happy, and the whole family suddenly became extremely busy.

Finally becoming a father, Fang Zhou jumped three feet high happily, and was even more considerate to Xiaolan. At the end of the year, with a cry, Xiaolan added a big fat boy to the Fang family.

At this time, Zhengzheng and Yuanyuan were already able to practice the basic moves of the Biyun Flying Sword from beginning to end. And Xin'er's piano, chess, calligraphy and painting have also entered the doorway.

Shiyan taught her three children unreservedly, not only teaching them to read, write, and practice martial arts, but also to let them learn the etiquette of dealing with others.

In her spare time, she would sit quietly with them and read a book. Under her influence, the three children are very conscious and hard-working in their studies.

Sometimes a child has a lot of strange questions, and at first she may be able to handle them, but there is one question that she will never be able to answer.

Zhengzheng put down the book and said seriously: "Mother, the child has questions. ”

At this time, Shiyan was studying martial arts, and it had reached a critical moment, when she heard Fang Zheng speak, she raised her head with a smile: "Zheng'er, but it doesn't hurt to say it." ”

"Mother, why does my brother have a father, but my sisters and I don't?"

"Your father is fighting against the Kingdom of Jin, because your father fought bravely on the battlefield, so we have a stable life. ”

Fang Zheng asked again: "Mother, why hasn't Daddy come back?"

"When the defeat is over, Jin Guo will naturally come back. ”

"Mother, when will the Jin Kingdom withdraw from the army?"

"Come on. ”

"Isn't that going to be where we can see Daddy right away?"

"Yes. ”

The three children clapped their hands happily.

Yoo Shiyan's words soon became true, but she was only half right.

On August 26, 1135, Han Shizhong's wife Liang was ambushed by the Jin army and died of her wounds at the age of Chinese New Year's Eve.

Hearing this bad news, Han Shizhong was grief-stricken, he couldn't afford to fall ill, and without a leader, the army could only temporarily give up the anti-gold plan and go home.

Hearing the news, Liu Shiyan was excited, and led the child at the gate of the city every day to look forward to it. Or stand on tiptoe, cover your forehead with your hands and look into the distance, or hold an umbrella and wait alone in the wind and rain.

Who knew that what was waiting for was a shocking news, Fang Yu had unfortunately fallen off a cliff and died in a war in early June.

Hearing the news, Liu Shiyan stood unsteadily and almost fainted. Others are so good, martial arts are so good, how can you say that death is death?

"The battlefield is ruthless, let's mourn and change. Han Shizhong comforted weakly, and the pain of losing his wife made his mood extremely low. After a few words of comfort, he handed over the jade pendant that Fang Yu was wearing to you, and let the soldiers carry him back to the house.

"A good person, how can you say that if you don't have it, it's gone?" she couldn't believe that this was the truth, but the token that Han Shizhong gave him was clearly Fang Yu's.

Returning home in despair, facing the questioning of Fang Zhou and Xiaolan, looking at the expectant eyes of the three children, she suddenly hugged the children and cried loudly.

"Mother, mother, what's wrong with you?" Seeing her crying heartbroken, she was shouting and crying at the same time.

Yuan Yuan cried: "Mother!"

"Mother!" Xin'er cried with a "wow".

"Your daddy is dead...... He's dead!"

The family hugged their heads and cried. The next day, Yoo fell ill.

With a piece of jade pendant, Fang Zhou didn't believe it, and personally asked Han Shizhong to ask.

It turned out that on a rainy night, Han Shizhong and Fang Yu led the elite soldiers to attack the Jin camp at night, wanting to catch him off guard, but who knew that the Jin army had already taken precautions and had been ambushed on their way in advance.

In the scuffle, Fang Yu was shot in the chest by random arrows and fell off the cliff, Han Shizhong reached out to pull it, but only grabbed the jade pendant hanging on his waist.

In disbelief, he quietly went to ask the soldiers at that time, and the more he asked, the more his heart sank, and it seemed that all this was true!

It was as if the sky had fallen.

Lying on the bed without eating or drinking, his eyes were dull and dull, and the whole person quickly lost weight.

