Chapter 196: Wake Up!
The corners of Qi Yan's mouth twitched, and a slightly tired smile was raised: "You go down." ”
Full Moon blinked when she heard this.
Qi Yan said that he lowered his head, still rubbing the tea cup in his hand, as if it was not a tea, but a rare antique treasure.
"Young lady, I ......"
"Get out." Qi Yan's voice revealed some impatience.
The full moon wanted to say something, but seeing Qi Yan's cold attitude at this time, the little maid swallowed her saliva and didn't say anything further.
The young lady actually didn't forgive her......
The full moon looked at Qi Yan, the little maid was actually not worried that Qi Yan didn't want to leave, but Qi Yan was disheartened and no one wanted to see it.
"Young lady, I'll ......be at the door," said the full moon, "and if anything happens, call me." ”
Qi Yan didn't raise his eyelids, just kept his head down.
"Squeak......" Full Moon opened the door and went out, after which 1 closed the door lightly.
Qi Yan slowly raised her head this time, and finally had a trace of popularity, she lowered her head and stared at the tea cup in her hand...... After staring at this for a while, Qi Yan raised his hand and smashed the teacup to the ground!
"Dangchang!"
After the crisp sound, the full moon immediately rushed into the house: "Young lady!?" ”
Qi Yan closed his eyes: "Didn't I let you out?" ”
Full Moon didn't listen to Qi Yan's words this time, but rushed to Qi Yan in two or three steps: "Young lady! Are you okay? ”
She asked, looking at Qi Yan nervously.
Qi Yan glanced at her: "What can I do?" It's just that I accidentally broke the teacup. ”
"I ......" Seeing Qi Yan so cold, Full Moon lowered her head in a daze, and said, "I'll clean it up!" ”
After speaking, he hurriedly picked up the fragments of the broken teacup little by little!
Qi Yan closed his eyes, looking out of sight and out of mind.
The full moon packed up the pieces, and there was no need for Qi Yan to drive people again, so he retreated very obediently!
Until the sound of the full moon pushing the door sounded again, Qi Yan opened her eyes again, she lowered her head slightly, and looked at her clenched right hand.
Little by little, she let go...... I'm holding a piece of a teacup in my hand! Qi Yan's gaze was like a pool of stagnant water, and there was a strange smile on the corner of his mouth.
"It's not up to you...... she muttered, "it's not up to you...... It's not you ......"
As if the demon was stunned, Qi Yan said as he grasped the fragment in his hand and swiped it towards his wrist.
It's strange that I don't feel any pain at all...... There was blood pouring out.
Looking at the blood on her wrist, Qi Yan seemed to feel pain, but she didn't seem to feel the pain, she felt that she had a numb feeling both in her body and in her head......
But what does it matter?
The blood on Qi Yan's wrist kept flowing, and it flowed out like her life......
Qi Yan seemed to have been drained of all her strength, and her whole body was gray, leaning on the pillow, just to meet the death she was about to face.
It's just dead......
She'd been through it once, anyway.
In his previous life, he was buried in the fire not long ago?! It's just that you can't burn everything out in this life!
Qi Yan thought vaguely, the darkness eroding her little by little...... Knowing that she felt like she was getting colder......
She didn't sit on the bed anymore, but like she was still in the snow......
The heavy snow in the sky was blowing one after another, and people were overwhelmed.
Death first had a big black hand, which also choked Qi Yan's throat at all.
A very familiar voice came through, it was a female voice, perhaps far away, with an ethereal feeling, the voice passed through the thick snow curtain, and there was a faint tone of questioning.
"Who are you!"
The voice asked.
Qi Yan was confused, and for a moment, she couldn't answer this question.
"Who are you......"
Take the ethereal voice and continue to ask.
"I ...... I ......"
"Who are you!" This is no longer a question, but an aggressive question.
"I'm ...... I'm Qi Yan......"
Qi Yan didn't understand what was wrong with him, and almost instinctively answered the woman's question.
"Qi Yan, who is Xie Fuxiu!" The female voice asked again.
Qi Yan's heart seemed to have been stabbed again, and the wound she had deliberately ignored was opened alive, and the flesh and blood were blurred.
"Who is Xie Fuxiu!" The man asked again.
"Yes...... It's ......" Qi Yan's voice was dry, and he couldn't answer!
The female voice was even louder*** asked, "Who the hell is it!" Who is Xie Fuxiu! ”
"Xie Fuxiu, Xie Fuxiu is Xie Fuxiu......" Qi Yan replied evasively.
