Chapter 146: Unsolvable
"I ...... I don't believe it...... Don't believe what you're saying...... That must be fake...... Not really...... Not really...... How could it be true......"
Ling Yi'an said, he couldn't help but take a few steps back, his eyes were full of that kind of incredulous gaze, looking at the person in front of him, he couldn't help but clench his fists, "You tell me the truth, is this your plan? You tell the truth, are you deceiving me!"
His anger and sadness had reached an irrepressible level, facing the person in front of him, no matter what, he could no longer keep calm, he looked at the kid with an almost crazy attitude, his eyes burned, as if he wanted to eat the kid in one go.
What's wrong...... Did I say the wrong thing......
Seeing that his expression was not very right, the kid suddenly began to panic. couldn't help swallowing his saliva, and then looked at Ling Yi'an, wanting to open his mouth, but in an instant, before he had time to start reacting, he suddenly choked his throat......
It's horrible...... It turns out that a person who goes crazy will be in such a state......
"Say, you say!"
Ling Yi'an still yelled at him without hesitation, at such a moment, it is indeed not easy to stay sane...... But that kid didn't expect it, he didn't expect it...... He was so stimulated by his own words...... It seems that even if you have received a good upbringing since childhood, even if you live so big and have always been well-informed, it is still easy to be knocked down by such a thing...... But it's normal...... Ling Yi'an is a well-known filial son and a well-known loyal minister......
When Ling Huan Yu pretended to be crazy and stupid, the number of people discussing the government reached an unprecedented number...... Almost up and down the court, among the people...... Everyone is talking about the new emperor's uselessness...... The throne still fell into the hands of his imperial uncle......
In that case, I don't know how many people have mentioned to Ling Yi'an that he must inherit the throne of the emperor, and told him that if he is willing to raise troops, then there will be many people in the whole court who are willing to help him...... Come to think of it, the second prince is young and strong, resourceful, and kind-hearted...... In any case, it seems that the second prince is more suitable for this throne than the eldest prince, isn't it?
But what he didn't expect was that Ling Yi'an was unwilling to betray his brother no matter what. Back then, he was secretly sent out by Ling Huanyu to keep an eye on Ling Yi'an's direction...... However, no matter what time it is, he always has an expression of not entering, and he never listens to other people's advice...... In the end, he was really overwhelmed by the burden of public opinion, so he went straight to the emperor, asked for a fief, and went to the small place in Longnan to become an official.
How can a little official afford to raise his golden and precious body for so many years? Ling Huanyu did not have doubts. After all, it was not easy for him to sit on this throne...... Before the emperor makes any big moves, he must get rid of all the dissidents around him...... Only in this way can he ensure that his throne is secure. Uncle Huang's dog thing, sooner or later he can find a way to get rid of him. However, but it makes Ian different...... He is his younger brother and the rightful heir to the throne...... If he accidentally had an accident, wouldn't he be able to sit in his place naturally?
How could he let others take away what he had so hard-won?
So in those years, Ling Huanyu always became a lot of doubts. In his opinion, Ling Huanyu has to constantly deal with the restless imperial uncle during the day, and he has to sneak around at night to make some future plans...... In those years, Ling Yi'an lived a free life...... But Ling Huanyu was miserable...... Until now, until this time, he can really straighten his waist and say loudly to the kid in front of him, telling himself that today's throne is finally justified......
If it weren't for the relationship between killing the father and killing the mother...... Maybe I'll be really happy for his success...... It's just that what has already happened, no matter what, there is no room for maneuver.
No matter when, no matter how many things Ling Huanyu has given himself, what kind of glory and wealth he has given himself...... That kind of thing, that kind of blood feud, there is no way to end it all at once...... He can only do things for this person clearly, but behind the scenes, he still uses all his strength to hate that person 100% of the time......
"I don't have anything to say. If you didn't want to believe it, you wouldn't be so angry, would you? The reason why you're so angry is because you yourself feel that what you've been through over the years tells you that it's not impossible. Am I right?"
The kid said, his eyes staring at Ling Yi'an's scarlet eyes. He knew very well that he had no way to stop Ling Yi'an's anger, Ling Yi'an's sadness, and the kind of resentment in his heart towards Ling Huanyu and maybe even himself...... However, he now knows very well that if he is still at this time and talks about things calmly, then Ling Yi'an, no matter what, will definitely not listen...... In that case, it would be better for you to say it all at once...... Even if he decided to hold a grudge against himself...... After all, I may have a little time left......
In this short period of time, he wanted to do his best to pour out all the grievances, resentment, and resentments he had suffered over the years...... He knew, and this was what Ling Yi'an wanted to know, because he and him, the two of them, really had too many similarities...... In other words, he is like another side of himself in the world, like a mirror...... The two of them really have too many similarities, so many that he himself is almost too late......
"You madman......"
Ling Yi'an said, roaring, and then grabbed his neck without hesitation.
The kid couldn't help coughing a few times, and he even felt that death had never been so close to him for a moment...... To be honest, he didn't experience life and death before, nor did he not experience fighting and killing, and there were times when he was going to die on the battlefield...... But every time, nothing has been like this...... So sad and sad, so sad and so destined to die.
Perhaps, the mind is dead, so it seems that the existence of one's own body is not so important...... Isn't it?
But what he didn't expect was that he was almost ready to die...... Ling Yi'an's hand suddenly let go.
Trembling, trembling...... Then he staggered back a few steps......
Finally, completely, he knelt on the ground.
He suddenly felt a little distressed.
"Why...... Why...... Why do you ...... me like this?"
Ling Yi'an said, and couldn't help crying bitterly. He couldn't care about anything else, and his whole body was immersed in his own sadness.
It turned out that the woman ...... The woman who has always been regarded as her dearest mother...... turned out to be the murderer of his own mother...... No wonder...... No wonder...... No wonder when he was in the past, he always listened to that woman, taught himself not to fight, not to rob, she always said, always told herself, said that people live this life...... No matter what time it is, you are happiest only when you keep your original intention and live peacefully. Don't spend your whole life immersed in power, status, money, like that...... There is some pressure in life...... It's all unhappy.
"Mother doesn't want you to live so tired. ”
This seems to be the most she has ever said to herself.
In the past, when he heard this, he always felt that his mother was thinking about himself...... It's for your own good. After all, it was her own mother, and no matter what, she couldn't do anything to hurt herself...... But...... But today, this sentence seems to be somewhat ironic......
The reason why she said that...... It should be, it should be afraid, it should be afraid of herself, when she couldn't see it, she had some evil intentions for the throne and took the position of her own son......
People say that a biological mother is not as big as an adoptive mother...... But how can such a situation be calculated...... It's not that he hasn't thought about such a situation, but he has thought about it many times, and he still feels that the revenge of killing his mother can't be let go no matter what...... Even if she had raised herself, so what? she was just atoning for the human life in her hands......
Ling Yi'an cried and sighed, he really, really couldn't accept this...... If Ling Huanyu simply wanted to kill himself for some other reason, then everything was still within his bearing...... But the whole day is clear, no one knows, no one knows...... himself, among so many princes, is the one who attaches the most importance to affection...... It is said that the one who sits on the throne of God's throne should be as ruthless as that throne...... It's just that today, in my opinion, it's a wrong thing to have feelings, isn't it?
Only with feelings can you be motivated to do things...... Only by thinking about his biological mother day and night, the hatred of killing his mother, can he really have the motivation to seize the throne......
Yes, he wants to take the throne, he has to do it...... This is what he should do, and this is what he must do......
He thought so, then looked at the kid behind him, turned around, cleared his throat coldly, and then asked, "How do you know these things?"