He is a crazy beast, for the sake of personal grudge with Lin Xiaoxia, do you want to force her to kill this child? No! How can this be something that can be said as a father of a child?

Clenching her fists, Lin Xiaoxia tried her best to control the urge to cry, she looked at the man in front of her with a sad face, her body was trembling, "No, Ji Zhe, you must not treat an innocent child like this!" I can understand your hatred for me, but there are some things that you really misunderstood me, I didn't let Qingqing get drugged, it was just a misunderstanding, if you are willing to give me a chance to explain, then maybe now our misunderstanding has been resolved, no matter what, the child is your own flesh and blood, if you want me to go to the hospital to do it, kill our child with my own hands, don't you feel a little distressed? ”

"If I say no, that's what you expected, right? Anyway, you're a woman who is already very smart and smart, aren't you? If the child is gone, there will be no one to stop you from loving Ji Chenfeng sweetly, and no one will be my stumbling block, this is a good choice for you and me, what are you still struggling with? Want to pretend to be pitiful and innocent in front of me? Do you think I'm going to believe your lies? Ji Zhe was still stubborn in his opinion, from the very beginning, Lin Xiaoxia's contact with him was just to be able to conceive the future heir of the Ji family, not only that, but looking at the way she was entangled with Ji Chenfeng just now, did she want to play with all the people of their Ji family in the applause? He hated this woman from the bottom of his heart, thinking that she was disgusting and shameless, and he didn't even want to look at her, so for the child in her belly, it was natural that he would not be loved by Ji Zhe.

Lin Xiaoxia's heart seems to be completely broken, turned into powder, as soon as the wind blows, it disappears without a trace, her tears, finally can't help but flow down her eyes, since pregnancy, her body and mind seem to have really become a lot more fragile, even tears, this kind of liquid that she once thought was the most rare, has emerged more than once, looking at the man in front of her, cold-blooded and ruthless, she suddenly realized that even if this child is really born, if he can't even get his father's blessing, then his life, Maybe it's also destined to be a tragedy from birth, right?

With a hint of pleading in his tone, looking at Ji Zhe with cold eyes, Lin Xiaoxia asked for the last time: "Once some things happen, there is no room for regret, Ji Zhe, if I beg you, please see the blood relationship with the child again, spare him, I am willing to bear all the difficulties and tortures about you on his behalf, until you feel satisfied and relieved, in this case, is it possible?" ”

"Don't waste any more time, the doctor has already made an appointment for you, as long as you sleep for a few minutes, all the worries of the offspring can be solved, I don't want to talk to you at length about reasoning, to blame, blame this child for not finding a good home, will be reincarnated in your belly, not eligible for my approval." However, in Ji Zhe's words, it was all sarcasm, he blamed all the blame on the innocent child, as if its appearance was really just a beautiful mistake, and now it was time for the mistake to end, no matter how reluctant Lin Xiaoxia was, her beautiful illusion was about to be shattered after all.

No longer saying a word, she quietly sat in Ji Zhe's car, listening to the engine start, her palm, but persistently holding her lower abdomen and unwilling to let go, just last night, she was also because she was about to become a mother, and she also felt that she was shrouded in a warm beam that had never been there, she regarded this sudden child as the only hope in life, the joys and sorrows in the future, she was willing to pin all her hopes on this child, but the dream was just a fragile bubble on the sea level after all, and in the blink of an eye, it was swallowed by the sea, She didn't even have a chance to shout for help.

It's not that you don't want to do everything you can to keep this child, but what about after you keep it? I'm afraid that the child will still not be recognized by Ji Zhe, and when she grows up, the child asks about her father's identity, how should she choose? Just like the flowery heart of his father when he was young, it caused the resentment of his two sons towards him, and he couldn't get rid of it all his life, she didn't want the child to be unborn, which foreshadowed such a cruel future, and she didn't want the tragedy that belonged to Ji Zhe to be re-staged in the child's body, so she would rather endure the pain and cut her love, maybe it would be cruel after all, but compared with her life without receiving blessings, she would rather compromise and accept Ji Zhe's orders.

Baby, I'm sorry, it's Mommy who doesn't have the courage to give birth to you like this, don't blame your daddy, blame you for growing up in Mommy's belly, if it's in Xia Kuilin's body, then I believe that your dad must be hard to hide his excitement, Mommy is a very failure, so in the end, even the baby you can't keep, if you can still reincarnate, Mommy hopes that you can find a woman who has the courage to protect you, not a cowardly and incompetent like Mommy.