"Who is Xie Fuxiu!" The man was very dissatisfied with this answer, and continued to ask Qi Yan, "Who is Xie Fuxiu!" Who the hell is Xie Fuxiu! Who the hell is Xie Fuxiu......"
One after the other, Qi Yan was dizzy, she covered her head, hysterical: "Don't ask!" Don't ask! ”
"Answer me! Who is Xie Fuxiu...... Who is Xie Fuxiu......"
Qi Yan was like a little beast forced into a corner, fiercely, struggling, and desperately shouting: "It's my imaginary person!" It's someone I fantasized about with wishful thinking! ”
The sound landed, and the surroundings finally fell silent.
Only the sound of a blizzard whistled in my ears.
Qi Yan stumbled, the person seemed to have been drained of strength, without a trace of spirit support, and the whole person sat on the ground in despair.
"Qi Yan ......" I don't know how long it took, when I knew that Qi Yan's chest was not so violent, the female voice sounded again.
"Qi Yan ......" Her voice made Qi Yan extremely familiar, but for a while, she couldn't tell whose voice it was......
"Qi Yan! Have you put it all down? The female voice asked again.
Put it down? Qi Yan didn't understand for a while, what the female voice said about "Fang Xia".
"Your bookstore ......," the woman said, "have you forgotten?" ”
Qi Yan froze slightly, not only her body froze, but she felt that she even froze her head.
The female voice continued: "Qi Yan, have you lived for Xie Fu Xiu all your life? If it weren't for Xie Fuxiu, wouldn't you be alive? ”
Qi Yan gritted his teeth: "I love Xie Fu Xiu...... I love ......."
"You don't love Xie Fuxiu." The female voice was merciless and said, "What you love is the gentle Xie Fu Yi......"
Qi Yan froze in place, speechless.
"The Xie Fuxiu in your memory is actually the gentle Xie Fuyi...... What you love is a phantom ......"
"No, it's not ......" Qi Yan clutched his heart, his voice was difficult.
"Why don't you dare admit it?" The female voice said, "You lost everything in your previous life because of cowardice...... Reborn once, you're still cowardly! ”
"I'm not cowardly!" Qi Yan immediately retorted.
"Then why are you looking for death?" The female voice was a little colder and asked, "If you are not cowardly, why do you want to die?" ”
"I'm ......" Qi Yan paused. It's like being poured down with a bucket of ice water on the head in June!
Die?
"Qi Yan, admit it, you are a cowardly woman...... Because of cowardice, you were driven crazy in your previous life, and because of cowardice, in this life, you chose to commit suicide again......"
"You're too cowardly...... the female voice was a little distant, as if the master was about to leave......
"No, I don't ......"
Qi Yan said, looking down at his wrist, where was the blood dripping, shocking! Her blood had been left on the ground......
"Nope! No! Qi Yan shook his head, trying to stop his wounds.
"I can't die! Can't die! She screamed as she gritted her teeth to stop the bleeding.
No matter how Qi Yan stopped the bleeding, the blood on his wrist was like a flood that had opened the floodgates, and he couldn't stop it at all!
Her heart had never been beating so hard as it was now! Even in her previous life, she stood in the midst of the fire and let the fire engulf her, she had never been so afraid......
It was the first time Qi Yan was so close to death, and it was also the first time he resisted death.
However, the more she resisted, the more unscrupulously death approached.
Qi Yan saw that the blood flowing from his wrist gathered under his feet, and the blood was black and thick, spilling up from the soles of his feet, little by little, drowning people, over his knees, and then his waist...... Then it devoured the chest...... Qi Yan grew her mouth, and she wanted to call for help, but black water immediately poured into her mouth and nose!
Qi Yan could only let the darkness devour him......
Unwilling! Qi Yan has never been so unwilling! But there is nothing that can be done.
Her eyes were shrouded in darkness, and before long, she would be engulfed by darkness......
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"Qi Yan! Qi Yan! Someone called her.
The voice pierced through the darkness, like an arrow of light, heading straight for Qi Yan.
Light pierces darkness! In an instant, the darkness in front of him cracked, like a broken mirror, mottled and shattered in front of Qi Yan.
The sunlight shone through the mirror, and Qi Yan couldn't open his eyes for a while.
But, she knows, the light is just around the corner.
"Qi Yan?" Beside him was a cautious voice.
Qi Yan came back to her senses, and she knew that it was this voice that shattered the darkness.
"Qi Yan, what do you think?" Xie Fuyi's voice sounded in his ears, and the technique was both familiar and unfamiliar.
