In that case, why should he cling to the past, he can naturally find a new child, as long as he can have a new life, as if his father's departure and mother's departure do not exist, even if he knows that this is self-deception, but so what? As long as he can return to his old happy life, then all of this becomes unimportant, doesn't it? In the end, all he needs is a parent to be by his side, is such a request really difficult? He used to have parents like that, didn't he? But later, my parents left me, so I became what I am now, so as long as I pretend that everything is a talent, isn't that a good thing? After all, he was never afraid, after all, he had already chosen to lose once, and now he could get everything he needed in another way, didn't he?

What's more, when I know that when I see this child, I find that all this is different, I transfer all my feelings to this child, I have countless patience and softness for this child, in the end, when I see this child, I seem to see my younger brother when I was young, at that time I was very well-behaved, in fact, I want to contact it, but I know that he is my father's illegitimate son, so I can't contact him or even hate him, otherwise my mother will be sad, In the end, although the mother doesn't want everyone to see the child, because everyone seeing the child also means a betrayal to the mother, so he knows that this medicine can make the mother happy, so he subconsciously learns to dislike this younger brother.

But when he sees the sadness in his brother's eyes, he still can't help but feel sad, because his father told him that this is his younger brother, and the two of them have to support each other to grow up together, so when he sees his younger brother sad in his eyes, he will involuntarily follow the sadness, but there is nothing he can do to stop it, because he knows that no matter when his brother is always a strange existence to him, or he doesn't know how to make his brother happy, But he knows that if he makes his brother unhappy, his mother can't help but be happy, even if his mother shows no matter how light and light she is on the surface, but she knows in her heart that her mother is a hater, and she hates her brother for taking away everything that should belong to her mother, and she knows all this, and she understands all of this, so she can't help but have a little hatred for her younger brother for a while, if her brother really doesn't exist, maybe her mother won't be sad or sad, as long as that's the case, The days when his mother loses weight will also become happier, only when his mother is happy, the rest of the things will naturally be simpler, all he wants is his mother's happiness.

But after the seed of disgust for his younger brother was buried in his heart, he subconsciously felt that he really hated his younger brother when he became an adult, not just to make his mother happy, he was not good to his younger brother next time, and transferred his feelings to another younger brother, just thinking that at the beginning, his love for his younger brother was transferred to another person, so in the end, he left it to himself, and the real brother's eternal only eternal scars and pains are forever, so he himself doesn't want to do this, But there is no way to change everything he thinks, because he doesn't know what makes him what he is now, but he knows that no matter when he can no longer restore the kind of love and trust he had when he was young, or the kind of love and trust he had when he was young, after all, his younger brother is not the existence he likes after all, what he hopes for is just that his mother is happy, if his mother is happy, Naturally, he can't help but be happy in his heart, and only in this way can everyone be happy, so he can't like his brother.

But if it's a younger brother who picked it up, he can actually like it, as long as this younger brother is his own mother who wakes up, he won't feel disgusted, if his mother doesn't dislike it, he can be very good to this younger brother, and his younger brother can also be very good to himself, so the two of them can stay together forever, this is a flawless logic, as long as he says that he is good to the younger brother he picked up, in fact, the mother still feels that she is doing the right thing in her heart, because this younger brother is picked up, he has not experienced any warmth, I gave this brother warmth, and it is also a very important existence for this younger brother, just like my mother taught, I should be good to others and tolerant of others, so I said that my heart filled the original emptiness in my heart almost instantly, in the end, he still has guilt in his brother's heart, but there is no way to suppress him, and he faces his mother's guilt in his heart, in the final analysis, as long as he likes his brother, he is a deep betrayal of his mother.

As for his grandparents, although he seems to be very good to himself on the surface, he still hates and loves his grandparents in his heart, if his grandparents did not persuade his mother to continue to be with his father, in fact, his mother would not end up like that in the end, after all, how could a person as smart and arrogant as his mother suppress his backbone and be with a person who had betrayed him, so he was naturally clear in his heart at that time, But he knew that his grandparents did it for his mother's good and his own good, so he was not qualified to hate his mother and grandparents, so he could only keep this mood suppressed in his heart, even if he saw that his grandparents wanted to raise him, he subconsciously refused, because he knew that he couldn't easily be with his grandparents no matter when it came, because his mother was not willing to drag his grandparents down even when she died, let alone him.

As for the younger brother next to him, it's just because his father once told you that two people should support each other, and only by supporting each other can they live for a long time, so he will be so good to the sixth brother, and it's just because of this reason, as for the rest, there is naturally nothing to do, in the end, no matter when such a thing happens, he naturally understands it clearly in his heart, in the end, only he and himself don't know each other's father will be happy, and he wants his father to be happy, He also wants his mother to be happy, and he also wants his grandparents to be happy, so all he can do is try to suppress the feelings in his heart, whether he likes his younger brother or hates his younger brother, he can only pose to his younger brother in front of his father according to the standard arranged by everyone, let the customer show that he hates his younger brother in front of his mother, and show a helpless and envious smile in front of his grandparents and cousin, so this kind of thing is the child that all of them like.

It can be said that under such a long-term superhive rule, this young child is completely crazy, he doesn't know what he really thinks, he just subconsciously wants to please his grandparents, father and mother, he just wants to let all of them see how good he is doing, or let them know that he is no longer a child, no longer need to be taken care of, I hope they don't get into the same endless quarrels as before, he really doesn't want to see them quarrel, He hoped that he could let other children have a complete and ordinary home, instead of facing only the hysteria of his father, and the power of his mother dressed as he knew that after every quarrel, his father would slam the door and leave, and his mother would sit in the ruins and weep bitterly, that kind of appearance was deeply engraved in his mind, more than once, he knew what kind of person his mother was, and he knew what kind of person his father was, and he also knew that they were hysterical again and again, Exactly for.

After all, his mother used to be a noble and elegant person to the extreme, and he naturally knew how noble and elegant his mother was, so he hated his brother even more in his heart, if there was no existence of his brother, everything left would not become what it is now, so he hated his brother very much in his heart, if his brother could disappear, all this would naturally be better, so he actually hated his brother in his heart, so he hoped that his brother could disappear, So he subconsciously imitated the disappearance of his younger brother, or that he had already come up with the existence of his younger brother in his mind, after all, he really didn't like this younger brother very much, or he liked this younger brother, so as not to make his mother unhappy.

But on the other hand, he knew that his father wanted him to be friendly with this younger brother, so he forced himself to be good to this younger brother, even if it was said that in the end, when everyone had no way out, he still treated this younger brother as before, so that this younger brother could get the best education, so that this younger brother could have the best everything, but because of his mother, after he subconsciously abandoned this younger brother, he subconsciously wanted to find another younger brother to take over such a status or identity. As long as he says that he has always had a younger brother by his side, his father will not be angry, as long as he takes good care of his younger brother and unites his younger brother, his father will not be sad about everything he has done, but he just hopes that his father will not be sad, sad or angry, and he hopes that his father can still love him as before.