After arriving at the hospital, the doctor and nurse who made the appointment were already outside the door to greet her, when she saw Lin Xiaoxia walking down from the car, the nurse stepped forward and helped her check the vital indicators as quickly as possible, and the doctor also helped her inject a few painful drugs, but now Lin Xiaoxia seems to have become a puppet, no matter how she tosses, she will not feel joy, anger and sorrow, Ji Zhe, who has a corner of his eyes on the side, seems to be talking to Xia Kuilin, and seems to be explaining something, needless to say, The news of her pregnancy has probably reached Xia Kuilin, and the initiator of everything is undoubtedly Ji Chenfeng, it seems that he always wants to kill this child?

The little life that has not yet been born has set up so many mortal enemies around her, even if she is really born, the road to the future may be more rugged and difficult to walk than she imagined, even if she has such an experience, she can't even burden the child to embark on this road of no return, so, deliberately can choose, then she would rather not let the child experience this helpless, desperate to never see the feeling of hope.

Knowing that the moment she was pushed into the operating room, Lin Xiaoxia lay on the bed, stretched out her hand to pull the corner of Ji Zhe's clothes, her miserable white smile looked as beautiful and moving as a rose that was about to wither, she smiled bitterly and said, "After I finish carrying out your order, I'll tell you a story, right?" Ji Zhe, I still remember that you seemed to be very curious about all kinds of stories when you were a child, wait a minute, I will tell you instead. ”

As soon as the words fell, Lin Xiaoxia was pushed away, and Ji Zhe stood in place with a frown, thinking about the meaning of Lin Xiaoxia's words just now, with an unruly face, more impatience and anxiety, Xia Kuilin seemed to be jealous and was losing his temper, and he couldn't return immediately, worried that if he left, Lin Xiaoxia would slip away from the operating room, so I am afraid that he would have more headaches, for the sake of today, he can only try to perfunctory Xia Kuilin, and continue to stay in the hospital until the operation is completed, watching Lin Xiaoxia be pushed out of the operating room, He was able to leave with peace of mind and go back to continue to explain to Xia Kuilin.

in the operating room.

Lin Xiaoxia gently closed her eyes and instructed the nurse who was about to inject her with anesthetic drugs: "I don't need anesthesia, just start the operation directly." ”

"What? Patient, this kind of surgery is not child's play, no one can bear this pain without anesthesia, after anesthesia, your body will not feel it for a few seconds, so you will not feel pain if you operate in this way, and the safety factor will be higher. The doctor who was preparing for the operation heard Lin Xiaoxia's instructions to the nurse, his hands trembled, and he almost threw the surgical tools directly on the ground, perhaps he didn't expect Lin Xiaoxia to make such a cruel request, after all, this is not a torture for the child, but an unbearable torture for the mother!

It's just the doctor's persuasion, obviously it didn't help Lin Xiaoxia in any way, her tone of voice was as indifferent as before, as if she was already a corpse, the walking dead continued to breathe hard in this world, this pain, no one can understand, and then, she continued to say firmly to the doctor: "If you have to take anesthetic medicine and then be able to operate, then I will leave the operating room directly, and then Ji Zhe blames you, not me, if you are smart enough, Just do what I say, the anesthetic step is omitted, no matter how painful it is, I won't hinder the smooth operation of the operation. ”

Perhaps, this is the last thing Lin Xiaoxia can do for this poor child, that is, to endure this near-death pain with him, if so, will the guilt in his heart be reduced?

Can't resist Lin Xiaoxia's stubborn temper, the doctor knows that he must agree 100% to any request made by Lin Xiaoxia now, otherwise, his career as a doctor may really not be saved, so he can only tell the little nurse: "Everything should be done according to the young lady's instructions, the anesthetic step is skipped, you all cheer me up 120,000 points, closely observe the young lady's every move during the operation, once the pain is unbearable, you must inject the anesthetic as soon as possible!" ”

In this way, the operation began, but every doctor in the operating room, including the nurses, seemed to be extremely nervous, after all, they lived so big, they had only heard of Guan Gu deboning and curing poison in ancient times, but they had never seen anyone do surgery with their own eyes, and they didn't need anesthesia, when the cold surgical instruments probed into Lin Xiaoxia's body, her heart seemed to be shivering, if she was injected with anesthetics, she would not feel much pain when she woke up from sleep.