Chapter 195
is also extremely glad that he is in the state of a fox at this moment, if it is the state of a person, in fact, he should be ashamed, there is no need to be eager to get into the ground, so he can't help but breathe a sigh of relief for a while, since it is a fox state, naturally there are not so many shy and hidden things, so I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
After thinking of this, I couldn't help but think of my future, hearing his words, in fact, I knew that he should be a person who likes small animals very much, and in fact, he would not do anything bad to himself, but when he saw him like this, in fact, he couldn't help but do the grievances in his heart, maybe he would be like his lark, taken by his younger brother and then fell to death, in the end, people like themselves actually have no ability to protect themselves, So he was naturally a little more scared in his heart, but he also knew that he seemed to be separated from his younger brother and parents now, so because he saw the nostalgia of the ring in his eyes, he could see that he was a little wronged.
"You definitely don't understand what I'm saying, but I don't need you to understand what I'm saying, I just want someone to share my pain and happiness, after all, people like me, in fact, I know what kind of person I am in my heart than anyone else, after all, I am also a cold-hearted person, after taking the little lark to bury it, I never thought about him again, occasionally when I think about it, I actually have some resentment in my brother's heart, Then my father called me over and scolded me severely, and my father said that he was just a little bird, so how could he hate my younger brother? But I am actually very aggrieved in my heart, you don't know what it means to her, in the end I really like it, but that kind of like is suppressed by things, so I don't dare to show my own expression, in the end I know, if I show it to you, my father will be very angry and say, your father has always loved my brother no matter when he arrives, I know better than anyone that he treats my brother as a baby, That's why I don't dare to say it. ”
"But who can call the shots for my dead lark, after all, I have fed him countless generations of elixirs at the beginning, and I only hope for one thing, that is, to make him smarter, or let him become a human one day, so you can be with me, forever and forever, I hope that the lark can cultivate into a demon, in fact, if there is really medicine here, they will also become retail, not the kind of medicine in your mountains and forests, and the medicine of your creatures will often be hunted down, But if we take those elixirs here and then accept the teachings, in fact, it becomes different, in fact, there is no difference, but the way of cultivation is different, you cultivate the way of nature, but the retail we raise is the same way as us, so in fact, almost everyone of us has their own retail, if it really comes to the end, in fact, everyone will become more or less, in fact, such things have occasionally been thought about, There are naturally some grievances in my heart, but in fact, when I think about it, I can only say that he has no chance with me. ”
The little fox's eyes lit up involuntarily after hearing this, if he could stay, in fact, he could also cultivate their constitution, wouldn't he? In the end, I actually think that I am not so stupid at all, in fact, if I practice some times, I can actually practice, and I don't need high requirements, I just can make myself a person, or I can let myself survive in this world, in fact, I have some power since I was a child, I can have the power of an extraordinary ordinary child, but my mother never has to use these powers by myself, if I say that once I use these powers, I am not allowed to eat by myself, Even said to beat and scold yourself, in fact, you are more wronged in your heart, obviously using these superhuman powers, but your mother doesn't let you use it, and even for yourself, let yourself endure the children, your aunt said, your own mother should actually hate your father, although you say to yourself that you don't know what happened, but you know your mother's love, which contains a strong hatred, he hates his father and loves his father, So I feel like I haven't figured anything out.
"Actually, if you follow me, although I said that I can't let you guarantee that you will become an immortal in the future, but in the end, I will definitely let you live longer, at least you will live longer than an ordinary fox, in fact, I have done a wrong thing and can't do anything wrong, because I have never regretted this matter, but what I did was really cruel, although I can't tell you what kind of thing, but I want to tell you, in fact, I am really forced to helpless, So in doing such a thing, my master he was injured, he was really injured, I have never seen my master become like that, in fact, my master is really an excellent person, almost everyone admires him, including me, I naturally worship him, because he is my master, on the other hand, I really like him, in fact, I haven't told anyone this reason I really like him, just from the first time I set to him, I knew that I was afraid that he would not allow it in my life, after all, almost from the first time he saw him, I felt that the only person I recognized in my life was him, but later I knew that his cultivation was invisible, and it was impossible for him to like anyone in this world. ”
"Actually, at that moment I don't know if I'm lucky or sad, because I like a person who has no heart, he can never be emotional for me, but on the other hand, I am lucky, because the person I like will not like other people in his life, so I am lucky at that moment, because I can have him forever and forever, because the relationship between master and apprentice is always stronger than the relationship between lovers and even friends, so at that moment I am so glad that I became his disciple, In the end, maybe the first time I saw him, I already liked him forever, in the end, people like me, in fact, they will not be so ordinary at the moment when they like a person, in fact, I don't know why I suddenly have a heartbeat, in fact, at that time I was just a young girl, at that time I didn't know who I would lose in, even if it was a big business, but the decoration they told me was still not clear, for any child, leaving home, And then going to a completely new place is always dangerous, so I naturally had that kind of mind at that time, but it was at this time. ”
"He appeared in front of me, in fact, I had seen him vaguely before, because they came to talk to my parents about things, so I knew that he was a very high person, and I also knew that he had something that others could not compare, he saw my position, and then he pulled me, and I was asked if I would like to be his disciple, and I was almost stunned at that time, because I knew that in fact, my spiritual roots were very good, and I also had a talent that others could not match, But I never thought of having such a connection with him, in the end, in fact, I felt more in my heart, I don't know why I went around with him for so long, and finally became his disciple, but I didn't know what kind of face to use at that time, so I didn't know what to say for a while, in fact, I was more wronged in my heart, I don't know why he appeared in front of me so late, or his appearance caught me off guard, In fact, people like him shouldn't be emotional, and they shouldn't have said disciples like me in the first place. ”
"Later, I learned that he just owed my parents a favor, at that time he came to the community to make up for this favor, at that time I came to them to learn art, so he just wanted to come and go and took me in, not to mention that my talent is not low, so if I am included in the door, in fact, it is only for him to make money, so he made such a decision, in fact, I still felt a little guilty in my heart at that time, So in fact, I wasn't very good at that time, in fact, there were many people who were better than me, but they said that I was unique and irreplaceable in this world, they said that I would become an immortal one day, and I didn't know why he would be so sure that I would present, and it was only later that I knew that it was an irreplaceable person who said that, so at that time I also listened to them and trusted all this, but sometimes I always think about it, Am I aiming at a genius, I do learn things faster than others, and I am now cultivating faster than everyone else, but I always have a premonition that I don't seem to be the only one under this world, that person seems to be my master, because I know that he is much better than me. ”