Compared with this hot and strong feeling, he seems to be a thief, stealing these feelings that should not belong to him in the first place, but he is complacent, thinking that he seems to have gotten everything.

But even if I say in my heart that no matter how hard I try, I can't deny myself, I really take this feeling as a bet, or that I am about to take this bet to make a big gamble, this big gamble may be done by myself appreciating all my life, even if these things are precious in my eyes, but in the eyes of many people are not so precious at all, so I don't know how to choose at this moment, which is really right or wrong.

"I don't know what to do, I'm just a little palace maid who has just entered the palace, so many times I am confused in my heart, I don't know what I should do, or how I do it is right, how to do it is wrong, I really don't know, but my heart tells me that many times I do it is right, but on the other hand, I think that these are naturally not conventional, so many times I don't know what to do, the feelings in this palace are too complicated, It's not something that a child of mine can understand, but I have to understand it now, otherwise there will be endless troubles waiting for me, and I really don't know what to do. After saying this, he couldn't help but tilt his head slightly, with a little grievance in his eyes that he hadn't even noticed, but it was hidden in his eyes, making it invisible.

After hearing such words, the little prince couldn't help but feel a little more distressed, although he was just a child, but in the end, he had indeed been in this palace for a long time, and he was also a little accustomed to such a situation, and the natural world did not have that strong feeling, but at this moment it also gave rise to a slightly different feeling, "I know that you are wronged in your heart, and I also know that you have a lot of things you don't want to say, so I won't force you, because I know that this feeling is good?" So although I won't force you to do these things, but there are some things I still want to remind you, I grew up in this place, so I said a lot of things I don't want to know, but I have already understood it unconsciously, and many times I naturally know too many things that I shouldn't know, these things are naturally unfamiliar to you, but for me it is like a commonplace, and these things are normal I shouldn't have told you, otherwise it will just spare your state of mind, But now that you are naturally in this place, if you don't tell you, it will hurt you a little, so I have to say a few words to you. ”

After saying these words, he couldn't help but sigh softly, but he looked a little more like an adult, in the end, he was just a child of a few years old, so in the end, I don't know what it was like this, maybe it was because his mother had too high expectations for him since he was a child, so he was forced to cultivate him into this appearance, or maybe because although he didn't understand what it was for, but his current government bear it and the appearance of an adult. I almost thought he was a half-grown child.

"This palace looks splendid, but there are too many dirty things in it, and the dirty things that you can't even think of are hidden in it, you can't even think about it, but you have to be involved in it, even if you can't escape, because what kind of people and what kind of things have been doomed in this palace, no one can escape their calculations, even if you are just a little palace maid, you will be in their calculations." When he said this, his face was full of seriousness, obviously he didn't understand the meaning, but he seemed to understand everything, he didn't want to think about many things at all, but it contained too many things that had to be thought about.

Yu'er was rarely silent after hearing such words, even if she said that she had grown up since she was a child, but she really didn't have it for many things, and now this doll understands it thoroughly, after all, he has grown here for so many years, no matter what, in fact, the people who grew up in the palace are lucky, but also humble, and even more innocent and broken, in the end, they can't have the life they want, their lives have been under the control of others since they were young, which can be regarded as a kind of sadness, But it's also a kind of luck.

Since I was a child, I have learned more things that are different from others, but since I was a child, I have also borne too much sadness and helplessness that I should not have borne originally, this feeling can indeed not be easily understood by others, but I have been crawling and rolling for so many years, and I can also vaguely understand.

But after all, it took so many years for me to understand this feeling, and this child was instilled with so many things like swallowing dates, thinking about it can't help but make people feel distressed, but any person in this palace, which one is not distressing, after all, it is a person who is forced to grow up like this, where is there any good fruit to eat? It must have been countless blood lessons that made it form the current law, and his mother did not protect his troubles, punished himself everywhere, even if it was not his own fault, and let himself bear these inexplicable responsibilities, such a feeling, no matter which child it was, was naturally unbearable, but he endured it, but obeyed his words.

may have known from a long time ago that his mother will never stand on his side, nor will he protect his children like other mothers, but will try his best to find all kinds of hardships for himself to eat, such a thing is indeed an incredible thing in the eyes of that mother, but it is really happening like this, even after kissing himself, he feels a little ridiculous, but he still sees it in his eyes, even if he says that his unreliable mother, When it comes to the critical time, he will definitely protect himself, how can he let himself be bullied.

In the final analysis, even if I have to suffer in the end, the loss is only because of my identity and status, how can I have my mother's deliberate connivance and thoughts? For these, if you really experience it, you will not choose to be obedient and like this, but you will be active in yourself, the rebellion in the heart of the most bone and yourself, will betray your mother, or say that your mother will look at the authenticity, you can't let yourself suffer in vain, but the child in front of him is the opposite of himself, not only did he not choose to betray, but chose to obey his mother's words, maybe he hoped to get a little pity and love from his mother through these.

I don't know if his plan succeeded or not, anyway, I still haven't seen what is good about his plan, but for such a child, it is extremely important to win for his mother's recognition and respect, not to mention that it is still under the conditions of his mother's own treatment, so I have to say that he has a heart that is more innocent than everyone else.

In the end, these villains are undoubtedly people who have had ups and downs in life and death, if they hadn't experienced the pain and torture that others couldn't experience, how could they have changed their minds dramatically in the end, and even did those ridiculous things in the end? They may be the worst of all, but there is often no one else behind the worst of them.

In the face of a life full of malice towards them and such people, what right do they have not to resist? Or what kind of forces are there to resist these oppressions? All they can do is to make themselves stronger and stronger again, those who have ignored and indifferent them, in the end, none of them have a good end, and even they themselves will go to hell, but they don't care about everything they cherish and look forward to has become a fireworks like ashes, for such a person, where is there a weakness, a person without a weakness is afraid of being an invincible existence in this world, so for him, such a world is even more gratifying.

If you think about such villains carefully, it will indeed make people feel distressed, but all they can do is to draw a strong stroke in their already miserable lives, and they may be able to make their lives less, but they have no way to prevent them from going to decay or the end of destruction, they can only watch the children they raise one by one go to perdition and destruction, and there is no way to even remind them, and even add fuel to the fire.

This may be a punishment for yourself, but it is not a huge punishment, after all, no matter how much you cherish these children, in the final analysis, they are just children raised by yourself, even if you have feelings, you will not lose your life because of this, after all, what you want, you can see it very clearly from beginning to end, and you will never lose what you want all your life because of these.

After thinking of this, I couldn't help but calm down.,In the end, I was too uncalm before.,Confused by too many things.,That's why there's all this mess now.,If you can figure it out earlier.,Maybe it's much better.。