Chapter 42: Sorrow
"You are a very good child, but I am not a very good person, what you understand is naturally different from what I understand, I also have a lot of things that you haven't seen, or things you haven't thought of, I always feel that some things in this world are already predestined between the underworld, for example, the encounter between you and me, there is always a person who came to us with something in his arms, which created everything we have now, so I actually believe in these things, It's just that some things still don't fit all this that happens between you and me. Yu'er naturally knew that there were some things that she couldn't say, but she didn't know why she couldn't restrain the expressions and thoughts in her heart, and she actually confided in what she was thinking.
But I know that if I really let myself blindly deceive myself in front of him, I can't do this child's words, after all, I know how to get something endless, but it's a pity that I'm still a person, and I still have all this, so I naturally know, if I deceive such a person who is full of dependence on myself, it's really wrong, and even said that it can be regarded as a kind of cruelty for myself.
"I naturally know that everyone is different, everyone also has their own secrets, for example, although my mother has never told me, but I know that my mother has a secret in my mother's heart, and my mother's secret is related to many very important things, although I have never explored my mother's secret, but I know that my mother's secret seems to be able to overturn the whole sky, and my mother has also told me, no matter when it comes, don't easily probe other people's secrets, Otherwise, you may become a monster that you don't even recognize. After hearing this, the little prince just blinked his eyes obediently, and then said what he had been hiding in his heart, after all, he still didn't know the world very well, so all he knew was everything his mother told him, but his mother didn't seem to have the same comfort and care for him as other mothers.
After hearing such words, Yu'er was speechless for a while, indeed, everyone in this world has everyone's secrets, and these secrets cannot be shared, and even some things if others know, even kill people, although such things have never been done before, but they also know that in such a world, such things are normal.
"So no matter what time it is, even if you know someone else's secret, don't tell it easily, tell no one, not even your mother, because no one knows what kind of journey these things will lead to next, so under the premise that none of us are sure, let him become a permanent secret, stay underground forever, and don't surface first, otherwise if none of us can control it, it will really become a big mess." Yu'er said something like this with some seriousness, when she faced everything in this world, she actually didn't care more in her heart, because in her eyes, this is just a virtual world, or a parallel world that does not belong to her own world at all, everything in this world has nothing to do with herself, but at this moment, she has a so-called sense of belonging for the first time, maybe this world is real.
And you should have your own status and identity in this world, this world has your own position, and every feeling that people in this world have for themselves seems to be real, so you must truly respond to this world, and you may have to exchange your true feelings for a sincerity.
No matter how smart the little prince is, after all, he is too young to understand such words, but he can vaguely understand all this in the mouth of the parent, but he also knows a lot of things that others don't know, and after a long time, he couldn't help but lower his head, and I don't know what the reason is, he is willing to talk to the person he just met about the news in his heart, "Actually, I really hope that my mother can become better, But I know that if my father is willing to come to my mother's place, my mother's temper will become very good, and my mother is even willing to spend a whole day, just for the moment my father comes, my father comes and goes in a hurry every time, and he doesn't even want to stay with my mother, but I know that if my mother sees my father, the whole person will become very happy, in fact, I especially hope that my father can stay, because then my mother will be happy, I know that my mother is not good to me, but he is my mother after all, I always have to be on my mother's side at all times, and my mother is not really good for me, but she is not bad, but I know that he has tried his best to give me everything he has, but he has given me the most love. ”
After saying what he wanted to say in his heart, the little man with a big palm actually had a little seriousness in his eyes, but it shouldn't belong to this age, and the look in the child's eyes seemed to be hope, as if it was expectation, but there was a faint gray "If the father is willing to stay longer, then the life of many people in our palace will become better, even if the father just stays for a short moment, the mother's mood can become very good in an instant, In fact, my mother is really satisfied, but I know better than anyone that my father is unwilling to stay with my mother, and even every time my father looks at my mother, there is guilt and a faint disgust in his eyes, I know all this, but I think if he really has no feelings for his mother at all, why did he marry his mother in the first place? It's something I can't figure out. ”
After Yu'er heard such words, it was rare to be silent, it was a world that belonged to adults, but a world that did not belong to children who could understand, because power wanted to climb to that supreme position, and today's majesty abandoned his childhood sweetheart and the love of his youth, with the help of the power of the queen, but how can such a thing be told to a child? The child has only the purest love and the deepest feelings in his heart, and if such a thing is really spoken, the image of the father will be turned to ashes in his body and eyes almost instantaneously.
But thinking of what this so-called father did to the little group in front of him later, his eyes couldn't help but darken, even if this little child had so much admiration for his father, and even said that he had so many expectations and expectations for his father, but in the end, the so-called father still willingly left the throne to other people's children, and even sent his only son to a neighboring country, suffering humiliation and grievances.
Yu'er then couldn't help but sigh softly, although such a world is not known to a child, but everything behind it will still be as the original development involved in their own changes, just a small part of the history, if the general outline is really changed, he may disappear in this world, so he can't take this risk, so he couldn't help but say, "Maybe your father once loved your mother, or maybe there is something unspeakable between the two, We don't know that these things have happened between them, so we can't forget to speculate, but there are many things that we may not know, or that there are unspeakable things between your father and mother, which we don't know, but if you still have expectations for him, I believe that one day your father will be able to see the hope and light in your eyes, and maybe he will return to you at that time. ”
It's actually very cruel to say these words, if it really comes to the day when these lights in the eyes disappear completely, that feeling can make the whole person shatter, as if the whole sky is broken, the sky is falling, that feeling I also tried when I was a child, so I try to make a wonderful world now, let him indulge in it, maybe the moment the disaster comes, it will not be so tragic and terrifying.
After hearing this, the little prince just pulled the corners of his mouth, and after a little disappointment in his eyes, he couldn't help but lower his head, and his eyes were a little thorough, but he was just a child of a few years old, but he saw the world very thoroughly, "Actually, I know that my father doesn't like what my father likes, other people's children, such things, my mother has mentioned it in my ear more than once, but do you know what I feel in my heart?" I tried hard to do better, but there was nothing I could do, no matter how hard I tried, my father would never have me in his eyes, I once questioned my mother, and I once asked the people around me, but none of them would tell me what made my father so cold to me, so that my father didn't want to look at me more, but I really tried hard enough. ”
But there is one thing that such a young child may not know, that is, some people may not be able to compare with another person's eyes, or another person's little emotions, in the final analysis, it is just those so-called preferences and those so-called exceptions.
It's a wonderful feeling, but if you become the unloved being, it may be a kind of sadness.