Chapter 64: Response
When she entered the house, there was no one in the house, and Lin Xiaoxia rushed into his room. As expected, she didn't see him.
Everything is still there, she has been around for a while, obviously there is nothing missing she knows, but she feels that there are too many things missing in the house now.
"Chen Feng!" He began to shout his name from room to house. No wonder! No wonder when he sent her back to school that day, he held her hand for a long time and was reluctant to let go, Ji Chenfeng stood downstairs and watched her walk up, she kept urging him to leave, but he stood there for more than ten minutes before leaving.
Lin Xiaoxia blamed herself very much, she didn't feel it at all, Ji Chenfeng had been feeling weird for a long time. But she only remembered her own sorrow, and she didn't care about him. Why did Ji Chenfeng go through the withdrawal procedures? She didn't know, was he leaving? So where is he going? Why don't you tell yourself?
"Hum-" Lin Xiaoxia's phone suddenly began to vibrate, and then the ringtone rang.
"Chen Feng!" Lin Xiaoxia saw that the caller ID on the mobile phone screen was his name. She shed tears excitedly, she knew that Ji Chenfeng would not leave her.
She hurriedly picked it up, "Chen Feng, do you know that you scared me to death, where did you go?" Why did your phone turn off? Also, when did you drop out? As soon as Lin Xiaoxia opened his mouth, he had a lot of questions to ask him. She waited for his answer, but she didn't get a response from the other side for a long time.
"It's me," Lin Xiaoxia was startled when he spoke, because the voice coming from inside was a girl's voice. And she could hear that person as soon as she heard it, it was none other than Lin Yumei.
How could Ji Chenfeng's mobile phone be there for her? How could the two of them be together?
"I ...... You ......" Lin Xiaoxia felt more and more anxious in her heart, her heart kept pounding, and she began to sneak up and didn't know what to say.
"Lin Xiaoxia, I'm sorry. We're leaving," came Lin Yumei's apologetic voice from the other end. In any case, her apology for Lin Xiaoxia is sincere. Lin Xiaoxia had just suffered a great change in her family, but she still snatched the only important person around her.
"We?!" Could it be that Lin Yumei means that they are going to go together? No! How is this possible? It's impossible.
"Yes, Lin Xiaoxia, Chen Feng and I are leaving. If you go abroad, you may not come back in the future. Lin Yumei has already made up her mind, in order to keep him by her side forever, she is willing to live in a foreign country for the rest of her life.
"Nope! No, it won't! You...... You give him the phone. I'm going to talk to him! Lin Xiaoxia didn't believe it, she wouldn't believe it, Ji Chenfeng couldn't leave her, and he followed another person. At least he had to make it clear to her, and at least he had to know the reason for the incident.
"Lin Xiaoxia, Chen Feng has issued a statement on dissolving the marriage contract with you. If you don't believe me, you should be in the newspaper by tonight. It has his autograph on it, and your signature should be familiar to you. Lin Yumei said.
"Nope! I don't believe it, I want to see him. I want to hear him say to me with my own ears. Lin Xiaoxia said stubbornly.
"Lin Xiaoxia, he and I both feel sorry for you. He can't bear to treat you, so he won't tell you personally, and I'll come forward. I hope you take care of yourself, we are about to get on the plane. This phone number will never be used again. What Lin Yumei wanted to say was that even if she made this call again, it would be useless.
"Doot-toot-" The busy tone of the phone came, and the other party had already hung up the phone. Lin Xiaoxia has turned off the phone when he calls back again.
"No, no—" She ran out desperately. She's going to look for him at the airport, and at least she's going to ask him to give her an account in person. Why? How could he make all the decisions on his own so quietly.
……
She didn't know what time they were on the plane, she didn't know what country they were going to, or where exactly they were. The huge international airport, he searched for it many times. He was not seen.
"Ji Chenfeng! You come back, you just need you to appear in front of me now, I don't ask anything! I forgive you! Chen Feng! After searching to no avail, she could only crouch on the ground and cry. He used to be reluctant to let her cry, but now?
I don't know when it started, Lin Xiaoxia's side was already surrounded by a circle of people. There were many well-meaning people who came to persuade her, but he couldn't listen to him at all. Eventually, she pushed through the crowd and fled the place.
……
"Chen Feng!" She was crying his name all the way down the road. He didn't say it himself, he still had him at all times. But now? The words are still in my ears, but that person has already accompanied other people to other places.
Is she really his strong hope? He said that they still have each other, and he said that his parents are gone, but he will always be by her side. He said he would never leave her alone. handled the withdrawal from school and the dissolution of the marriage contract, but she did not even have the least right to know.
