Chapter 196
After saying this, Shen Rou couldn't help but frown slightly, with some grievances that he hadn't even noticed, in fact, he knew that his father actually had great expectations for himself many times, but these hopes also made him too tired to live, so he couldn't help but feel wronged in his heart, but at the age of a child, he was burdened with too many things that he shouldn't have at his age, but he knew that it was actually because his father expected him to become great. That's why he makes himself so tired, in fact, he often wants to live happily like other children, living the life he wants to live, but he knows that he is not qualified to do that, because he is carrying too many things that other children do not carry, so he can only be full, day after day of cultivation, you can't be complacent, speaking of yourself has long been disgusted with such days, and you are eager to live the life they want like other children. But I can't just because my visitors have been booked the same once, so I can't let myself escape from all this.
"Do you know how much I want to run away from it all? But I can't escape, if I really want to escape, my father will feel very disappointed, I know that although he usually doesn't like me, but to send me a message or late, I naturally can't live up to his expectations, so I can only force myself again and again to work hard to live, in fact, I really don't know why I want to escape so much, after all, such a thing is a great honor no matter who it is, and even in many people it seems, it is naturally a great honor, In the future, to be able to produce a person who cultivates immortals, and even say that there are so many big surrounds, it is naturally a very important thing in their eyes, but in my eyes it is not like this, in fact, I hate all this, I want to escape from all this, after all, what kind of people they are, in fact, I don't care at all, I don't want all this glory, in the end, what I want is really simple, that is to stay with my parents forever, I don't want to live like this day after day, such days, year after year, It's just so boring. After saying this, Shen Rousi couldn't help but pouted and said, in the end, people like him should have adapted to all this a long time ago, but he has never adapted to all this one day, what he wants is really simple, that is, to stay with his parents, and his parents treat themselves like parents between ordinary people, instead of educating themselves as strictly as now.
After thinking about it for a long time, Shen Rou realized that she might think of this matter, it was not realistic at all, or that it was impossible for her parents to understand herself, and it was impossible for her to meet such a request, so she looked at the little fox in front of her eyes a little darker, in the end, what to do, in fact, she didn't know in her heart, and she didn't know what to do, so she couldn't help but say something for a while, After a long time, I still couldn't help but take a breath of light ecology with a strong grievance in my eyes In the end, I shouldn't have told the people in front of me about such a thing a long time ago, I should be alone, to swallow this nutritious bitterness, so I didn't know what to say for a while, and after a long time, I couldn't help but sigh in surprise, and there was a little more helplessness in my eyes. So I don't know what to say, "Even if it's not, I hope they can be by my side, or stand by my side when I need it, and then ask me if it's hard or not, instead of always asking me so harshly, in fact, I really want to get rid of this kind of life, but I know that I can't get rid of it, in fact, I don't hate Master, I don't hate my parents, I just hate to be treated like a thing that doesn't know how to work year after year, year after year, people know the expectations of their attitude towards me, in fact, I can be regarded as their last hope, received my parents, although they say that the world is a genius, but they have no way to become a pre-cultivation immortal relic, although he is looking at talent and opportunity, they all think that my fortune and opportunity are the best, so they pile everything on me, I hope I can become an immortal as soon as possible, but becoming an immortal, where is such a simple thing, in the final analysis, it is just that they are in a hurry, but what can I do to change everything about them? All we can do is do my best to let them see my efforts, because only then can they put me at ease. ”
The little fox didn't speak for a long time after hearing such words, she seemed to feel the troubles of the woman in front of her, in the end, the things she was worried about were really simple, and it was difficult to say in the end, she just wanted her parents to see herself more in their eyes, rather than pressing her on her, so after thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel more distressed in her heart, because she saw the little girl in front of her, in fact, her age is not very old, and it naturally doesn't look big in the human race, The human race is naturally different from them, naturally you grow up according to a normal age, in fact, I have also seen some people, for example, when I was a child, those who bullied me around me are also cheating patients in batches, so I don't know what to say, in fact, no matter when it comes, under what circumstances, in fact, he is clear in his heart, he is actually different from all of them, that is, because of this, his mother does not like him, Her mother let herself endure it again and again, and moved with her own again and again, just hoping that she would not be treated as an alien, so she knew that her mother actually loved her, but she didn't know how to express her love.
Or his mother just makes himself look less like an alien, in the final analysis, even if he is not a human being, but his mother makes herself look at least like a human being, able to survive normally in human life, but he only found out when he came to the demon world later, so his mother's idea is simply immature, if he really lives like that, it is actually a normal choice, because choosing like himself is not just a requirement to be able to do, Because I have seen a lot of invitations to them when they are in the interpersonal relationship, they are more hopeful that they will make a big difference in the world, some of them are pretending to live, it is the emperor who has confused them in the past, and the other is that there are various ways, each of them has their own way to achieve everything they want, but their mother does not know whether their mother is a human or a demon, or their mother, to another extent, represents a person, But his mother has been with the belt for so many years, so she has long had the characteristics of the waist.
But his mother is actually more business-oriented than anyone else, although his mother says that she likes her father more than anyone else, but on the surface, she does envy her father more than anyone else, so even if she says that she looks more and more like her father, her mother can also say that a son looks like his father, which is a normal thing, but his mother seems to be a betrayal of the human world and a betrayal of himself, so he doesn't allow himself to see all this, and even becomes crazy in the end, Almost when I saw him, I became involuntarily sharpened, but in the end, my mother gradually became gentle, and I only knew at that time that my mother was already a strong bow and crossbow, and I also knew that my time was running out, so I would be so gentle with myself, so my mother wanted me to do nothing more than to be able to remember his gentle appearance, instead of thinking of the hysterical and crazy woman when I thought of my mother later, So my mother was also managing all her temperament at that time to suppress her thoughts, make herself look gentle, and then hope to leave a good impression on her.
"I'm about to leave, after all, I haven't given you a good name yet, but I originally wanted to name you, and at the end I thought about it, let your father marry, in fact, your father really loves you, if he knows that there is a child like you, he will be very happy with me, he used to be really gentle with me, I don't know why he didn't come back, in the end, I know what kind of identity he is, I also know what kind of status he is, I really don't have the attitude I want, I just hope that he can stay with me and look at me or come back to see me, but I know that it is impossible, there are too many difficult things around him, there are too many difficult people around him, so I know that no matter when, your father will come back one day, but I don't know how to face all this, in the end, no matter when it comes, you will always be my cub, and when it comes to you, the word cub is still left to me by him when he first came. But we will never see him again in this life, but if you see him, I hope that you will always remember it no matter what time it is. ”