Qi Yan slowly opened his eyes.
It's already early in the morning...... The morning sun passed through the room, and the light cut into four squares by the window lattice fell on Qi Yan's face, and in her eyes, everything in front of her slowly became clear.
"Qi Yan?" Xie Fuyi's voice was rarely tense because of nervousness.
Qi Yan finally reacted, she seemed to be rusty, and turned her head slowly and stiffly, Xie Fu Yi stayed by her bedside, looking at her without blinking.
The eyes intersect.
Xie Fu Yi looked at her with bated breath, Qi Yan looked at him for a while, and couldn't see any emotion in his eyes.
The face is expressionless, and it is impossible to describe Qi Yan at this time.
She didn't look at Xie Fuyi for long, but raised her hand and looked at her wrist, she wanted to see if her bleeding had stopped......
Outcome......
Qi Yan saw that his wrist was unscathed.
Don't say it's a wound, not even a little broken skin.
Qi Yan paused, she looked at Doctor Zhang, and said the first thing she said when she woke up: "It's a dream now...... Or is it reality? ”
Doctor Zhang stood beside Qi Yan's bed, and when he heard this, he glanced at Xie Fuyi.
After all, since Qi Yan woke up, Xie Fuyi has been guarding her, but Qi Yan ignored Xie Fuxiu and opened his mouth to ask such a question first.
Doctor Zhang said: "It's reality. ”
When Qi Yan heard this, he paused, raised his hand and bit his arm.
"Qi Yan!" Xie Fuyi was taken aback.
Qi Yan didn't pay attention to him at all, and took a bite directly towards his arm.
Pain, down the tooth mark.
Qi Yan breathed a sigh of relief.
Finally, I woke up......
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After Qi Yan woke up, it was very quiet, quiet and a little weird.
No matter what Xie Fuyi said to her, she shouldn't hear it, as if Xie Fuyi didn't exist.
"Qi Yan." Xie Fuyi looked at Qi Yan, who was ignoring him, sighed, and said, "If you are angry, you can call me and scold me, but don't ignore me, okay?" ”
The tone seems to be coaxing a child, and it seems to be coquettish.
Qi Yan was still distracted, just crossed his hands and stared at the bed tent above his head, as if there was a treasure map painted on the bed tent Yes.
Xie Fuyi said: "Qi Yan ......"
"Fu Yi, now the young lady has woken up......" At this time, Doctor Ouyang spoke, he said, "You have been guarding her for three days without sleeping, eating or drinking, and if you continue to hold on like this, you will definitely collapse......"
As he spoke, he stepped forward and handed the medicine in his hand to Xie Fuyi: "After taking the medicine, go and rest." ”
Xie Fuyi didn't answer, but asked, "Is Qi Yan's medicine boiled?" ”
"It's coming."
The words fell, and Full Moon walked in with the medicine.
The little maid lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Qi Yan. handed the medicine to Xie Fuyi, and he had to retreat.
"Full Moon." Qi Yan called out to her at this time.
The full moon, who was about to leave, stopped suddenly: "Less...... Young lady? ”
Qi Yan said: "You stay, I have something to tell you." ”
The full moon looked at Qi Yan dumbfounded.
Xie Fuyi, who was beside Qi Yan, frowned slightly and glanced at the full moon.
The full moon was excited by Xie Gongzi's gaze, and swallowed hard, she looked at Xie Fuxiu, and then at Doctor Ouyang.
"Then the full moon will stay and take care of the young lady." Doctor Ouyang said, pulling Xie Fu Yi away.
Xie Fu Yi was reluctant, looked at Qi Yan, and walked one step at a time.
Qi Yan was indifferent.
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There was only an expressionless face in the room, and a full moon that was as silent as a cicada.
The little maid didn't dare to look at Qi Yan's eyes, let alone talk to Qi Yan.
She has a weak heart.
"How many things do you know?" Qi Yan suddenly asked.
The full moon is like a frightened bird: "Huh? ”
Qi Yan looked at her: "Xie Fu Yi pretended to be Xie Fu Xiu and hid it from me, how many things do you know?" ”
Full Moon bit her lower lip: "I, I...... I ......"
After spitting for a long time, Full Moon's face turned red: "Young lady, I, I know a lot, you, which one do you want to ask?" ”
"All, you know." Qi Yan closed his eyes and said slowly, "I want to know." ”
This is a little embarrassing, because Xie Fuyi has really a lot of things to hide from Qi Yan!
If you say it one by one, I'm afraid you won't be able to finish it in the evening.