Chapter 195: Awake?

Qi Yan stood in the sea of fire from the heavy snow that was blowing one after another! She was still holding a torch in her hand, the tongue of fire was raging around her, the smoke was smoking her eyes, and through the heat wave of the fire, everything seemed to be squeezed and deformed, and it was not real.

But the sound is real!

"Qi Yan! Qi Yan! ”

Qi Yan heard a voice pass through the sea of fire and rush straight into his ears.

Along with the voice, it was a person!

The man's face, for some reason, Qi Yan just couldn't see clearly, she only saw a vague, desperate figure, the man rushed into the fire and hugged her.

"Qi Yan!"

Qi Yan heard his voice and was trembling violently.

"Come with me!" As he spoke, the man took her and left.

Qi Yan pushed him away! Why did she push it away, she didn't know, her hands seemed to be her own, so she did it.

"Qi Yan ......" The man was stunned, calling her name in his mouth, and his voice was still familiar and terrifying.

But Qi Yan couldn't see the other party's appearance clearly, he was obviously standing in front of her, a few feet away, but his face was always surrounded by a layer of mist, and there were many shadows, the more he wanted to see it clearly, the more he couldn't see it really!

"Qi Yan...... You ......"

Qi Yan opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but the voice suddenly didn't belong to him......

"You want to stay here?"

She still couldn't see the face of the person opposite, but his voice was clear, and his voice was still trilling: "Okay...... I'm with you. ”

The moment the words fell, the man stepped forward and hugged Qi Yan.

Qi Yan froze in place, and around her was a sea of fire, which swept everything away, like a sea of fire in hell! However, the strange thing is that she actually felt the temperature of the other party's embrace!

"You ......" Qi Yan's voice finally belonged to her, she raised her head from the other party's arms, and her appearance, which was not clear, was clearly visible at once.

Qi Yan opened his mouth, and his voice was hoarse: "Thank you...... Fu ......"

She saw that the other party was staring at her intently, there was no fear in his eyes, and what he insisted on saying was neither sad nor joyful, as if the surrounding fire and hell were just ordinary streets.

"Xie Fu ......" Qi Yan heard his last last note and disappeared into the tongue of fire, "Yi ......"

"It's me."

It's always been me.

When the tongue of fire burned on her body, Qi Yan couldn't feel the pain anymore, and her last memory was Xie Fuyi's sentence "It's me"

It's him.

He was the one from the end to the end......

He was the one who saved her when she was a child!

He was the one who met at Garan Temple!

It was he who gave him a hairpin!

………

In the end, he was the one who died in the fire with her.

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Qi Yan's mood calmed down for a while, and she slowly opened her eyes.

It was already dark outside, and the sun was shining directly, and her eyes couldn't be opened for a while.

"Are you awake?" Xie Fu Yi was by her side, he hugged Qi Yan with surprise in his eyes, "You finally woke up!" ”

Qi Yan rubbed his eyes and saw Xie Fuyi's appearance clearly. is the same as Xie Fu Yi in the sea of fire, the same embarrassment. The look was diametrically opposed.

At this time, I thanked Fu Yi with a look of surprise.

"You're finally awake." Doctor Zhang took a step forward to take Qi Yan's pulse.

Qi Yan dodged and moved her eyes, she looked at Xie Fu Yi who was holding herself, and didn't speak, but the resistance in her eyes was very obvious.

"Let go." Qi Yan spoke, his voice hoarse.

"Qi Yan ......"

"Let go." There is no room for negotiation.

Xie Fu Yi had no choice but to let go, reluctantly, and stood beside Qi Yan's bed.

Qi Yan looked at him with a gloomy expression, and said; "Get out."

Xie Fuyi said: "Qi Yan...... I know you're having a hard time accepting it now, but I want to make Doctor Zhang."

When the words fell, Doctor Zhang didn't wait for Qi Yan to speak, and took advantage of her unpreparedness, pressed Qi Yan's wrist and gave her a pulse.

Qi Yan was still struggling, but he didn't have any strength in his body......

She couldn't move.

Doctor Zhang seemed to know that Qi Yan would be like this, so he didn't hurry to check her pulse. 、

Qi Yan looked at Doctor Zhang in front of her, she just looked straight at it, her eyes were cold.

Divine Doctor Zhang finished checking Qi Yan's pulse, took a step back, he didn't seem to notice Qi Yan's resistant gaze, and asked tentatively: "Young lady, you know everything, right?" ”

Qi Yan looked at him, his eyelids drooped slightly, he gritted his teeth, raised his eyes a little bit, and didn't say a word.

