Chapter 155

He didn't think that this should be asked to him that as long as he could meet what he wanted, he would choose to stay with him, and he never thought that he would leave his possibility, so when he knew all this, the whole person couldn't help but take on it, and after a long time, he still couldn't help crying and laughing, in fact, he really didn't know why he was leaving, because he had tried his best to meet his rational requirements, if he really had anything to want, He has always been satisfied with him, and he will not even say anything harsh to him or even anyone who is disrespectful to him, and he will let them know what he is wrong, so he always regards him as the most important person around him, not to mention that he is a substitute for his brother in his heart, so he hopes that he can stay by his side, and the longer is the best choice, but when he came to the back, he knew that he would never call Liu, and the words around Shi Hui were conscious, Being by his side is just dealing with himself, in the end, he doesn't know that he is by his side, he is a cage for him, he wants to leave himself, only by leaving himself can he live the life he really wants.

He was stupid at the time, he didn't know what he represented for him, he originally thought that he had helped him do the task he wanted, and lived the life he wanted, even if he had no kindness to him, he naturally had no hatred, so he never felt that he had done anything wrong, but when he said later, he knew what he was learning in his eyes, a rude and willful princess, A princess who shares a common family of his own family, imprisoned his freedom, so that he had no place to go, so that he could only be trapped in this place, but he also let him get rid of that kind of life, didn't he, he never felt that he was wrong, or that he did something sorry for him, but he never felt that what he did was wrong, if it wasn't for him, he might have a better life, and he was almost stupid when he knew all this.

I chose to let him go at that time, if he was willing to do it with himself now, in fact, he might let go, because he already knew that he liked him very much, and the peanut was willing to give him freedom by giving everything, so he was naturally willing to let him go, but he didn't expect that he would hear that kind of content, in fact, that kind of content was already self-proclaimed and healthy for him, because all people would also use that word to describe him, saying that he was a princess who was rude and willful to the extreme, People like him shouldn't have happiness, but he never took these words to heart at the beginning, but after knowing that such words came out of his mouth, he knew how hurtful those words were, and only after spitting out of his mouth did he know that no matter when he arrived, he was actually already like that image in the eyes of others, and he had no way to change his image, and staying with himself would only make him feel painful, Feeling depressed would only keep him from getting everything he wanted.

So at that time, in fact, he actually knew that the two of them were going to run away secretly, but what about the program he chose, because he knew that doing things was compulsory, and if he left him here, his heart would not have self-control, so in the end, the two of them would just end up at the end of the road, in that case, he might as well let him go, at least he would live the life he wanted, if he didn't let it go for a long time, he would only hate himself as always, I really don't want to see him want to be satisfied with him in his eyes, in fact, I really liked him very much at that time, and I have already thrown my whole heart down, and even suffered a desperate choice, and even told everyone that I wanted to marry him, even if he had such an identity, even if everyone didn't cherish this marriage.

But at that time, he had already pressed everything on himself, taking everything he could have as a bet, and he even took his life to force his father to let the two of them live, because he really wanted to be with him, he was only with him in this life, and the two of them could only be together, no matter what they went through, it was good, so he never thought about what he had to retreat, nor did he think about what he would experience in the future, he just wanted me to stay together forever, no matter what it was this year, No matter what the circumstances, the two of them can spend the rest of their days as long as they support each other, but he only thinks of himself, but he doesn't think about whether the other person agrees with this feeling, or whether he is willing to end up like that, and when he comes to the future, he knows that the other person is not willing at all, he doesn't want to live like that with himself at all, so he just became a joke in other people's mouths, and he threw his whole heart up, But in the end, it didn't matter, but it became a joke for others, and after he knew about such a thing, others felt that they were ashamed.

But this time, no matter how much he has no place to be ashamed, what can he do? In the end, he still loves himself deeply, even if the young person is to such a point, he is not willing to send this person into the frustration that he has cured with one hand, in the final analysis, he is still willing to give him freedom, willing to let the customer he want the life he wants, even if he says that there is no longer himself in that life, he actually still feels that he is really naïve to the extreme, so he will have that kind of thought, he even feels like a patient, he deeply regards it as his own antidote, But his antidote didn't want him to keep him by his side, so he could only choose to let him live the life he wanted, because then at least one of the two of them would be happy, otherwise all three of them would be unhappy, so he said that he was willing to let him go.

The day he left, he looked at the warehouse, I really long, long time he hoped that he could come back, even if it was just to tell him that he didn't want to leave, he wanted to stay with him, even if he was unhappy, he wanted to stay with him, because he knew that he led him to know a lot of things, the rights and freedoms that he brought him, and the reputation and fame that others could not give him, but in the end he still chose to leave, even if he was a helpless person, he was not willing to stay and continue to live such a happy life with him, Even if this kind of life is happy for him, but for this man, I don't know if it is happy, because he doesn't want to spend his life with a person he doesn't love at all, he would rather wander the world with the person he likes, that day his heart is really dead, he looked at his figure, as if he saw his cousin again, the original cousin stood in front of him and looked at himself mockingly, telling himself that he was just a rude and willful princess in fact, If he didn't have this identity, he might be spurned and disgusted by everyone, so no one in this world would like him, and everyone would hate such people.

At that time, he felt as if his heart was broken, but he wanted to pick it up, but he couldn't put it together, he seemed to see his cousin again, as if he saw him pulling his third sister, standing in front of him and telling himself, that everything was actually very resentful in his heart, how could he not be resentful, because he really knew that he didn't know where he was wrong, so he didn't like his cousin, what he actually wanted was the one who was willing to bow his head and touch his head, And then give him a candy boy is just a teenager, he actually knows that person is really good to him, his cousin has always spoiled himself to the extreme no matter what time he comes, he just wants his mother to be there, that young father seems to be like that, everything about him is still around, he didn't pick up everything, he at least has everything he wants, but when it comes to the effect, he knows that he is wrong, he is completely wrong.

It turns out that his young man has already left him, no matter how many people he finds, he will never come back, or that he has completely left him from his own affairs in this life, and it is impossible to return to himself, he said that no matter what way he uses, he will never be able to return to himself, even if he has become a majestic general, but he is willing to look at himself without the courage, and even say that he feels that it is an insult to him to look at himself, Because people like him have always been hungry and hateful, and what he hates the most is that he has this kind of interest and gets rid of poverty, and people who are looking for countless things, in fact, know in their hearts that what they are doing is wrong, but what can he do, only in this way can he put a little more pressure on himself, and he can also get a trace of a look from his eyes, which is actually good.

When he got to the back, he actually understood, he had pinned all his feelings on the young man in front of him, even if the identity of this young man was lower, but he had become a parasite of his cousin, in the end, no matter what time it was, he could never let go of the simple young man who felt sorry for this crime at the beginning, and he couldn't forget the love between the two of them for so many years, but he couldn't go back.