Chapter 128

What is that, what does it mean? What kind of words is this, how can you accept such a fact? I have to stay with my sister all the time in the future, how can I be like this with my sister, the two of them should have countless stories to continue to write in the future, what is the possibility of being easily interrupted like this now? Won't the story of him and his sister have to have countless hours and countless experiences to write together in the future? How is it like this?

He really couldn't accept this fact for a while, after all, his sister had been by his side all these years, and everything was carved into his bone marrow, and there was no way to change it easily, so he never accepted to solve this casual sentence, what does it mean to forget it, in the end, the two of them naturally want eternal life, and everything is entangled together, how can it be just like that? He really couldn't accept this fact, so he stared at his sister tightly, and even wanted to find a way to take himself back from his sister's hands, in the end, no matter when she only had her sister in her eyes.

My sister obviously understands what he's thinking in his eyes recently, with some indifference in his eyes that he hasn't even noticed, in the end, he doesn't have any feelings for the current child anymore, in the end, he has no feelings before, but those are always the past, and the two of them naturally don't have any feelings now, so he naturally doesn't have to take care of his emotions, no matter what time it is, such scruples are no longer important to him, in the end, no matter when this child arrives, It's just out of feelings, so I said or took care of him out of obligation, so I thought I had done my best to him, even if it was the feelings of other singers, but in the end, it was to give the two of them when they had to cut their hands, but the rules of the polar trip like the sister and brother before still had an end, so he was just cut off before such a decision.

What's more, if there was no him at the beginning, how could his mother have left so early in these years, there is no resentment in his heart, but some resentment is just hidden in his heart, and he has not shown it, if he shows it, he can naturally drown everything. So it's been shown at this moment for a while, no matter what time it is, such feelings are still shown, in the end, no matter when it comes, such a thing should be done on the bright side, and it shouldn't be like this now.

Or in the end, the longer it drags on, the deeper the feelings, such feelings have never been good for him, after all, he thinks that he has done everything is a person, and he doesn't want to do such a thing again, or next time, so he has long wanted to get rid of a child, but he didn't find a suitable reason for a while, and now he has met a child who is more suitable for his eyes, and he has not done anything like that to his mother, Even said that he could replace that person to become his younger brother, it was a good thing for him, not to mention that he liked this child very much at first sight, and he didn't know where this situation came from, anyway, he was obsessed with it and felt a little liked, so he planned to raise it, if it was how he grew up, would he still feel like this, he didn't know, But he never thought it through, he just wanted to let himself know if he really liked this child.

He can clearly see the light in the child's eyes, those lights are what he once saw in the eyes of his so-called younger brother, but he didn't pay attention to it at the time, and now he really can't help but find that after noticing, he is a little stunned The light in the big and small eyes is the same, but the light in the eyes of the grown up has dimmed too much, maybe he just lost it, maybe because the previous life has sharpened it to be like this, But now I can't figure out for a while, what happened, why did I make such a cruel decision, in fact, I naturally know what kind of identity I have in front of this child, so he should be a son to comfort this child, not like now, out of his heart, but he has no way to accept this child to reason, although this person himself has been raising the child, but in the end he still hates him in his heart, How can it not be hated? His mother died in front of him like that, how could he not have a trace of feeling in his heart?

But at that time, he really had no choice, his family was gone, and he only had this younger brother by his side, saying that he was his grandparents no matter how much he spoiled him, but after all, it was not his family, and his grandparents' debts could not represent that his family still existed, only the existence of this so-called child's child could prove that he really had a warm home, his parents loved him very much, and he had a very happy family, only this child existed, As if to prove all this, all of this made him feel as if he was blocked by something, in the end, no matter when, when, no matter what happened, he didn't understand in his heart, but no matter when it came, this feeling seemed to become like this, and he didn't even notice it.

"Sister, what are you thinking about, I only have you and you only have me, only the two of us can continue to live if we depend on each other, don't we? Could it be that I would be happy if I lost my sister? Saying that I am the only trust I have, he is just a child picked up from the outside, how can he be considered important to his sister, after all, my sister just uses it as my stand-in, right? Is it because I'm growing up, my sister doesn't like me, if it's really because of that, I can always be like a child in front of you, if you really don't like it, in fact, I can do what I want to do, even if I pretend to be young, it's okay, sister? The two of us are dependent on each other, if you don't have me and I don't have you, how can the two of us continue to live? Sister, if you really don't have me, will you really be happy? You will only think that you have lost everything, I know that I am not my everything, but in my sister's eyes, since it is everything, sister, are you really willing to accept this child and not me? Have you really forgotten that you raised children in the first place because of me and not because of anything else? ”

The little child cried and reasoned unconsciously, he doesn't know what kind of feelings he has now, the most important thing for him is to solve it, if his sister doesn't want him anymore, he is really abandoned by everyone in the world, he can't accept that feeling, he really wants to look at his sister, and then look at himself, even if it is still the same as before, but he doesn't want anyone to take his place, even if it is cold, He has always let his sister show it to him alone, if he really shows it to others, he will not be able to destroy, how can he accept such a thing? In the end, no matter what she should do, he still doesn't know or understand, but he knows that no matter when it comes, he will always only have the sun in his eyes, if there is really someone else, then he is really not valued and does not exist, after all, his mother didn't care about him at the beginning, his father didn't care about him at the beginning, and even said that his aunt didn't care about him, is it not even his sister who cares about him now?

If you don't have it in your heart, it's naturally impossible, this child has grown up since he was a child, and he naturally has such feelings for him, so when he saw her crying, he felt soft when he was scared, but he became cold and hard again between reincarnations, and got up and said, my brother himself has become sensual again, so many feelings can't be understood in this way, so at this moment, there are more in the eyes, decades, and the indifference issued by his own hygiene in the end, No matter when it comes, he will always be very smooth, even if he doesn't experience it now, he will naturally experience it in the future, so he doesn't know what to do, in the end, no matter when such a thing happens, he understands in his heart, that is, as for the current thing, it is naturally not important, so in the end, no matter when it comes, no matter what kind of realm, he naturally understands it very well in his heart.

If he is soft-hearted with this child now, there will be more soft-hearted next time, so he naturally has to put an end to such news from now on, otherwise this soft-heartedness will only expand again and again, no matter when such a command makes his whole person crazy again and again, he doesn't want to be covered by this child, or he doesn't want to be surrounded by this whole child, what he wants is about his own life, not the life surrounded by this child, He doesn't want his life to be full of traces of this child, that's what he really wants to do, or he doesn't want a child, but he doesn't want that child to be the same child, he can have a whole new child, a completely different life, isn't it?