Does he really love her? Was he really the one she had truly loved for so many years? 'Ji Chenfeng, no wonder you asked me that day? If one day you leave me, will I hate you? Yes! I hate you right now! And it's the kind of hatred that will never be forgiven'
But why? At this moment, she didn't feel any hatred in her heart. I just feel a lot of pain, and that kind of pain is clearly visible, and it is a concrete pain, not an abstract pain.
Haven't you lost enough?
What else does it take to be considered nothing?
The sky, in this way, began to rain heavily. She walked alone on the road, and she still vividly remembers the way she stood in the rain and quarreled with him that night. At that time, she didn't know if Ji Chenfeng had her in his heart.
Later, she thought that she had succeeded herself, and Ji Chenfeng also liked her. They are together, she studies hard for her, works hard, and does all the things she is not good at. Just to be admitted to the same university as him, walk on that road together.
And now, the same night, the same rainy day. She walked alone, and he would never suddenly run into the rain to "scold" her and hug her. I don't know if it's tears or rain, but her eyes are blurry. He left, leaving her behind...... Without light, she could no longer see the road ahead.
Passing by the edge of the river, she stopped, then turned and jumped down.
Guan Lianzhen has been cut off from her family for several months, during which time she dropped out of school and hid in a small place in the countryside. In order to prevent others from finding her, she didn't even use her mobile phone, and in addition, the place she stayed in was not only inconvenient but also closed to information. It wasn't until yesterday that I had to go to the county seat to know that such a big thing had happened in Lin Xiaoxia's house.
Lin Cheng and Song Yanyun died, and Ji Chenfeng also divorced, but she couldn't be by her side when she was in the most difficult time. She rushed back to City B overnight, and when she changed her mobile phone number, fortunately she could still remember her phone number, but it was the police who answered the phone, and said that Lin Xiaoxia committed suicide by jumping into the river, but fortunately someone saved her.
She came to the hospital, they haven't seen each other for half a year, and they still have a video or something before, how did they become like this after they haven't seen each other for a long time? Mom and Dad died, and her fiancé quit the marriage, she probably couldn't stand it anymore before she chose to commit suicide!
"Xiao Xia-" Guan Lianzhen held her hand, if she didn't go out to study persistently, and still did this, if she accompanied her, she wouldn't let her hurt herself so much.
Lin Xiaoxia choked on water in his lungs and was seriously malnourished, and he repeatedly had a fever at night, Guan Lianzhen was suddenly very glad that she rushed back as soon as she knew about the Lin family, otherwise what would Lin Xiaoxia do if she was alone in the hospital?
Here, Ji Chenfeng began to feel uncomfortable from the time he got on the plane, his eyelids jumped vigorously, and his heart was even more uneasy to panic. After getting off the plane, he became ill and got worse, and after a few days of not eating a drop of water, combined with heavy alcohol, his stomach burned out, causing severe stomach bleeding. When he vomited blood, he really frightened Lin Yumei.
"Doctor Zhu, how is Chen Feng?" Dr. Zhu is a private family doctor hired by Lin Zhenyun for Lin Yumei here, and he is a young and promising Chinese.
"Miss Lin, Mr. Ji's condition has basically stabilized now, and during this time, avoid smoking, alcohol, and spicy, especially tobacco and alcohol. But it's only for the time being," Dr. Zhu said, as he spoke, putting away his medical supplies.
"For the time being? What for now? Doctor Zhu, please be sure to cure him" Seeing Ji Chenfeng change from her handsome young man to this, she was really distressed.
"Miss Lin, if Mr. Ji is only physically responsible, I must have a way to treat him. But in this situation, he has no intention of surviving at all, and he has given up on himself in his heart, so what you need most is to get him a psychiatrist. Or, you know what the root of his illness is, let him out early"
There is an old Chinese saying that the bell must be tied to the bell, and the heart disease needs a heart medicine.
"Thank you, doctor." Lin Yumei thanked her, but didn't say anything more. Of course, she knew what Ji Chenfeng's heart disease was, but she finally let Ji Chenfeng stay by her side, and she couldn't give up no matter what.
"Alas~" Dr. Zhu shook his head helplessly, why are these people more stubborn than the other?
"Ahem......" As soon as the next day dawned, Lin Xiaoxia began to cough violently. Frightened, Guan Lianzhen, who was lying on her stomach next to her, quickly got up to check on her situation.
"Xiao Xia, are you awake?" Guan Lianzhen called out to her eagerly.
Is it Mercy calling her? She struggled to open her eyes, wondering if she was dead.