How can this continue?!

There were a lot of comforting words, but Liu Shiyan couldn't listen to anything. Seeing that her body was getting worse day by day, there was no other way, Xiaolan had no choice but to put her three children out.

What if you also have three children? They are all young and need your care, can you bear to leave them behind?

They are the bloodline of the second brother, and they are your hope! You are like this, how can you make the second brother under the Nine Springs blind?

You have to live well, take good care of your children, and raise them, only in this way can you be worthy of the second brother's spirit in the sky.

Fang Zhou also hurriedly stepped forward to persuade, what he said was very modern, there was no way, nothing was what he was good at.

What is true life? Bitterness and happiness go hand in hand; mixed joys and sorrows, sweet and sour, bitter, spicy and salty, twists and turns...... That's life. No one can change the reality, no one can change the laws of nature, rather than escaping it, it is better to bravely face and take the initiative to challenge.

This world does not lack happiness, but the joy of discovery, and the world does not lack self-confidence and beauty, but lacks self-confidence.

Plain and bland, without a little ups and downs, can it be a good drama? Life is originally a play, and each has a role and no one to replace it.

When the fake is true, the truth is also false, and the dazzling heart is even more confused. Life has been hard for more than a hundred years, with different joys, sorrows, and sorrows. I don't know the true face of life, but my heart is in the world.

Life is the reproduction of art, art is the sublimation of life! Life is a colorful life, life is a colorful life! Life is by no means a life that cannot be born or die, but a life like a living dragon and a tiger!

Confusion has come, will the light be far away? Emptiness has been experienced, and fullness is just around the corner! The most glorious day in a person's life is not the day when he achieves fame, but the day when he rises up from sorrow and despair and moves forward bravely.

Xiaolan stared at her husband in a daze, why was he so eloquent all of a sudden?

Sister-in-law, only after the test of severe cold can you enjoy the beautiful spring, and only after the storm can you enjoy the splendid rainbow! The world is wonderful because of you, and the world is brilliant with you!

Sister-in-law, remember: see through the red dust for tens of thousands of years, hell and heaven nine heavens. Abandon your troubles and be happy, and change your life in a flash. As soon as the mind changes, every day is a new starting point, and every day is a new beginning!

Xiaolan quietly pinched him and said angrily: "Official, what are you talking about?"

"Maybe my sister-in-law doesn't understand, so I'll tell you another story. This is a true story that happened in the era when my second brother and I lived, but it was the same between people. ”

The story goes like this:

There was a ten-year-old sister with her six-year-old brother, when she got up and was about to eat breakfast and go to school, she found that the dining table was empty, and her mother did not prepare breakfast.

Finally, my sister had an idea, and wondered if my mother would go to the balcony on the top floor to dry her clothes, so she pushed open the door to the top floor.

Unexpectedly, the opposite person in front of me was the mother who was dressed in red clothes, red pants and red shoes, and hanged herself with a red rope and died of exhaustion and spit out her tongue!

The sister was so startled by the sight that she couldn't even close her mouth, but she didn't expect it to make the already frightened sister even more; What is even more unacceptable is that the six-year-old brother actually followed his sister to the balcony, and the younger brother, who is not sensible, thought that his mother was joking and playing games.

As a result, the sister couldn't accept this cruel fact at all, and after screaming, she didn't fall to the ground, and no matter how the younger brother pulled and screamed, the sister could no longer stand up smoothly. Since then, her daughter has never stood up. The poor child, after being struck by a pressure far beyond the load of his heart, suffered from muscular dystrophy in an instant, and never had a chance to stand up again in his life unless a miracle occurred.

The doctor said that in addition to the long-term treatment of the little girl, she must not be subjected to any major stimulation in the future, otherwise her life may be in danger, and the father has to send her daughter to the countryside and leave her in the care of relatives and friends. Because of the mother's thoughts, this family was shattered, and caused a scar in the hearts of the children that can never be healed.

"Sister-in-law. Do you want your three children to do the same? If you don't want to die, then the fate of these three children will be even worse. ”

Fang Zhou's last words deeply touched her heart.