Am I dead?

Probably so......

For as long as I can remember, I've never felt so relaxed and comfortable as I do now.

All along, I have been a sick drag, a burden!

I can't play and run around and practice like normal peers, and I can't even laugh when I'm happy and cry when I'm sad......

For me, just trying to survive is exhausting!

When I was young, my father would occasionally take me to play when I was still in good spirits, and it was the happiest memory of my life.

But then my body became weaker due to some circumstances......

Even a few simple steps can make me tired and even black-eyed......

As much as I longed for freedom, looking into my father's worried and sad eyes, I didn't dare to do anything that would worry him.

So after that, I basically lay on the bed in my room every day, only occasionally looking out the window at the outside world, thinking about what the person I missed was doing......

My body is not mobile, but my brain is free.

I knew very well that this was a luxury for me!

Because I know......

Sooner or later, my brain will stop thinking, my life will come to an end, and I will completely forget the person who makes me remember!

And that day won't be too far away......

Because I can feel that my body is getting worse day by day, and sometimes I can't even do something as simple as sitting up and looking out the window.

And now, I feel that my body is so relaxed......

Wrong......

Now I seem to be just a touch of soul, and it seems to have detached itself from my decadent body!

Yes, the devilish mystery man came to me and asked me if I would like to have his power and give him my body......

I said yes......

He told me that the only condition for having his strength and a healthy body for a short time was that my life would come to an end once and for all after he didn't need me.

I knew very well that it was a foolish thing to make a deal with the devil, but his terms were too tempting, and the devil made me agree......

Anyway, it's going to be a person who is going to die soon, and it seems good to feel the healthy and strong body that you have been longing for before you die!

Then I fell asleep as if I had been sick before, heavy and miserable.

When I woke up again, I was still me, but I wasn't me again!

The devil was in the same body as me, and I could feel his consciousness, and probably he could feel my ......

It was only after that that I realized what a bad decision I had made!

However, it was too late to find out......

My consciousness is still there, but I can't control my body!

I can only watch him use my identity to use my father, and borrow my identity to murder the person I admire the most, the general of the White Tiger Country!

Even if I can't cultivate, even if I can't even pick up a weapon!

But as a man, I still yearn for the picture of defending the country and fighting the enemy like an old general......

He is the greatest hero in my heart, but now someone is borrowing my body to murder him, and I can't do anything about it!

It was the first time I felt that desperate fear......

If the old general was really killed by "me", wouldn't I, a waste person, become the biggest sinner in the entire White Tiger Country?

And no one knows, there has always been a secret hidden in my heart, a secret that will support me to breathe desperately and open my eyes desperately to continue living whenever I am so weak that I can't live!

In the General's Mansion, there lived a kind and lovely little girl......

She is the simplest and most beautiful little girl in the world!

She is also the only friend I have in my life......

Her name is Chu Qianli, and she is the biological granddaughter of the general of the White Tiger Country.

What an enviable identity this was, but she couldn't cultivate like me, and she lost her father and mother since she was a child, and she lived alone and helplessly in that big general's mansion.

I'll never forget the first time I saw her, her helpless eyes sparked my desire to protect her......

How ridiculous, a person like me should try to protect others!

But because of this thought, I suddenly became full of hope and motivation for the future life.

Probably God heard my prayers, and after getting to know her, my body gradually improved.

Therefore, I often begged my father to take me to play with her, as long as I could see her, as long as I could accompany her to see her happy smiling face, I felt full of strength!

Later, I met her more often, and she gradually became familiar with me, and the two of us became very good friends......

Once she was bullied by her two younger sisters, and when I saw her, she hid and cried, her eyes red.

It hurts me to see her like this......

So I told her a little self-consciously: "I will do my best to protect you in the future, and I will never let you be bullied and wronged at all!" ”

Hearing my words, her eyes suddenly widened with tears, and she showed me a sweet and lovely smile.

Although she looked pitiful when she cried like that and suddenly pulled out a smile, I will never forget her expression at that time.

She trusted me like that......

Unreservedly believe that I can protect her!

At that time, she sobbed and told me, "Little brother, I believe in you!" You are my only friend, thank you for your willingness to protect me, I was very sad today, but now I am really happy to hear you say this! ”

At that time, I felt a power that I had never felt before, and I vowed in my heart that I must try to make myself healthier and healthier, and I must protect her and make her the happiest girl in the world!

However......

This dream was completely shattered by her two arrogant and domineering sisters......

They didn't agree and suddenly pushed the two of us into the river.

The cold water of the river instantly submerged me, but I didn't feel the slightest cold......

What made me even more desperate than the bone-chilling water was that she was pushed down the river with me!

Looking at the way she struggled, I don't know where the strength came from, desperately rushing to her side and trying to drag her out of the river......

At that time, I had forgotten my life and death in my mind, I only remember that I said that I would protect her and never let anyone bully her again!

Although I am a waste, but a manly man, what I say is counted, not to mention that this is my promise to her!