Chapter 145: A Shocking Secret
This matter can be said to be big or small. If you pretend to be a big-hearted person, then it doesn't matter. But he is not this kind of person, Ling Yi'an thought about it, and felt more and more unbearable heartache...... All along, I have been like a clown jumping off the beam, a toy that pulls strings...... In any case, they are the ones who are not cared about by Ling Huanyu, and they are the ones who are not cherished by Ling Huanyu......
Speaking of which, there is one more thing that he doesn't know, that is, why Ling Huanyu wants to do this by himself...... Why do you have to put yourself in such a dilemma and make his behavior seem so inconsistent......
This may not be what he wants, but to be honest, it is also something he can't guess......
"What are you still thinking?" The kid's words made Ling Yi'an hesitate and nervous. He didn't know what he was nervous about, but he always felt that the person in front of him was not ordinary...... Not because of his words, not because of his eyes...... It's because he knows everything about himself......
It made him feel very, collapsed......
If it weren't for such a person appearing in front of him, then he might never have thought about it so much...... I would never have thought of those despicable past stories about my father and brother......
"Ling Huanyu has done far more than this, do you need me to say anything else?"
Say something else......
He wanted to know, so he nodded. But when I think about it, I always feel that this thing is not good for me...... If you say it, it won't do you much good. If that's the case, do you still want to say it?
Ling Yi'an thought and couldn't help but shake his head again.
I don't know who can experience that kind of inner torment...... That feeling of helplessness and helplessness...... I'm afraid only I can feel it...... After all, there has never been a person who really stands on his own position, and no one who can help himself and save himself...... Out of this sea of suffering......
To be honest, he didn't know what he was complaining about...... Anyway, he only knew that if he didn't do these things well, one day, he would be easily eliminated by Ling Huan Yu'an on some trumped-up charges......
If this is the case, then it is necessary to have a comprehensive understanding of the enemy......
To be honest, after hesitating for so long, he didn't think about whether he should give up, but ...... After thinking about it for a long time, he still felt that he should figure out the whole story...... In this way, he is not only responsible for himself, but also responsible for Qingwan.
Although the friendship between the two of them is long gone, ...... But no matter what, he is such a person, I hope Qingwan can be good......
In other words, no matter what, he hopes that Qingwan can live happily, even if he can't be happy, he has to do it...... Let's be healthy......
If you can't do it......
Then it doesn't seem necessary for you, there's no need to spend so much time on this trip, doesn't it?
Having said that, Ling Yi'an's expression has not changed much, after all, in front of such a person who can see through himself, no matter what, he has to show himself more mysterious, isn't it?
Only in this way can we have a chance, reverse this situation, and have a chance...... Wouldn't it be nice to turn this bad thing into something that was good for you?
People, no matter what they do, must leave a little way back for themselves...... No matter what you do, you have to think about what is best for you. In the past, he didn't think so, he felt that he could have a good father and brother, a good family, be able to eat and wear without worry, and live quietly in a small world...... That's what's best for you...... It's just that what I didn't expect was that I had done so much, and I was still treated as a chess piece by him, my brother, who I had always respected very much, and I was playing in a group......
"You ......" The boy saw that he was a little hesitant, and said that he wanted to listen to it, and then said that he would not listen. Since you're so hesitant, it's better not to say it yourself.
He thought like this, and then thought about it, now he is just fighting psychological warfare, if he doesn't dare to say it because he is panicked, won't he lose? No matter how scared and afraid he is, he must find a time to do this thing well...... Otherwise, how can you not regret it when you are old? Perhaps, if you don't choose to give it a go at such a time, you will even ...... Even when you're old, you won't have ...... It will be here, in the next second, at this moment, completely dedicating one's life......
It wasn't what he wanted, but it couldn't be helped...... More or less, it's all he has to go through...... This is his life, since fate has set him so many levels, there is no way, more or less he needs to break free...... Otherwise, otherwise...... How could there be an opportunity to do this?
"Whether you want to hear it or not, I feel compelled to say it. ”
What I have to do now is to let Ling Yi'an know that he has a lot of secrets in his hands, and to let Ling Yi'an have self-knowledge and feel that he can't do anything bad to himself.
Only in this way can Ling Yi'an have the slightest respect for himself, isn't it?
"You say, I'll listen. ”
Ling Yi'an tried to make himself as calm as possible...... In any case, it is better to make yourself seem less helpless...... Only in this way can we try to make the boy tell the truth to himself, lest he feel that he knows nothing, that is, he dares to say anything, and he is just talking some nonsense to deceive himself...... In that case, it's not good, then isn't it really a loss?
No, no, it's not a long-term solution.
Ling Yi'an thought, and then without hesitation, he stared at the kid's eyes with his eyes, hoping that such a move would make him a little afraid. I'm a little scared. As long as he shows fear of himself...... That's all there is to say, isn't it?
All in all, in this psychological battle, he may not have an advantage, but he also has to choose to fight hard, no matter what, he must be a person who can be on an equal footing with this person and negotiate with peace of mind...... That's what he wants to do, isn't it?
"You think Ling Huanyu is very good to you. It always follows your heart, as if it knows what you want...... But, actually. Maybe you're aware of it...... After all, it's not a very nice thing and it's not very glamorous......"
It's not very good, it's not very glamorous......
Listening to this, it makes people feel that something is wrong.
Ling Yi'an swallowed his saliva, and then looked at the kid with a hint of cunning in his eyes...... At that moment, he knew that he shouldn't have done this, and he should have ended this kid earlier......
After all, what the man told himself next was enough to make him feel guilty and sad for the rest of his life......
"You think Ling Huanyu is your twin brother. But haven't you noticed that the two of you don't have the slightest resemblance except for the temperament of the Emperor's House on your body?"
There is not the slightest place to imagine......
Ling Yi'an swallowed his saliva, and couldn't help but feel as if he had fallen into a shocking trap.
This trap does not start from now, but from the beginning, from the time of one's birth......
You continue. ”
Although he knew very well in his heart what kind of bad impact would such a thing have on him once it happened...... But this kind of memory, this kind of thing, is like a floodgate that closes the flood...... Once opened...... Then there is no way, there is no way to stop it.
Ling Yi'an thought about it, and suddenly felt a little ridiculous.
It turns out that in the eyes of these people, he is such a person, and it turns out that in this world, only he is deceived...... They all know their secrets, only themselves, still stupid, deceived in the dark......
"You mean to ...... I don't have any twin brothers in this world, do I?"
It's funny to say. I had never been aware of such a thing before...... actually let this kid and Ling Huanyu deceive himself......
"At this time, you are still asking me for confirmation...... What exactly do you want to ask for? Do you want to ask for a certificate, Ling Huanyu and you are half-brothers, or do you want to ask for a certificate, that kid's mother, who has always respected you the most, turned out to be the one who killed your biological mother, the real murderer?"
What about the real murderer of your birth mother?
Ling Yi'an was a little devastated for a while.
All the sadness and dissatisfaction were all tilted down at this moment. It turned out that the mother he once loved the most turned out to be such a face...... The truth of the matter is so terrible...... Such a sad ...... So...... It's hard to accept......
For a moment, he was soaked with tears of sadness, as if he had been completely pushed into a terrible cage, a pond full of sadness by the words of that kid...... At that moment, without hesitation, I was completely ignited by that sad emotion...... Maybe that's not what you want...... But it can't be helped...... That's just the way it is...... In any case, there is no way to escape this fact...... Isn't it?