She didn't even know where she was, how could she hear the voice of Pity?

"Xiao Xia, you're really awake! Then you wait for me to call the doctor first" Guan Lianzhen hurriedly called the doctor to come and check on her condition, but Lin Xiaoxia pulled her sleeve.

"Pity? Is it really you? "

"I'm sorry I came back late, I really didn't know so much had happened during this time." She called Lin Xiaoxia before cutting off contact with everyone, and she knew that Lin Xiaoxia was in love with Ji Chenfeng, so she left with confidence.

She never imagined that things would turn out like this.

"Pian Zhen, you come back, it's good to see you for the last time" The most important people in her life are nothing more than a few, her parents have passed away, Ji Chenfeng followed others, and wanted to go, but only Guan Lianzhen, a close friend who grew up together, was left.

"Don't talk nonsense, what's the last side? Lin Xiaoxia, are you crazy? Guan Lianzhen scolded her, and cried while scolding.

"Pity, thank you, I'm sorry" Thank you for going to school and growing up with you in this short life, thank you for always taking me more seriously than others. I'm sorry, but you will be missing a me in your life in the future.

"Lin Xiaoxia!" Guan Lianzhen lay on her hospital bed on her knees. "I won't, you won't be allowed to do stupid things again! Uncle and aunt left you, I really hurt you, but they love you so much, only you are such a daughter, do they want you to do stupid things? "

"As for Ji Chenfeng, he will leave when he leaves! It's not worth it to leave someone who leaves you alone, and what to do for him! Woo-"In the past, Guan Lianzhen was very envious of their love, but she didn't expect that Ji Chenfeng would leave with others when Lin Xiaoxia was the most difficult, and he also issued a statement of divorce, he was trying to force Lin Xiaoxia to death.

"Mercy, it's not entirely for him, but I suddenly feel that I can't stay in this world, I don't need anyone, and no one needs me. I think it's weird, I don't even know why I exist, I'm alive. "Maybe this is more mourning than death, not being accepted by the world, and not accepting others.

"Xiao Xia-" Guan Lianzhen didn't know what to do except for being distressed. And it's really strange that she looks like this now, as if it's not as simple as being sad and sad.

"I want to go back," she said suddenly.

"Go back? Where to go? Go home? Guan Lianzhen asked.

"I want to go back to when I was a kid, my parents are still alive and we are very happy as a family, but if I could, I would tell myself not to like that person at that time." Yes, she regretted it, really regretted why she liked him.

"Xiao Xia, forget about him, but you must live well. Think it's for me, okay? Guan Lianzhen said. Seeing that Lin Xiaoxia didn't speak, she just looked at her suspiciously.

She continued: "Xiao Xia, do you know why I didn't come back when such a big thing happened in your house?"

"？" Lin Xiaoxia was immersed in sadness every day at that time, and she really didn't think about this problem.

"Because...... I'm pregnant" If it weren't for so many things, Guan Lianzhen wouldn't even tell Lin Xiaoxia. It's just that now she can't hide this situation from her anymore.

"Pregnant?!" Lin Xiaoxia turned her head to look at her, how could she not know? When did she have a partner? How can you get pregnant? Guan Lianzhen's character, how could she not know? How is this possible.

"Xiao Xia, a lot of things have happened to me during this time. I dropped out of school, and I had been hiding in the countryside because my dad was trying to force me to get rid of the kid. "Father Guan was an upright official all his life, how could his daughter allow her to do such a shameful thing?

"Pity," Lin Xiaoxia sat up from the bed and took her hand. "Tell me the truth, have you been bullied? Who is that person? Lin Xiaoxia was too shocked. Guan Lianzhen is a good friend who she has been growing up with since she was a child, how can she be a person with such a careful private life?! Except for being bullied by others, what else can it be?

"No, Natsu-chan, not really," she cried and shook her head. She didn't know why it had turned out like this.

"Since you don't, then you should hold that person accountable." Lin Xiaoxia only felt that her head was about to explode now, and she looked at Guan Lianzhen who was so gentle and generous, and a person who handled everything tightly and orderly. Now she is pregnant unmarried, crying like this in front of her. Lin Xiaoxia was also very distressed.

He ...... There is already a fiancée, and they are about to get married. She came to me and wanted me to leave him. So I ...... "She didn't want to recall the specific things in the past anymore, and it took her many days and nights to gradually accept it."

