Chapter 40: Scorching
Although the little prince saw that something was wrong, but he didn't dare to say anything, his mother has always been unpredictable about himself, he never dared to make his mother angry, if his mother was angry, not only would he send his own super variety of poems, but also let himself kneel on the ground, a kneeling for many hours, his knees would become bruised, very terrible, so he was more afraid of his mother, and did not dare to have half a point of disobedience.
The queen naturally saw the fear in Xiao Huangzi's eyes, but she didn't say anything, just waved her hand and asked him to retreat.
After the two of them retreated together, Xiao Huangzi still couldn't help but look at Yu'er next to him, in fact, children naturally yearn for beautiful things, and when they see their beautiful sister, they naturally can't help but want to look at them twice, so after looking at them twice, they couldn't help but cautiously say, "Are you the person called by your mother?" β
Yu'er didn't say anything after hearing such words, in fact, she was vaguely scared in her heart, and naturally she knew that this matter was caused by herself to a certain extent, so she didn't dare to say anything, and after a long time, she couldn't help but say, "I was indeed called by your mother, but when you didn't come just now, the queen mother was very amiable, and when you came over, her face immediately changed, and I felt scared in my heart, so I didn't dare to say anything." β
But the little prince's expression did not change at all, after listening to such words, he just pulled the corners of his mouth, obviously he already had the appearance of a little adult, obviously his mother was not surprised by his special feelings, and after a long time, he couldn't help but lower his voice and said, "I think I'm afraid I'm afraid I'll be burdened with you, otherwise it won't be like this, I think my mother likes you quite a lot, but if it weren't for what I just said, I'm afraid your life will be more comfortable in the future, But after I said that, I was afraid that I wouldn't let you have a good life in the future, after all, I was sorry for you, if you wanted, you could naturally stay by my side, I was willing to take care of some, if you had me to take care of you, at least your life would be better. β
The eyes of the little child are full of great sincerity, such a big child will never lie, and what he says is what he thinks most in his heart, although he doesn't understand anything, but he can vaguely see it, and the displeasure in his mother's eyes is naturally because he knows what kind of person his mother is, and he also knows that he has dragged others down, so he should naturally take responsibility, so he said what he said now.
After hearing this, Yu'er blinked her eyes slightly, with a slight doubt in her eyes, in the end, she didn't understand what was going on, so she could cause the consequences like this, but she didn't know what to say, and after a long time, she couldn't help but lower her voice and said, "I think the queen is very good, and she is also good to me, it shouldn't be like you said, maybe she loves His Royal Highness the prince too much, so she will be so strict with His Royal Highness the prince, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince must not misunderstand the Queen Mother, after all, the Queen Mother's sincerity to His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, all of us see it in our hearts, and naturally we can't speculate at will. β
After the little prince heard such words, his eyes couldn't help but be a little more disapproving, obviously he understood what kind of person his mother decided, and naturally knew how simple the little palace maid who had just entered the palace was, naΓ―ve that he had met a little palace maid before, and he was very good to himself, but he was even kicked out by the punishment in the eyes of his mother, and after he knew about it, he was silent for a long time and wanted to cry, but he didn't leave a single tear, and he understood at that time, Maybe his mother didn't want him to have an inexplicable dependence on these people, or he didn't want to have feelings for anyone.
I really didn't hold back for a while, so I didn't show that feeling to Yu'er, I didn't expect to be captured by my mother, in this case, my mother will definitely not easily take things over like this, after thinking of this, I couldn't help but gently hammer down my eyes, in the end, I really shouldn't do such a thing, otherwise things wouldn't be so troublesome, "It's all my fault, since I will also take responsibility, I won't say anything, A lot of times I understand, but some things have not been said, you naturally don't have to feel guilty, I understand a lot of things, you can see that I am young at any time, but for this matter, I am not a lot of clear and clear, so you naturally don't have to feel that there is something wrong, in short, no matter when, I understand these things in my heart, but I don't say it. β
The little prince waited until there was no one before he couldn't help but sigh softly, in fact, he hoped that Yu'er could follow him, at least he could protect him, at least no matter when, he could still let him stand on his side, or say that he was on his side, so that to many extent, it was naturally good, but Yu'er naturally would not see her side, not only because she had no rights in her hands, but also because of more reasons, in fact, she understood it in her heart, But I didn't say anything, after all, some things are not clear even if I say them, and if I don't understand them, I naturally don't want to say more. After a long time, I couldn't help but sigh softly, I originally thought that I didn't take this matter to heart, but now it seems that I am afraid that I am thinking too much, and I really take this matter to heart.
If it was really an ordinary palace maid, maybe I really wouldn't take it to heart, but when I saw that Yu'er for the first time, I knew that this person was afraid that this person was a very important person in life, although I didn't know what the importance was, but I vaguely felt this way in my heart.
If you can't catch him, maybe there really is no room to retreat, after thinking of this, I can't help but be silent, in fact, I am very cowardly for many things, so I also know that I am a shortcoming, so I have been trying to restrain or suppress many times, but after this moment, I found that some things can not be restrained, and some things can not be suppressed no matter how much I suppress.
"What I said is true, and this sentence is true at all times, if you really regret it and want to return to me, I am willing to accept you at any time, even if it is said that my mother will punish you for this matter, but I will punish me, but I am willing to let you stay with me, no matter when and under what conditions, this is what I really said, I will not easily change what I am saying now, because I know what I am saying now, I also know how serious my feelings for you are now, I don't think there is a trace of perfunctory or other meanings, in fact, in the end I don't know why, since the moment I saw you, I feel as if something is different, although I don't know what is different, but I know that as long as you stay by my side, I feel very relieved, this peace of mind is no matter how others can not replace. β
It's just a palm-sized milk doll, but when she said these words, she was very serious, and her big bright eyes were full of strong attachment and expectation, obviously hoping that her feelings could be responded, but this relationship was destined to fail.
Chen Yuan was also rare silent for a while after hearing such words, in fact, he didn't know why he had such a big dependence and expectation on himself, but he knew that maybe this dependence and expectation came from someone else, maybe it was the princess in their mouth, or because of the influence he had on him later, it also had the so-called butterfly effect on the present, although he didn't know why, but he knew that he didn't know what to do now.
In the final analysis, he is not the metaphor of being replaced in the palace, or he is not the so-called princess who has been spoiled from childhood to adulthood, but he is himself, and he has grown up in what kind of environment since he was a child, creating the person he is now, so he is a little overwhelmed by this kind of expectation and dependence from young children.
I have never dealt with such a hot and strong feeling, or such a self-reliant and strong feeling, which does not exist in the adult world, but only in the world with children, this feeling is precious enough to me, so I subconsciously do not want to deceive, or coax such feelings, this feeling I can't afford and dare not bear it.
But under the current conditions, if you don't accept this feeling, it may lead to more terrible consequences, so you don't dare to make such a big bet, and it is rare to fall into deep thought for a while, after all, although some things are said to be done, but there are too many things that you can't explain.