Divine Doctor Zhang looked at Qi Yan and said, "Escape is not a way, young lady, there are some things that you need to face directly." ”

Qi Yan still didn't speak, but his body seemed to be shrouded in darkness.

Seeing her like this, Doctor Zhang stopped talking, but glanced at Xie Fuyi.

Xie Fuyi looked at Qi Yan, as if he didn't know how to face her.

Qi Yan stared at Divine Doctor Zhang's gaze, and stabbed Xie Fuyi's body again.

"You just woke up." Xie Fuyi asked thoughtfully, "Is there anything you feel uncomfortable with?" ”

Qi Yan raised his chin slightly, and his voice was still hoarse: "What do you say?!" The coldness in the young lady's voice was undisguised.

Seeing that she was so resistant to herself, Xie Fu Yi sighed softly and long.

"Qi Yan! You've been in a coma for so long, do you want to eat something? Xie Fuyi asked.

Eat?!

Qi Yan has no mood and appetite to eat!

"Requiem Nine Needles...... Xie Fuyi, you are amazing! You're amazing! Qi Yan gritted her teeth fiercely, probably because she had cried too many times before, and Qi Yan couldn't cry at this time! She stared at Xie Fuyi with red eyes, just staring at it directly, as if she was silently accusing.

Doctor Zhang stood aside, and when he saw this, he said again: "Young lady, the nine requiem needles have been successful." ”

Hearing this, Qi Yan looked at Doctor Zhang.

Doctor Zhang said, "Presumably, you have already remembered everything, right?" ”

Although it is a questioning tone, the tone is very affirmative!

Qi Yan glanced at Divine Doctor Zhang and resumed his previous silence.

Doctor Zhang said: "Young lady, if you don't say it, I will take you by default, and now, your memory has been restored, and my task has been completed." ”

As he spoke, he looked at Xie Fuyi: "You talk, I'm leaving." ”

With that, turn around and leave.

"Stop!" Qi Yan shouted at him.

Doctor Zhang was puzzled, and looked back at Qi Yan, "What's the matter?" ”

Qi Yan's mouth opened and closed, and finally bit his lower lip fiercely, his voice was dry, as if he was unwilling, like resentment: "Xie, Xie Fu Xiu......"

When this name came out of his mouth, Qi Yan felt like a world away.

She was in a trance and didn't continue.

Divine Doctor Zhang opened his mouth and said, "Young lady, don't you remember everything?" Xie Fuxiu does not exist. ”

Although his memory has been restored, although he knows that Xie Fuxiu is his own fantasy...... But when Qi Yan heard this sentence from Doctor Zhang's mouth, his heart was still clenched fiercely!

Doctor Zhang said: "Young lady, you may not be able to accept this fact now, but the facts are the facts. From beginning to end, Xie Fu Xiu did not exist, Fu Yi broke your heart, and you imagined such a person in your mind. ”

"Fantasy ......," Qi Yan muttered to Doctor Zhang's words.

Doctor Zhang nodded, showed no mercy, and said: "You love and hate Fu Yi, and in the end, you are cornered, and you tear your love and hate apart!" You fantasized about a Xie Fuxiu, you projected all the good memories between yourself and Fu Yi on Xie Fuxiu, your love was given to Xie Fuxiu, and your hatred was left to Xie Fuyi. ”

Divine Doctor Zhang paused and continued: "That's why you are so vague about Xie Fuxiu's memories. Because he was fantasized by you, and everything was fake, there are memories that you should have remembered clearly, but you have no impression at all......"

Qi Yan kept listening to what Doctor Zhang said, and did not refute.

Doctor Zhang sighed and said, "Accept the facts, Xie Fuxiu does not exist, the Xie family has no eldest son, only an only son." ”

Qi Yan lowered his eyebrows; "So, I'm being kept in the dark by everyone, right?"

As she spoke, she looked at Xie Fuyi: "All along, you are lying to me!?" ”

Xie Fuyi said: "Qi Yan, I have to do this. ”

"No, not that?" Qi Yan laughed, he couldn't tell whether it was a sneer or a wry smile, "What do you mean you have to do this?" Did I force you to lie to me!? ”

Xie Fuyi said: "You firmly believed that Xie Fuxiu existed, and you kept going to him...... If I told you the truth! I'm afraid you'll become the same as in your previous life. ”

Past......

Qi Yan followed the two words and opened the floodgates of memory again.

In her previous life, she forced herself to become a madman, even if she recalls a lot of things now, but during the years when she went crazy, Qi Yan was like looking at flowers through the veil, and she couldn't really remember it at all.

