Maybe it wasn't until that moment that he realized how much failure he had in his life, the person he liked didn't like him at all, and even had a business on himself, the teenager he relied on for his survival, and he also wanted to escape from himself in every possible way, even if he could lose everything he had now, he also wanted to escape from himself, and when he knew all this, his heart actually seemed to be broken, but there was no way to get out of here, so he didn't know what to say for a while, After a long time, he still let the tears slide down his face, in the end, what to do, he actually didn't know in his heart, he really didn't know that he had other spiritual sustenance besides this teenager, in fact, he knew that his feelings for the teenager were more than love. It's more like relying on himself and wanting to rely on this teenager, letting this young teenager give him everything he wants, but he knows that all this is impossible, he wants to escape from himself angrily, he spends everything and wants to escape from himself, even if he abandons everything he has worked hard for so many years, since that moment, he knows that he has lost, and he has no chance to turn over after all.

At that moment, he thought of death, maybe he liked to really take him out of all this, if death could really contact him, leave these painful things, he was actually willing to choose death, because he didn't know what he wanted to face recently, if he really left himself, positive and Xigu can imagine what kind of ridicule he will face next, those who flattered him in the past will only laugh at themselves in turn, and even a man's heart can't grasp himself, When he thought of that scene, he couldn't help but feel as if his heart had been pierced by something, and he couldn't bear the backlash of those villains, or he couldn't stand their contemptuous eyes, and he didn't know how to escape from all this, so he could only think of death, and death could make him escape from all this, and he didn't know how to do it.

But on the other hand, he is actually afraid, he doesn't know where he will think after he dies, he can't bear his father, he knows that no matter when it comes, his father has always loved him as always, even if these people don't accept him, or they dislike him in their hearts, but his father still loves him as always, he regards himself as the eternal hope of this life, or as a baby. If he really chose death so simply, what would his father do after thinking about this, his heart seemed to be grabbed by something, and he began to regret his decision for the first time, whether he was too willful, so he made such a decision, so he wanted to think about this, but found that his consciousness was becoming more and more chaotic, and it was already dark in front of him, and he could only give it all to his fate.

When he woke up, he realized that he really didn't want to die, because the feeling of death was too real, and the pain was deeply engraved in his mind, so that he didn't dare to make such a move behind his back, in fact, he was really afraid of dying, if he really lost it, he would never see his father, he didn't know what kind of nerves his father would encounter if he lost his baby daughter, he didn't even dare to think about it, because his father had lost his mother, When his mother left his father, his father's grief feeling, I still remember, also, especially before I died, when my father's expression was revealed, my heart was actually panicked, because I didn't know how to face my father recently, if I woke up again, I didn't know how to explain my father's suicide to my father, because I knew that I was the only hope and the only thing for my father to live. If you say that your father, who doesn't even want to be by his father's side, really has nothing.

Even if he says that his father is a high emperor, but he really has nothing, he is just a sad emperor in the end, even if he says that he is a high Majesty, but he can't even grasp what he wants, he can't even do what he wants to do, he likes his mother monkey, but he can't say it, because he can only accept concubines one after another, only in this way can I make myself look for a short time, I have forgotten my knotted wife, But when he dreamed back at midnight, he couldn't help but tears like rain, in the end, he still can't forget the girl who was his childhood sweetheart back then, when the two of them were so affectionate, if he didn't do anything at the beginning, maybe they already have a very happy family, their baby daughter is also there, in fact, although the baby daughter let herself raise a little rough and willful, but for her is still sincere, she can still see this clearly, even if it is her own baby daughter, No matter what he becomes, he still loves him, because he doesn't want his baby daughter to be wronged in the slightest before she gets married.

And he has already found a husband for his daughter, that is his cousin, he knows that the relationship between the two children is not good, but the relationship between the two children can be cultivated, and the two of them are also very good when they are young, but the relationship has been a little bad in recent years, and he can find a way to make the relationship between the two of them better, as long as the relationship between the two of them is good, that is the day when the two of them can get married, so no matter when it is, After the daughter who has prepared all the duties for her daughter has done all this, she can look at the two of them with peace of mind, if it is said that women will bully their daughters in the future, they will look at the situation to decide whether they want to check their hands, and the husband and wife are naturally not easy to be interfered with by others, if it is really interfered in the heart, there will be cracks and cracks in the relationship between husband and wife, she knows this kind of thing better than anyone else, So she didn't plan to meddle in her daughter's affairs at the beginning, but if the two children really had a quarrel, she would still pass.

Of course, not as the son of heaven, but as a person who came over to tell his daughter what to do, to tell his son-in-law what to do, he knows that after the two children, the last two will come together In the end, these two children seem to be born together, in the end, no matter when it comes, he always knows what kind of identity he is, and he must be a father-in-law, not an identity to avoid evil to treat his son-in-law, Otherwise, the two of them will never be able to make friends, he hopes that his daughter can get a good husband, not that he has a good courtier, he knows better than anyone else what he wants, so he also knows what he should do to make his son-in-law believe in himself completely.

But when he knew that his daughter actually really liked the little drama he brought back, he was surprised at the time, he didn't expect his daughter to like such a person, he originally thought that his daughter would bring her back, it was just for fun, but after playing enough, she should naturally throw it back, if you don't want to throw it back, you can also help her say that the prince is, but I didn't expect that my daughter would actually be interested in such a person, I can see from my daughter's eyes that my daughter is not joking at all or not just joking, she is really interested in this person and is willing to be with this person for the rest of her life, she panicked at that moment, and she began to feel that she was negligent in taking care of her daughter for the first time, if she found out all this at once, in fact, her daughter would not have come to this point, and that person's identity was still discriminatory, but she could see that she had no feelings for her daughter. This is what worries her the most, her daughter falls in love with someone who has no feelings for him, or who doesn't realize what she thinks now, which is definitely a tragedy for her daughter.

Because he knows better than anyone what kind of person his daughter is, his daughter is spoiled by himself, so he only takes care of his own thoughts many times, and does not take into account other people's thoughts at all, so this is unacceptable for many people, after all, for them, no matter when, it is natural to be clear about their own ideas first, so if their daughter and son-in-law have a dispute, their daughter will never cook easily, But I saw my daughter bow her head to this person again and again, so I knew that my daughter was really trapped, trapped in such a person, I don't know why my daughter had such an idea, I have analyzed what kind of person this person is, but in the end, I still found nothing, I don't know what to do to make him look a little real, In fact, in the end, I still didn't believe that my daughter would like such a person, after all, this person couldn't come out of the stage, and his daughter's feelings for him were inexplicable.