Although I am a waste, but a manly man, what I say is counted, not to mention that this is my promise to her!

The main thing is that she is my only friend, the only person I care about besides my dad!

But I still overestimated my strength......

It took all my strength just to lift her out of the river.

She couldn't swim and was probably too frightened.

When I dragged her up from the river, she was completely confused.

I want to take her to shore, even if I sink it......

As long as she can live.

But I couldn't hold it anymore, and I couldn't swim a single step in the cold water.

Fortunately, just when I was about to lose my strength to let go of her, the little maid Chun'er, who had been following her, called someone to save her!

Feeling the weight of my hands being carried away by them, I lost all my strength......

I thought, maybe my life is coming to an end today.

I couldn't move up and down my body and sank down little by little, and in the last afterglow I saw that she had passed out and was taken ashore by the subordinates of the General's Mansion, I saw her sitting on the shore and coughing desperately after spitting a few mouthfuls of water, I think she was saved......

Immediately after that, I lost consciousness completely.

I thought I would just stay at the bottom of the river, alone forever......

But I didn't expect that before my life was about to end, I was also rescued by my father who rushed to the shore after hearing the news.

However, even though my father saved me, I still got seriously ill when I got home......

For a long time I was unconscious, and the only thought in my head was her......

I'd love to know what happened to her after she was rescued ashore, but was she uncomfortable?

Are you frightened?

But at that time, I didn't have the strength to open my eyes, let alone ask my father about her......

Later, after a long time, my body was numb from lying down for too long, and I finally woke up.

When I managed to gather some strength to ask my father about her situation, I learned that she had a high fever after she was rescued that day, and it took several days for her to subside.

But during that period, in order to envelop the old general, the emperor took advantage of this reason to send her a lot of body-nourishing pills and precious supplements. The old general actually made a marriage contract with the emperor between her and the crown prince!

Prince......

That's the existence of 10,000 people under one person in the White Tiger Country!

became the crown princess, and she will be the queen of the world in the future!

That cute and simple little girl, is she finally going to come out?

I should be happy for her......

But why, my heart hurts so much, it hurts so much that it feels like it's about to tear!

After becoming the crown princess, she won't need my protection anymore, right?

yes, what qualifications do I have to protect her again?

In the future, she will have the most outstanding man in the White Tiger Country to take care of and protect her, and with the identity of the crown princess, I am afraid that no one will dare to bully her anymore.

What's more, what did I protect her?

If I weren't such a waste who couldn't cultivate, then when her two younger sisters bullied us that day, wouldn't I be able to protect her from falling into the cold river?

If that were the case, the emperor might not have used this matter to entrap the old general, and perhaps she would not have made a marriage contract with the crown prince......

Although this idea is selfish, I hope that I am the one who can always protect her in the future!

However, I know very well that I don't have that ability at all......

If the person who was by her side that day was the crown prince, she would not have been pushed into the river at all and almost died!

I tried my best to lift her out of the cold water, but I couldn't protect her at all!

A person like me, who could die at any moment, is not worthy of being said to protect her!

All of a sudden, it was as if I had lost all motivation to live.

However, just when I learned the news and wanted to close my eyes in despair, I suddenly saw my father's face that seemed to be a teenager old!

Although my father is thrifty on weekdays, he has always taken care of himself......

Because he said that he was the housekeeper of the General's Mansion and represented the face of the General's Mansion.

His life can be poor, but as a person in the General's Mansion, he must not lose the face of the General's Mansion......

Now, however, my father's eyes were so swollen that he was bloodshot and his beard was curled up in a mess......

Looking at my father's dejected but cautious appearance for fear of losing me, I suddenly felt that I didn't even have the right to give up my life!

I struggled to survive......

It's just that after that, I didn't have the courage to meet her anymore.

Looking at this sick and almost unlooked self in the bronze mirror, I even thought, without a friend like me, her life should be better and better?

All I can do is pray for her and bless her every day, with the few days I may have for the rest of my life!

Later, my dad always told me that she asked my dad about me, and my dad would tell me what happened to her in the general's mansion......

Every time I hear from her, I feel so happy that even the pain in my body seems to have disappeared.

However, I didn't expect that even if she had a marriage contract with the prince, her second uncle, aunt and two younger sisters would still bully her......

When I heard such a thing, my heart was very sad.

She is such a kind and beautiful person, she should be cared for, and no one can hurt her in the slightest!

Since the prince has a marriage contract with her, why can't he protect her well?

In this way, maybe I was wrong in the first place......

The prince's indifference, her second uncle's family's jealousy of her, these things make me extremely restless!

Perhaps the prince's engagement with her was not a redemption for her, but pushed her into the abyss of even more struggle and pain!

I must not watch her continue to live in such a miserable place, and I must not bear the possibility of her future being unhappy!!

But what can I do for her?

Now that I'm like this, what else can I do for her, who could die at any moment?

I guess I can't do anything!

That hopeless powerlessness stayed with me until the day she was going to marry the crown prince......

On that day, I walked out of the house where I hadn't been out for a long time.

I stood on the street, standing in the bustling crowd of people watching the excitement, thinking that the most beautiful woman in the world was about to become the crown princess......

Maybe everything is my delusion, since the prince is so beautiful to marry her, then maybe in the future, the prince will treat her well!