Chapter Forty-Nine: Madness

But even if it is just such a small promise to maintain his current life, he has no way to give it, after all, there are too many things and too many variables, and in the end, he will become the princess of Qi Kingdom, and he is not the jade in this Zhou palace after all.

In the end, Xiaotuan will lose his sister, no matter what level he will lose his sister forever, this is the fate he must bear, but he has to go through something, his sister is very important to him to many degrees, but even if it is like this, what can he do, he can't do anything he can do, just protect himself, such a thing, even if it sounds cruel, but it really happened to him, So no matter when it comes, all he can do is protect himself.

"I think if nothing happens the two of us will stay together all the time, but if something really happens and I can't stay by your side, I want you to take care of yourself, I know you are a smart child, but many times you don't like to take care of yourself, or you don't want to take care of yourself at all, you treat yourself as an object in fact, I know this, but I don't want you to treat yourself like this, I want you to have a life you want, have a good life of your own, If I'm really not with you, all I want more than anything is for you to take care of yourself and live no matter what, you know? As long as you live, there is hope, and maybe at the end of the day, you really have the day when you really have your heart, and then I can also enjoy happiness with you, right? "I weaved a beautiful dream for him, maybe because of this beautiful dream, he can continue to live, after all, his next days will be too bitter and painful, so if he persists, it has actually become a luxury, so he might as well weave a beautiful dream for him, at least he can still remember this dream when he dreams back at midnight, at least he can have a little perseverance to live, in fact, he doesn't know that the fate of these little villains is so bumpy, What kind of strength do they rely on to continue to live in such a sad life, but they know that this is all they can do, so they can only do it like this.

After Xiao Tuanzi heard this, she blinked a little confusedly, why does her sister always think about such a bad thing? But I have to admit that these things are indeed possible, after all, according to my current situation and what will happen to me in the future, I have no way to predict it, but I can vaguely speculate that what my sister said is never alarmist, but something that can really happen around me, although it sounds so terrible, but the reality has always been like this, terrible for example, a few days ago I was still His Royal Highness the Prince, but today it has fallen to such a point, Even to the point of being bullied, although such a thing sounds a little impossible, but it is real, so I don't know what to do to be really right.

After a long time, Xiao Tuanzi couldn't help but sigh softly, with some disappointment in his eyes, in fact, according to his age, his eyes should be full of light and hope, after all, he is just a small child, his eyes should be full of sweet food and countless fun, but now, he only has a strong disappointment and despair in his eyes, how can such a feeling appear in the eyes of a child? But he did show up.

"So no matter when my sister comes, I will protect you, even if I really fall into the situation that my sister is in, I will definitely protect myself, because I know that my sister has been waiting for me to come back, if I am really forced to match, then my sister is here and waiting for you to come back, as long as I am one day I will return to this place and stand in the highest position, at that time, my sister can see my worth as long as I bow my head, and at that time my sister will be held in the highest position by me, At that time, no matter what happened, I will always remember what my sister is now, and you know that when I was at my worst, my sister was still there for me. As he spoke, he couldn't help laughing, since he was a child, he knew that there were too few things that belonged to him, and there were too few things that he could grasp, and some things were the safest only in his own hands, otherwise he was not sure to ensure that he could catch these.

So after thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh softly, if I can't even catch myself, I don't know what I can catch in the future, maybe the collection now represents not only my sister, but a kind of faith, as long as I am alive or as long as I can catch my sister, it will prove that I am not nothing, at least there is something to this point.

Is this love? Naturally, it's not such a young child who knows what love is, maybe this feeling is just a dependence in his eyes, but at this moment this dependence is magnified by countless people, so it makes it feel like this, he wants two people to stay together forever, at least two people can rely on each other and snuggle up to each other, even when he is the most lonely and free, even if he ascends to the highest position, there is still someone standing by his side, so that he will not be lonely.

People are afraid of loneliness, from the high prince His Royal Highness to the abandoned prince in the cold palace all of a sudden, this feeling is naturally not acceptable to anyone, even if it is his perseverance, but there is still no way to easily accept such a truth, so it is still necessary to understand slowly, to be able to accept all this, so the rest of the things, it has become smooth, and I am too happy to get up, because you represent not only a person, but a kind of faith, A faith that will keep him alive.

"So you have to remember that no matter what time it is, the person you believe in can only be yourself to the end, and the person left around you is only yourself, so no matter when it comes, you must always remember to take care of yourself and do things, even if I have achieved the position you said, but at that time I may not be me anymore, you have to sleep until now, how are you, you have to remember that you have always experienced these hardships, these will play a big role in you in the future, no matter when, At the very least, they can give you a little bit of strength so that you don't have to be so passive and so constrained.

After saying this, what he was going to say suddenly came to an abrupt end, some things he couldn't expose, if he really exposed, then the rest of the problem would be big, so he could only vaguely remind him, after all, there are some things that he really can't stand on her side, and even sometimes he has to help the so-called Son of Destiny, not only because of anything else, but because it is the core of ensuring the operation of this world, since it belongs to the core of this world, it is natural to ensure the operation, Otherwise, in the end, the world will collapse, and even the self who will be trapped in this world will be wiped out with ashes, and that kind of ending is naturally undesirable. So from the beginning, his name and Xiao Tuanzi's name could only be kept.

He is too selfish, he has been selfish since he was a child, so he has made a choice almost without a choice, he naturally wants to save his life, no matter when he saves his life, there will be the next thing, otherwise there is nothing to connect with, what else can be hoped for? So he had already chosen his life, but at this time, it was also a rare silence. After all, this child is too naïve, there are too many things that he doesn't understand, if he follows him, then he can't imagine what this child will become if he comes to the end, so he is also a rare silence at this moment.

"If my sister really leaves me, I think I may become crazy, I may be as crazy as my father or even more crazy than my father, in fact, in the eyes of many people, my father is already crazy, but in my eyes, if I lose the person I love most in my life like him, I may be even crazier than him, my father has too many things to worry about, after all, the person he loves is still by his side, even if it is said that it no longer belongs to him, so he wants to protect things, but I am different, I only have my sister, If my sister leaves me, I think I'll do what I want to do regardless of it, and at that moment, I may not be able to take care of my sister, so don't leave me, okay? I really can't imagine what it would be like if I really left my sister. After saying these words, there was a rare silence, in fact, to a large extent, such words are threatening my sister, but I don't really want to threaten my sister in my heart, after all, my sister has such a good relationship with myself, if I threaten my sister like this, I am afraid that my sister will leave me completely if she is angry, even if she knows that her sister will not leave her so easily, but the child's deep fear in his heart makes him think so, or subconsciously avoid such thoughts, So he now looks a little pitiful.