Chapter 48: Redemption

Yu'er almost instantly noticed that something was wrong with Xiao Tuanzi, and wanted to say something, but seeing that he couldn't accept any news at all, she couldn't help but feel a little more worried for a while, "What's wrong with you?" But if you encounter something, you might as well tell me, although I don't have any skills, but I can comfort people, this can still be done. ”

After hearing such words, Xiao Tuanzi raised his eyes and saw his sister, some words have been in his mouth countless times, but nothing was revealed, after all, some words should be rotten in the stomach for the rest of his life, and should not be revealed half a point, if it is really revealed, maybe all this will change, after thinking of this, he couldn't help but be silent, and after a long time, he raised his head and looked at the sister in front of him, and his eyes seemed to find the only one in his life that he couldn't help but speak" Will my sister always be by my side, if my sister really broke her promise and left me, what should I do, I don't dare to imagine, if one day I really choose to leave my appearance, so I really don't know what to do now, I just close my eyes now and I look like I am abandoned by everyone, I am really scared, sister, what should I do to escape from the current situation, these I really seem to have only you. ”

The sister who said this sentence after sentence seemed to tremble people's hearts, and people had no way to think about it for a while. After a long time, Yu'er found her thoughts and understood what she was going to do, after all, some things only interfered with her thoughts, interfered with her selfishness, and had no effect on herself, so she subconsciously wanted to eradicate all such feelings, but at this moment, these feelings seemed to have found a place of belonging.

"I don't know how to say a lot of things, whether it will be so that you can really understand what to do, but I know that no matter when it comes, I am here for you, this world may be created for you, and all my worlds are born around you, so Your Highness, you never have to worry about me abandoning you, but only need to worry about when I will leave you, or when you will be able to grow enough for me to leave, As long as you have enough strength of yourself, or enough ability to be in front of me, you can be truly alone at that time. "The strong always have to learn to get used to loneliness, after all, loneliness is actually a way to comfort their wounds in the eyes of the strong, after all, for a strong person, too much hustle and bustle is not good for their own cultivation and interest rate increase, but the rare quiet will always bring different effects.

After Xiao Tuanzi heard such words, he fought a cold war almost in an instant, obviously he couldn't understand what was going on, so that his sister would have such an idea, and he couldn't leave his sister and have to solve it, when did he feel that he was strong enough to leave his sister, but he never had such an idea, he never fantasized about leaving himself, and there were traces of his sister in every bit of his future, even if he knew that his current feeling was abnormal, Or that you are just simply dependent, maybe when you grow up, this feeling will change, but you are indeed dependent on this feeling now, no matter when, you know that your dependence on this feeling is like a drug, how can you not do without.

Since childhood, my parents don't like me very much, and my mother always punishes herself, and she knows that many of her parents like it, and even says that although the workers in the palace respect themselves on the surface, but what the other party looks like to themselves, in fact, they have ideas in their hearts, and they also know that they don't like everyone, or for them, they may be more of a burden or a burden, but they have never thought about it. I really will lose everything one day, I will stand here at a loss, I haven't thought about it, so I don't know what to do next, so I can achieve all this I want or what I do is just what I can do in front of me, but I don't know what to do.

So I will subconsciously learn to be independent, but now, knowing the appearance of my sister, I don't know what kind of magic is attracting me, I am getting closer to myself little by little, after so many days, the two of them seem to have formed a problem, or they have subconsciously learned to rely on him, if you really let yourself leave suddenly, you think that you may collapse, after thinking of this, your eyes can't help but be a little white, In the end, I still can't bear this kind of hurt and loss, so I don't know how I can really achieve what I want, so I'm actually a little sluggish now.

"Sister, have you ever wondered where you will go after the two of us are forced to separate one day? Sister,It seems that I can't go anywhere except me.,So no matter when it's time, my sister still stays by my side.,As long as my sister stays by my side.,Even if I fight everything around me, I'll take care of it.,I know that I don't have the ability or strength to protect my sister now.,I'm really growing up.,In the end.,Even if my father doesn't like me anymore, he'll give me a twin brother.,Let me go to live by myself.,At that time, I can take my classmates to work together., At that time, the two of us will be able to have our own lives, and I will take my sister to see the north and south of the mountains and travel through thousands of scenery. When he said these people's words, he could never help but bring some longing, after all, he still longed for that kind of life, even if he had never experienced this, but subconsciously he would want to go.

Yu'er was rarely silent after hearing such words, obviously still indulging in the beautiful dream he weaved, but the dream will only become a beautiful dream in this life after all, and it will never come true, so he can't help but want to break his dream that looks a little silly, but he knows that if he really loses this dream, maybe it will be a disaster for him, maybe he really doesn't know how to face the next life, so he doesn't know what to say at this moment, After a long time, I couldn't help but realize that my throat had become dull.

"But have you ever thought that in the end, even if your father said that he didn't like you, he didn't give you the status of a king, but he was afraid that you would threaten the child he liked, but he would expel you far away, although I don't know where, but I vaguely have this feeling, your father is not only indifferent to you, but has no friendship with you in the future, so I am really worried about what he will do to you in the future, if you really can, I wish I could take you away now, but I obviously can't do that now, so I'm really worried about how you're going to spend your days like this, and I've thought about a lot of things without thinking about what the future looks like for both of us, so I don't know what to do next. After saying this, don't help but sigh softly, in the end, this is just a time back, and you can return to the original point in time soon, so there is no way to change all this, there are too few things you can change You can only get a little comfort as soon as possible when you are young, even if it is just a little bit, it can bring a little warmth to his life, which is enough for yourself, after all, the support is not enough, it is a small point in time.

After Xiao Tuanzi heard this, his eyes had a slight wet feeling, in fact, he understood many things in his heart, but he didn't want to admit it for a while, he knew that he would leave himself one day, even if it wasn't for any reason, he didn't know what it was for, he would leave his side one day, so he said that he had no way to choose to refuse, but he really wanted to leave the life he was living like now, and he wanted to have his own life. Even if this kind of life doesn't seem very pleasant, as long as you have such a life, you will have a better life in the future.

"Sister is not afraid, even if it is true, after that situation, I will give my sister a good life, if I really can't guarantee my own safety, I will definitely not drag my sister down, because at least I want to ensure that my sister is safe, even if I can't protect myself, I will protect my sister, when the time comes, I will give my sister enough money to put my sister outside, but if my sister really marries someone else, I think I will be reluctant, So I hope that I can be alone forever, but I'm afraid that my sister will be lonely, so I will help my sister find some children, so that these children can accompany my sister, and my sister will not become lonely at the end, okay? As long as my sister doesn't agree to marry someone else, I think I may be a little happy in my heart for the rest of my life, at least I won't leave this world in despair. When he said this, there seemed to be the most desperate light in his eyes, and this was his last thought in desperation.