"You've been deceived, why didn't you tell me earlier? Forget it, it's too late to say anything. It's useless to scold you now, it's useless to say you're useless. But, Mercy, this child can't stay, you're still young, you're still young, you're only 18 years old, and your grades are so good, you still have a long way to go. "

Lin Xiaoxia didn't know that even if the child was still in his belly, he was a life after all. However, for the sake of her best friend, she can only choose to be selfish. The arrival of this child will ruin her life.

"Xiao Xia, however, I really want to keep the child. You touch—" She took Lin Xiaoxia's hand and put it on her slightly bulging lower abdomen.

"Xiao Xia, he has been more than three months, although others seem to have not changed my stomach. But I could really feel it clearly, he was changing in my stomach every day. Even if I can disobey my parents' orders, but you, I hope you can support me. "Lin Xiaoxia's status in Guan Lianzhen's mind is definitely no less than that of any relative.

"That's it," Lin Xiaoxia closed her eyes. "You're a fool, but it's for that person, aren't you? Why are you so stupid?! "

"Xiaoxia, I've dropped out of school, and my parents are looking for me everywhere and forcing me to take the child out. I've cut ties with them. I don't have anything left, I only have you, if it weren't for something so big happening in your house, I probably wouldn't have come back"

"But when I knew these things, I knew you must need me very much now. So I took the risk and came back, and no one but you knew I was back. Natsu-chan, I know you're in pain right now. However, if I can't let go of you, can you leave me? "

Guan Lianzhen didn't mean to let Lin Xiaoxia know how much she had risked and sacrificed for her. Who wants her to understand that they still have each other, and there are many inseparable feelings in the world. Friendship is also one of them.

"The doctor said that my health was not good, and I was not suitable to have children." Guan Lianzhen said.

"Pity~"

"But I still won't give up, in fact, I was worried at the beginning, I just thought, this child will never be born, there will be no father. If I'm a person, I'll leave. He should be pathetic, right? "

She shook Lin Xiaoxia's hand back, "But then I thought, don't I still have you?" In case I'm gone, the child still has you as a godmother, Xiao Xia - can you help me? You must not give up on yourself, this child in my womb. Maybe I need you in the future to help me take on this responsibility. "

They used to always whisper when they said that no matter who had children in the future, they would have to be godmothers to each other. Now, Guan Lianzhen is really pregnant, but this is the case. This is something she didn't expect.

"No nonsense! You will definitely be fine, since you must be so persistent to give birth to him. Then you have to be responsible for him, and you can't let the child go without a mother. Lin Xiaoxia really couldn't hear her say such things.

"If I'm gone, won't you be sad and sad?" Guan Lianzhen looked at her and asked.

"What do you say?" Lin Xiaoxia was even a little angry and didn't know what question she was asking, their friendship for so many years had even reached the height of family affection.

"Isn't my feeling different from yours? When you choose to do something stupid, you think of everyone, everything. Have you ever thought about me? Do you know how heartbroken I was when I received a call from the police. How scared am I? "

Since she is gone, she will be very sad and sad. So if she's gone, isn't she the same?

"Pity—"

"Xiao Xia, we have lost too much. I don't ask you for anything else, you just have to live well. The man who left you, I know, you can't forget him for the rest of your life, but so what? Can you bear to let my children not even have someone to rely on in the future? "

"Pity—do you really have to keep him?" Since it is so dangerous for his body, why do he insist on keeping this child so stubbornly?

"Xiao Xia, I want it! I must keep him. Because he is not only my hope, but also your responsibility to live. "A new life is a new hope. The two of them have such a good relationship, Lin Xiaoxia will not bear it.

Lin Xiaoxia didn't say anything more. Just looking at her belly like this. It's hard to calm down for a long time.

Since Ji Chenfeng came to Germany, he has been hiding in his room every day and drinking heavily, not only is he unkempt every day, his beard is not taken care of, and his whole person has lost a lot of weight.

"Chen Feng, don't drink it." Lin Yumei has persuaded him many times, but she can't persuade him every time. He has now become this person who is not a ghost or a ghost, and it looks really distressing.

"Goo dong goo dong" Ji Chenfeng as if he hadn't heard her words at all. He drank half a bottle of vodka in one go, and threw another pile of glass ballast on the ground, but he didn't care to pick up another bottle.