She vaguely remembered that there was someone who had been with her...... Saying very gentle words beside herself, it was the voice she thought was "Xie Fu Xiu".

Xie Fuyi opened his mouth and said: "Qi Yan, in my previous life, I was negligent and caused you ......."

He didn't say the next words, but cheered up a little and said: "This life will not be over, I will definitely cure you, I will definitely protect you!" ”

"Heal me." Qi Yan was miserable, "I'd rather never be ......good," she said, and she looked at Xie Fuyi again: "Xie Fuyi, I used to say that you are a person who works step by step......"

She was right, but Xie Fuyi's step-by-step work was not used for business, but all for her.

"No wonder...... No wonder ......," Qi Yan muttered.

No wonder, I felt that some things were very strange before, and that weird feeling passed by, and Qi Yan didn't pay attention. In retrospect, it all made sense.

Xie Fuyi and Xie Fuxiu have never appeared together......

Xie Fuyi always appeared at the most opportune time......

"Xie Fuyi, the entire Xie family is your accomplice."

And she is the one who was tricked!

Xie Fu Yi was so accused by Qi Yan that he wanted to defend himself, but he opened his mouth, and finally he just sighed softly and said, "Qi Yan, I hope you can forgive me......"

"Forgiveness?" Qi Yan shook his head and said with a wry smile, "Where to start?" ”

Xie Fuyi...... Even if Xie Fuxiu is ......"

She paused, Qi Yan couldn't say the words "I imagined it", even though she already understood it in her heart! However, if these words come out of one's own mouth, there will be a sense of despair at the end of the road!

"Even if there is no Xie Fuxiu......" Qi Yan glared at Xie Fuyi fiercely, "Even if there is no Xie Fuxiu, I can't be with you!" ”

Xie Fuyi responded to her gaze, both of them were in pain, but Qi Yan's pain was ruthless, a kind of anger that couldn't wait to die together! Xie Fuyi's pain is a relentless love and reluctance.

"Qi Yan ......" Xie Fuyi's voice was hoarse, "In this life, I only need you one, and I will not let go of you." ”

Qi Yan replied coldly: "It's not up to you to decide......"

After she said that, she closed her eyes and ignored Xie Fu Yi.

Xie Fuyi stood beside her bed, like a child for a while, a little overwhelmed.

"Get out." Qi Yan said, "All go out." ”

Of course, Xie Fuyi was not at ease with her, but he also knew that the current Qi Yan didn't want to see him, so Xie Fuyi took a step back and said, "I'll let the full moon in." ”

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Full Moon stood beside Qi Yan's bed, twisting her fingers, not daring to look at Qi Yan.

The little maid had never been so restrained in front of Qi Yan, obviously she had done something wrong and didn't dare to face Qi Yan.

Qi Yan said: "Look at my eyes." ”

Hearing this, Full Moon bit her lower lip and looked at Qi Yan cautiously with flattery.

"You were arranged by Xie Fuxiu by my side?" Qi Yan asked.

Full Moon's lower lip bit out blood: "Young lady...... I'm sorry! I, I can't help it......"

Qi Yan sat on the bed, leaning on the pillow, her expression was calm, and she said, "I don't want to hear an apology, and I don't want to hear your confession, I want to have a cup of tea." ”

"Good! Young lady, you, you wait! Full Moon's eyes widened, she had probably thought about a lot of Qi Yan to speak! I just didn't expect that after Qi Yan woke up, he just wanted to drink tea!

"Young lady, wait a minute! I'm going to bring you tea! ”

The little maid was in a hurry and brought the tea to Qi Yan.

Qi Yan took the teacup and lowered his head to take a sip.

"Young lady......" Full Moon looked at Qi Yan nervously, "How about this tea?" ”

Qi Yan lowered his eyebrows, and rubbed his fingers against the tea cup in his hand: "It's very good." ”

She muttered to herself.

"Young lady! Even if it's delicious! Don't drink too much either. "The full moon is always thinking about Qi Yan's body, "Drinking too much tea is not good for your health......"

The corners of Qi Yan's mouth twitched, and a slightly tired smile was raised: "You go down." ”

Full Moon blinked when she heard this.

Qi Yan said that he lowered his head, still rubbing the tea cup in his hand, as if it was not a tea, but a rare antique treasure.

"Young lady, I ......"

"Get out." Qi Yan's voice revealed some impatience.

The full moon wanted to say something, but seeing Qi Yan's cold attitude at this time, the little maid swallowed her saliva and didn't say anything further.

The young lady actually didn't forgive her......